in the past six hours since i woke up i’ve had an anxiety attack, full on crashout fangirling over heated rivalry and then on to sobbing over my family dynamics and life in general and how unlovable i am. I’d say i’m fine tho don’t worry about it

I fear heated rivalry is my life now

Fantasy readers be like ”oh it’s only 600 pages that’s not too bad”. It’s me, I am fantasy readers.

i know my employer hates that i take union business and workers rights seriously and actually make sure things are done right 😎🖕🏻

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Existing is starting to feel really fucking hard again

the only reason i stay on social media anymore is to get even a glimpse of the lives of friends. I hope everyone is well.

i just love everything about books

Serious question: 1. If you happen to voice having pain in your back (or knee, ankle, shoulder, elbow etc. for that matter) what do people respond with (i.e the possible reason for it) and 2. Are you considered overweight?

happy threshing day 🐉

Who knew a fluffy romance with some decapitated heads and rotting corpses was exactly what i needed.

why is everyone saying it eXpesially now?!?!?????? It drives me insane

hello i made myself sad looking at pics of all our adventures and i miss my friends

Just found out they have cat latters on buildings in Switzerland and it’s the best thing I’ve discovered all week

feeling like torturing myself, might rewatch normal people

As i finished The Poppy War i now need a cutesy lil romcom moment as a palate cleanser because fuuuuuck

Hummingbird Hawk-Moth’s are so cool

Choices have been made today

It’s midnight before a work day and the male main character just asked the female main character “who did that to you?” 🫦

It’s only august…why are the bad thoughts coming back already 😞

don’t mind me i’m just crying over a fictional astronaut having to part from his alien friend for them to go save their respective home planets

Let’s see if i can keep up with this one

Rage reading the last 270 pages of a 570 (!!!) page book might actually finally teach me to just dnf a book i’m not enjoying.

was looking at pics from all my travels from recent years, and the happiness that radiates from the pics of myself when i’m surrounded by my pocket pals just feels so far far away lately. i miss you.

my sleep schedule has become diabolical, and i’ve been actively working on fixing it. Yet now my body has decided 2-4 hour increments of sleep is the way to go 🫠

🖤

I miss traveling 😭

this morning i decided i wanted to go out and see the sunrise, so i packed breakfast and did just that, enjoying the silence for 2 hours from around 4am-6am, watching birds, hares and even a fox. Finnish summer is forever my favourite time of year.

loooong over due for dyeing my hair but i think the pink might be over 👀

People complaining about the rainy weather in Finland this summer can’t see the beauty it’s creating. Nature is literally thriving because of it, like it used to, instead of being dried up and brown all over with fire warnings because of long heatwaves.

Needed this reminder today.

all my mental health walks are riddled with *severe anxiety* and my agoraphobia is truly becoming an issue

Finally on summer vacation for the next five weeks and my lower back decides to give out 🤪

the pedro pascal vanity fair shoot JAW ON FLOOR HELLO 👀

Being a night owl to escape the world yet end up finding out the US bombed Iran minutes after it happens. I don’t want to live on this planet anymore

“Less than a minute, that’s how long it took you to fall out of love with me” I fear i am still not over this series and i need the next book nowwww 😭

Help i’ve been shoved back onto brainwashed toxic thintok again for some reason. Reminder that you are worthy and beautiful at *any* size!

If any of my friends in the US ever feel the need to hop over the pond i promise my home is open for you for as long as you need, always

Post the first album you ever bought with your own money. Forever a favourite

if i directly and clearly talk to you and get ignored then 🖕🏻 Done with the middle school bullshit and done being made to feel small and/or stupid. Fuck you.

wearing eyeliner again we are so back

I’m making myself a reading nook on my balcony and i am so freaking excited for summer and autumn thunderstorms so i can just vibe out to the max

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I would be surviving on 2 pots of coffee with a splash of milk and an apple every day. I’ll rather be considered lazy, sickly and gross as an overweight person yet still get to enjoy being alive than experience those times of my life ever again.

Women yearn for the woods, as per the reminder i just wrote myself sitting alone on a rock feeling the slowly lifting remnants of my latest depressive episode. Never kill yourself.

The question of whether non-avian dinosaurs had penises remains unresolved.

had The Last of Us ep 2 spoiled for me ages ago already just because of the way people were talking about it without actual spoilers and i’m annoyed about it

oh.