Brain worms are a wild thing. They eat away at my motivators and the things that made me happy and the things I enjoyed, like my streams.. It's been hard to do anything other than doomscroll, sleep and waste away. I want to end the cycle, but I don't know how anymore.

I apologize for my rant post the other day. I'm not ok and I don't know when I will be. One thing is certain though, it helped me see who my real friends were and showed me who actually cares. I lost additional friends and follows as a result, but I think it's for the best.

1/4 - I apologize for a moment of weakness that's exceptionally out of character. I'm usually reserved and a believer of keeping private things private, but I've been feeling exceptionally alone. Having lost most everyone I'd be comfortable venting to.

After being sick for 2ish weeks I'm finally not dying of death as much and can actually speak again. I've been so antsy from sleeping all day, I wanna stream again this week! Kinda in the mood to spam zombies games for no reason whatsoever lol

So I slept, and now I feel worse. Heck yeah. Someone please End(field) me bahahaha. (If you play and want more friends, add me if you like, UID: 6370012846)

Ahh... Heck. I somehow got sick. Oof. Damn, guess I have no choice but to stay in bed and play Arknights:Endfield. Truly a tragedy.

Every day my friends and community humble me. My first stream back was a whole lotta fun! I'm addicted to #arknights all over again! Thanks so so much for the raids! ¤ @naruotonashii.bsky.social ¤ @cherrywolfva.bsky.social ¤ @arielarashi99.bsky.social ¤ @scarypastry.com You're all the best!

Ahhh! Ekohs Jumpscare! Lawd, the random doggo is BACK. Watch me spam zombies in #QuarantineZone at 8:30PM EST! ITS FITTING because like a zombie..... I may be brainded Twitch.tv/EkohsVT #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

Holy crap, I've missed you all! After weeks of scuff and headaches I think I have mostly achieved what I wanted with my new stream set up! I can't wait to share! Join me for my first stream back this Wednesday at 8PM EST. No schedule this week, just vibes and hope for luck!

Hi everyone! Super sorry for the lack of posts since the holidays, I've been cooking on some stuff that I'm excited for. I'll come back in full very soon! Stay tuned ^^ #vtuber #smallstreamer #vsky #twitch

【Stream Start!】 Join me for another #REPO Collab! Made special as it is @rangerkarasu.bsky.social first time playing, mwhehe. Its gonna be chaotic! Also featuring: @salktorivt.bsky.social @blo0dqueen.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/psychic320 #vtuber #envtuber #collabstream #horror

Stream Cancelled! Sorry everyone, I dont feel well, so the stream for today is canceled! (Fortnite made me sick LOL JK) I will have my schedule for next week soon! Gonna be pretty packed, i cant wait to see you all!

Stream Over! My first #Fortnite stream was an... experience, it wasnt a total wash with one win! Thanks so much to everyone who was hanging out! Super thankful to @meiamarine.bsky.social for the raid! It is always nice to see you, please check her out! #vtuber #twitch

It's finally happened... im streaming #Fortnite... Save me... Join me in 30 minutes for a Fortnite collab! (Watch me get carried i'm so bad at this game) Featuring: ¤ @miavelle.bsky.social ¤ @blo0dqueen.bsky.social #vtuber #twitch

Hey Everyone! Today is a chill stream kind of day. Come hang out with me as I play the cozy(?) #AWebbingJourney in 30 minutes! Arachnophobia trigger warning, though! #vtuber #twitch #cozy Twitch.tv/ekohsvt

Im sure there is gonna be a lot of #Twitch spam because of the Recaps, so let me add my own! My first year of streaming has been an experience, I cant possibly thank my friends and the small community that surrounds me enough! You all are amazing! #vtuber #recap #2025

Very late schedule due to locking in today and my laptop was being mean last night T.T Mon: Nuclear Nightmare w/ @mainxyvt.bsky.social @ekohsvt.vtubers.social and Smug Tues: Hundred Line Weds: Project Edens Garden (It's been a long weekend for the fangan community okay?) Thurs: Digimon Sat: Pokemon

