i have returned

taking a break from bsky.

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I actually hate humanity and I hope I die in my sleep tonight. already found uncensored SH on my page. thanks for that. 💞

again don't be surprised or freak out when I block you if you have self harm on your page AND I FIND THAT SHIT, it's for my own safety. 😐

it's one thing to post your OWN photos of you hurting yourself and filtering it so we don't see it, it's another to go and repost self harm anyway, I know not all people recovering are the same, but it doesn't mean you cant act like other mfs aren't trying to recover either.

I am NOT saying you can't post or repost stuff like that on your account, just that you don't interact with us if you fucking do that. I ask you to read my pinned for a reason and my recent mutual clearly didn't fucking,do that.

okay so apparently I have to repeat myself don't interact with me or my partner if you actively post or repost your own or others SH. we are trying to recover, we don't care if you are also recovering too, it doesn't mean you can go and flashbang us with self harm reposts on the damn homepage.

a reminder for those who need it.. Please don’t interact with me if you actively repost self harm. I don’t care if you’re recovering, reposting it while following me will put that shit on MY feed. I repeat, if you actively repost SH, I WILL BLOCK YOU. Thank you.

sometimes I genuinely wonder what life would be like if I never met him. I would not be where I am now. I doubt I’d even be here at all. He saved me. I cannot wait for the day I get to put a ring on his finger.

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suffering

agony

im sorry I was too blind to see you were hurting. I could’ve stopped you. I wish I could go back to a time before it was too late. Im sorry I wasnt there when you were drowning. I’m sorry that I saw your hand and mistook it for a wave rather than a silent cry for help. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.

im alive btw

I’m such a fucking waste of space. I don’t deserve to be saved.

Lying in bed and listening to the songs that held me hostage when i was suffering. i don’t think there’s much else i can do to cure the emptiness now. so I’ll embrace it. [ #ventsky ]

ME ND MY BOYFRIEND

and then i smiled at you. i smiled at you. that was my first mistake. [ #ventsky #vent ]

stating this again because clearly it hasn’t been taken seriously.. If you actively communicate with and/or are positively associated with Paperskin OR Nemi, please do NOT interact with me. Interacting/following me whilst associated or communicating will result in an INSTANT BLOCK. Thank you.

i am having. Heart palpitations [ #ventsky ]

stating this again because clearly it hasn’t been taken seriously.. If you actively communicate with and/or are positively associated with Paperskin OR Nemi, please do NOT interact with me. Interacting/following me whilst associated or communicating will result in an INSTANT BLOCK. Thank you.

feeling cunty today. [ #shitpost #spsky ]

i love changing my profile every 2-3 days…keeps people guessing..(I just can’t keep one profile for 2 seconds without getting bored of it) Haven’t changed this profile yet…but im sure it’ll happen soon.. Как весело...

I have a headache. Агония.

how are you gonna have “ MDNI “ in your bio and then proceed to follow me.. was I not clear enough when I stated loudly that im a minor..?.?.? cmon now.. [ #minirant ]

sorry for letting down my walls around you, I must’ve trusted you by accident. [ #ventsky ]

do you ever have those days where literally nobody is responding to you or texting you or talking to you and you feel like youre an obsessive little shit that cant stop texting people cause I need to be doing something to feel sane [ #ventsky ]

У меня болит голова…i just woke up from a nap..

drinking coffee

.hi it’s me do I look cool fuys [ #artsky #masc #persona #ocsky ]

feeling extra zesty today

Their account is back up, not sure what happened with that but they liked one of my posts YIKES instant block

calming down.

ohmy.god im having the worst.,mmentlabreakdown of my life. i cant.fucking breathe

it’s 2:30am and I cant.sleep

thank you to my darling husband, @rottedcarcass.bsky.social , for being beside me and defending me.

Please look at these screenshots. Nemi is inconsiderate and rude as hell, and immature. I was kind, and she proceeded to snap at me and be sarcastic?? This is just insane.