October is usually a rough month for me. As some people might know, I lost my little brother in 2020. Rip "NinjaDragon" October 7, 1989 - October 26, 2020. I tend to get very mentally and emotionally fragile in this month the most. So, I might disassociate ALOT. Please be patient with me.

Another pet peeve of mine is when people in my life have told me "people have it worse than you. Think of them." Makes me think that my problems don't matter at all or even regret existing.

One pet peeve I have is when I feel people put me on the backburner. Especially if i'm planning stuff with people. Makes me not feel important.

I had a terrible realization this morning. My birthday is in 6 weeks. Can I just cancel it and skip it this year? That would be super helpful.

Also never forget what happened on September 11th 24 years ago.

"I hate Self-Help Books, I don't like them because I feel it's like praying on the insecurities of people who want answers." - Jacksepticeye/Seán McLoughlin

One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone spread misinformation for a game series for one of the streamer and that person was a mod for that streamer did that! It irk me that they give wrong information about resident evil series!

@gianaluna.bsky.social #Chewsday

The Balls Of Steel Podcast (S1E9) youtu.be/pljsi0zc0JM?... via @YouTube

Happy 56th Birthday Jack Black!

As a Veteran Souls Nerd, I just heard a woman say she beat Bayle The Dread with 4 shots of "Pest-Thread Spears". I honestly think that's hot hahahahaha ;)

We need a fan art of a Ouija board dressed in Luigi Mario's clothing just for @gianaluna.bsky.social LOL

💥New YT video out now!!💥 Missed out on my funny Elden Ring NIGHTREIGN moments? Catch up now with this clip compilation! youtu.be/wp7V6J9muTU?...

The lurker thing is confirmed fake! I was a bit concerned about that and hesitated for a while because of that, but wanted to share a bit of positivity and encouragement regardless. I'll always let y'all know if I can't verify a claim and clarify any misinformation shared once confirmed false 💚

THE NEW EPISODE OF THE BALLS OF STEEL PODCAST HAS BEEN RELEASED. WE CONTINUE TO TALK ABOUT ELDEN RING! www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmLL...

Thank you to everyone (I will remember EVERYONE's name who came) that could come to my birthday stream. It meant a whole lot. Seriously.

Birthday Stream on Twitch on July 30th at 12pm EST

Community Game Time playing JackBox Party!! Still going strong with Day 3 of Donothon!! 🧡Live Now: www.twitch.tv/nimmsyx

Featuring @iamlauren89.bsky.social www.tiktok.com/@onyxthegami...

Day 2 of Donothon and still going! Thank you everyone that came out so far! Let’s keep it going! 🧡live: www.twitch.tv/nimmsyx

#RIP #OzzyOsborne dedication stream this Friday 9:30 pm Est www.twitch.tv/ms__metal

RIP Prince of Darkness Ozzy Osbourne

I need a fan art of @bonnicula.bsky.social as a Demi-Devimon in my life lol

@chancenezumi.bsky.social Can we one day get a fan art of you as "Chuumon"? :D

Birthday Stream on Twitch on July 30th at 12pm EST

Will be attempting another birthday stream. July 30th at 12pm EST will be debut of "Elden Ring: The Fellowship of the Jar" birthday streams. Hope you can come. www.twitch.tv/onyxthegamin...

Just fyi, I tend to get depressed around the time July/my birthday month comes around the corner. Won't get into it but it has to do with my bad childhood. While most people would want space in times like these, I am the opposite. I like when people check on me to know they care.

Minor Vent: YouTube lately has been recommending me to watch "I Let the Person In Front Choose What I Eat" videos. While it's an interesting concept, I feel ALOT of YouTubers that do these videos are SO judgemental. Especially if they get a vegetable based order or something with alot of meat.

Today's Episode of The Balls Of The Steel Podcast is MrRumbleRoses and Myself celebrating our 17 Year Friendship. www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4TO...

I'm honored to say that after 13 Years, my Men in Black Agent L record has been beaten. Please give this person a subscription and show support! [PB] Men In Black: The Game (PS1) in 32:36 - 100% (Agent L%) youtu.be/Gaa2kRPZQW4?... via @YouTube

Drop your favorite meme below and let's have an amusing day!

Felt Cool

Take that rejection as a blessing, baby. It wasn’t meant for you and it would have just dragged you down 💜

Commissions are open! I currently have all slots open. 0/5 louisartcommissions.carrd.co If you can’t commission, shares are deeply appreciated. We are trying to save up for house repairs. I am open minded and willing to draw any 2D styles. I am selfship / ficto friendly as well. #commissions

Just letting everyone know that the "[LIMITED EDITION] Metal Agumon Digi-Destined Under Armour Shirt" and "Metal Agumon Digi-High Tops" will be sold out/leaving the shop at the end of the month as they are APRIL DEBUT ONLY items. Buy soon if you want them. onyxthegamingmachine-shop.fourthwall.com

Was talking with a random friend of mine today and he asked me: "What makes you happy or even smile?" I Replied. "When I see the people I care about happy/smile. It even motivates me too."

April 14th. When I first became a streamer on Twitch/made my account. I feel like celebrating it. On Monday at 6:30pm EST, I will be starting a collab with my best friend @mrrumbleroses.bsky.social . We'll be playing Resident Evil 6. MIGHT do beanboozled too. 1 Sub = 5 Beans.

Wanted to do a random tweet telling people (you know who you are) thank you for all the support you've given me for opening my new merch shop. I cried when I got my first couple orders. I've even gotten praise for the reasonable prices. Thank you all. onyxthegamingmachine-shop.fourthwall.com