【Stream Start】 STREAM IN 1 HOUR! Join me as I start a blind playthrough of #NuclearNightmare. (I have no idea what im doing) Should be.. interesting, to say the least Ft. ¤ @cherrywolfva.bsky.social ¤ @mainxyvt.bsky.social ¤ twitch.tv/smugtrap02 #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

【Schedule Week of 30NOV - 06DEC】 I Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving, to those that celebrate! Here is the schedule for the week, featuring a #NuclearNightmare Collab today! twitch.tv/ekohsvt Hope to see everyone there! #vtuber #twitch

【Stream Start】 Hey everyone! I hope you had a great Thanksgiving holiday for those who celebrate! Join me today for another collab in #LethalCompany 4PM EST! Twitch.tv/ekohsvt Featuring: ¤ @salktorivt.bsky.social ¤ @blo0dqueen.bsky.social ¤ twitch.tv/pencoolrose #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

Happy Thansgiving to all my US friends! Enjoy your time honored tradition of turkey nomming and napping!

Your month, your puppy!

It's been a while since I streamed, finally out of my hole! I hope you'll come hang with me this week :3 Excited for the surprise Tuesday & doing pulls on Thursday! 💕 www.twitch.tv/blo0d_queen #VTuber #ENVTuber #Twitch #StreamSchedule #VSky

Sorry I'm late! Last minute set up for a few things before we jump back into #LittleNightmares I should be live at the top of the hour, 8PM EST. See ya there! #twitch #vtuber #envtuber twitch.tv/ekohsvt

【Stream End】 Thanks for hanging out! The test stream was a success! Today we played #returnal, a game I was able to play on stream via a PS5 and a capture card for the first time! This opens up a whole new world of backlog streams that I cant wait to cut through with you all! #vtuber #twitch

Awww yeah! Internet lives and we're back in business! Join me in 30 minutes for a short(?) Test stream! Gonna be a touch different than my usual (mostly horror) stuff! #vtuber #envtuber #twitch I'm excited! I missed you all!

Sorry everyone! Im gonna have to cancel my stream for today, Wednesday Nov. 19th, my internet is being difficult and I planned to get it fixed earlier today but now thats delayed until tomorrow morning x.x Stream tomorrow should still be fine though! See you all then! ^^

【Schedule for 16 November - 22 November】 Here it is! I will hold myself to this schedule! I have been cooking some new stuff ill be trying on Wednesday, then Thursday and Friday we will finish what we started during my 12 hour #LittleNightmares! Hang out with me? Twitch.tv/ekohsvt

Hey everyone! I hope you've been well, I have been working on some new stuff since my 1yr event that im excited to test out this week! Schedule for the week later today, I look forward to returning to more consistency. I've missed you all! #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

【Anniversary Celebration-Thon!】 Ahh! 12 hour special will begin in ONE HOUR at 11:45am EST! I cant wait to see everyone! #CrabGame event begins at 7:30pm EST Lobby codes posted at 7:15pm EST! All are welcome, its not too late! Twitch.tv/ekohsvt #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

【Anniversary 12 Hour Program Schedule!!】 Friday, November 7th, 2025 All times in MST Please come hang out! Twitch.tv/ekohsvt

【Announcement】 The Discord is officially open! Ideas for fleshing it out? Let me know! discord.gg/5GeyfNcygC Program Schedule for my 12 Hour event in the Announcements Channel! (Here later as well) Common sense and courtesy practices always apply, please be kind! #vtuber #envtuber

Just finished a dry run of #CrabGame for my 1yr anniversary tomorrow I forgot how scuffed it is! It's going to be chaotic and hilarious. Can't wait to play with everyone! It's not too late to join! Comment below for a personal invite, or watch for tomorrow's post to grab the lobby code! #vtuber

Last second notification! Strinova with the gang! Now! Twitch.tv/ekohsvt #vtuber #envtuber

I am completely blown away. So far 25+ people have expressed interest in my Crab Game session for my 1 year anniversary as a vtuber! It's not too late to join this Friday, NOV 7th! 7:30PM EST - 11:30PM. I'd love to have ya! #twitch #vtuber #envtuber store.steampowered.com/app/1782210/...

