Fuckin’ sick

most POLITEST handsomest gentleman

I JUST STARTED WATCHING THE NEW GUMBALL WTF THIS SHIT IS SO META

I won't go into it but there was a very therapeutic moment in Rick and Morty for it

I survived pre nerf roaring knight

NIGHTGUARD!!! IM GONNA KICK YOUR ASS! ARGH! FUCKING! AGH!

oh these are pretty cool bananas

I FUCKING FIXED MY CAPTURE CARD JUST FUCK HDR THANK GOD OMG AAAAAAAAAAAA

namine canonically called roxas a mistake and its funny every time

i made this idk if people have already made this but it was something funny i did

Just went 10 and 9 in comp. This shit physically hurt me ngl. I shouldnt play 6 hours of omega strikers anymore

The climb has started. I am solo queueing to challenger. When everyone says I can, I feel obligated to.

I LOVE CARRYING PRO LEAGUES i was scared but like omg

im staying strong for a friend. but i know the precise moment i get off of call im going to burst into tears. i dont know. this shit is fucking annoying. i dont want to deal with this anymore. i dont want to feel anything anymore. i just want to tell them one thing but i fucking cant.

im scared ill fuck everything up. im scared ill do the wrong thing again. im scared. i thought it would be the last hard day, but it isnt. im not ok. it hurts too much. they handled this terribly. i can't take it. i thought i accepted it but i havent. i dont want to feel like this.

i hate watching steve

I'm crashing the fuck out so hard right now. Fucking hell. I hate this bullshit so much. Why couldn't I just stay home all day today.

I'm gonna fucking crash out

I'm so scared right now. I'm just trying to stay ok but I don't know how. I'm worried I'll make the wrong decision if it ever happens.

i fucking hate my heart

i love helping people. i know when its too much for me as well. communication about ones feelings are important in romantic/sexual relationships, but also in platonic and familial relationships. thats something people tend to forget. so reach out to someone. a friend, family member, anyone. <3

I'm taking tomorrow off. just doing whatever on my own probably

i ate a rock

I've been consistently getting like 2 hours of sleep every night. I'm kept up with annoying thoughts then I get woken up by random shit. i hate this.

if toby and his team keep releasing deltarune chapters at difficult points in my life, it very well may become my favorite game because of its impact on my life. I haven't killed myself because of this game. it's kept me going during the lowest points in my life. im scared of 2026, but still.

watching a friend play deltarune. made it to a part that actually hits really close to home for me. genuinely, i relate to ralsei a lot. he isnt my favorite of the fun gang but hes the one i relate to the most. due to once scene. one. fucking. scene.

i got my first 4k in dbd. springtrap is kinda silly teehee :3

It take's an eternity to mend broken trust, but one sentence to break it.

but it's not

it should've been great

and I'm pissed

this is the worst month of my fucking life.

on all accounts, this should be a great time for me. but one thing ruined it. one thing is keeping me from being happy. one thing keeping this year from being amazing. and I hate that it's been ruined like this.

I've been broken. tempted to start over.

switch 2 achieved!

vrchat doodle that is actually featured in the spanish club

Deltarune............................................................ tomorrow!

im gonna lobotomize myself with a pencil

nothings going right for me at all. my partner broke up with me, my gerbil died while i was away, im swapping doctors rn so my meds arent accessible right now, i cant stop thinking about everything, like im so fucked up. im just a fucking mess of a human.

I'm single again. and got blocked on like everything. like damn.

every tiny little thing makes me so anxious right now and I hate it so fucking much.

gay month

the pro controller I brought with me started drifting. o7 to my splatoon 2 pro controller. that's 1/2 of my pro controllers that are out of commission now. my launch pro controllers battery is dead (haven't gotten around to replacing it) and now this. Both are fixable but with switch 2 I might not.

why do I have to be so fucking terrible at asking for stuff in person I'm so stupid

super Luigi galaxy

is it bad that I've gotten homesick from being out of the house for like 28 hours? genuinely. i haven't been out this long on my own like ever.

I'm loosing my mind omg I'm exited but also nervous aaaaaaaa.