【Announcement】 Join me on Friday, November 7, 2025, for my one-year anniversary as a cringe doggo vtuber! It's a 12-hour event featuring an open community game of Crab Game for friends and all of you. See details in the thread! #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

【Stream Start】 5 Streams in a row!? seems so! Join myself and my friends as we complete stupid tasks in the #TaskTime Playtest! At 6:30pm EST, so in 15 MINUTES! Featuring: @arielarashi99.bsky.social @blo0dqueen.bsky.social @cherrywolfva.bsky.social @itsshadowlilly.bsky.social #vtuber #envtuber

【Stream End】 As Always, Thank you to everyone who stopped in as we played #Strinova! I had a blast with my collab mates! ¤ @blo0dqueen.bsky.social ¤ @keiceky.bsky.social Thank you so much, @rangerkarasu.bsky.social for the raid! we ended with a triple raid into @arielarashi99.bsky.social

【We're Live】 Hey everyone, HAPPY NOVEMBER! We will be live in 15 MINUTES! Join another episode of anime gorl pew pew w/ @Bloo0dqueen and @KeiceKy #Strinova Will we be cracked today? Pfft, probably not, but lets see! Twitch.tv/EkohsVT #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

Characters of: @gundamgoku.bsky.social @ekohsvt.vtubers.social x.com/warriorman222

[Sunday, Nov 2nd Updates] Hundo will be moved to 3:00pm EST! At 6:30pm EST, we’ll be playtesting “Task Time” w/ @blo0dqueen.bsky.social, @cherrywolfva.bsky.social & @ekohsvt.vtubers.social Gonna be a chaotic day so hope you’ll stop by to make fun of us, lol #Vtuber #Twitch #EnVtuber

【We're Live】 Hey everyone! I will be in live ONE HOUR! Join me as I play some of my first REAL extraction shooter with stariavt.bsky.social! #ArcRaiders! Any bets on how long it will take for me to crash out ? Twitch.tv/EkohsVT #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

【Stream End】 Thank you all for the incredible support! My Duckov run didn't end as hoped, but there's a chance for recovery. Can't wait to see everyone soon! Special thanks to THE GOATS for the Raids! ¤ @blo0dqueen.bsky.social ¤ @u-khan.bsky.social #vtuber #twitch

【We're Live】 Hey everyone! I will be in live 15 MINUTES! Join me as I play some of my first "extraction shooter" ESCAPE FROM DUCKOV It's gonna be a chill hangout! #vtuber #envtuber #twitch

EXCITEEEE! New banner by @cheriibeans.bsky.social !! Thank you for doing me justice as always 💕 Get yourself one here: vgen.co/Cheriibeans/... #VTuber #ENVTuber #Art #Banner #Eyes #VGen #Commission

Week of 26OCT - 01NOV The highlight will be the collabs on Friday for Halloween, and a special collab on Saturday Watch me leave my comfort zone on Thursday with something completely new! (If I don't chicken out) #vtuber #twitch

Bwah :3

Hello Frens! I hope everyone is doing great! I am planning on posting my schedule for the Week tomorrow, October 28th, 2025 - Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday are shaping up to be busy with Friday being a silly Halloween collab in costume! #vtuber #twitch

【Stream End】 Excellent turn out for the model reveal! We also finished the #Outlast 1 DLC in prep work for starting the second. Super thankful to @itsshadowlilly.bsky.social for the raid! Next week schedule soon!, lots of streams planned! Do you like Mini Ekohs? #vtuber #twitch

[Stream Start] Reminder! in less than 1 Hour we're goin' live! at 6PM EST Join me for alt model reveal! Then jumping into #Outlast 1 DLC after that with Heartrate Monitor (assuming it works) Pop in! twitch.tv/ekohsvt #twitch #vtuber #envtuber