wonderland is so loud 1989 in general is SO LOUD

she's so smart i love her sm that target exclusive pic is the most telling so far. so many eggs. how interesting that the photo w/ the most landmines is associated w/ a target exclusive. closest to truth but bound by corporate deals. the real self is so close but just out of reach in the frame.

Okay, Blondie

me, every week: wow thank god i have therapy this week

the crowd is your king

ok pattern app this is perfectly timed but fuck straight off

has anyone considered telling trmp that the battery on his computer is low & his time on the sims is over?

i surely hope i don't need to go to the ENT to get my nose cauterized bc every time i cry since this weekend, my nose bleeds. profusely and at a much faster rate than usual. which isn't ideal bc my tears are coming regardless

i want to disappear lol. nothing like feeling like you're completely replaceable in every arena of your life 🙃

im so done having any sort of emotional attachment to anyone.

generally i enjoy working with my two male coworkers but i'm on real misandrist kick lately and their little microsexist comments and behaviors are REALLY grinding my gears

her standing in a room full of portaits of herself bc she owns her story now vs. the i can see you music video & its time to go "he's got my past frozen behind glass" she's free 🥹

i hate target but ofc that variant is my fav color

cnekxhekxuenx???????? fk3idjwodj? you know???

perk of short arms: could always get away with shorter skirts bc my fingertips barely reach my mid-thigh

my fav thing abt astrology is that there is always more to learn. my ADHD brain loves digging into seemingly endless layers of information

i just read a post on reddit in progressive parenting about a woman who's grown son was completely MAGA-pilled & her devastation was so clear. as a parent, i can't imagine that. critical thinking & questioning authority are 2 skills i want to teach my kids as early as possible

changing timezones twice in 6 days was like mini end of daylight savings and back again & my body is adjusting to do everything an hour earlier even after only 6 days. bodies are so adaptable its wild.

im becoming my most powerful rn its libra szn. sun & mercury in libra, transitting my natal libra stellium. venus enters libra on the 13th. mercury leaves libra & enters scorpio on the 6th. rn mars in scorpio transitting my natal scorpio mars and scorpio asc. sept, oct, & nov im coming 4 u

"you put up the walls and paint them all a shade of grey" 🤝 "just a paperweight in shades of greige" there are so many little links to debut in TTPD. i need to do more investigating.

did i have a fever dream that NBC aired a "taylor swift cam" during SNF focusing on a head of blonde hair but when the face was revealed it was trevor lawrence or was that real bc i was groggy yesterday morning i'm not certain i didn't dream it

one thing no one warned me about was how hard it can be to try to discover who you actually are after years of being a chameleon to stay safe while in an established relationship. balancing self-devotion & choosing yourself & doing things for you with the needs of the 'we'.

being neurodivergent with a libra stellium makes my justice sensitivity so extremely high

1. mad woman 2. SYGB 3. dress 4. the best day 5. i know places 6. i'm only me when i'm with you 7. haunted 8. loml 9. LSS 10. sweet nothing 11. sad beautiful tragic truth time: SBT is my only consistent taylor skip 🫣

1. DWOHT 2. this love 3. holy ground 4. karma 5. cowboy like me 6. i can fix him (no really i can) 7. forever & always 8. innocent 9. our song 10. invisible string 11. london boy this was hard

travis kelce controlling his immature hypermasculine temper tantrums when lol

first day back to work after 4 business days off wish me and my inbox luck

happy end of eclipse season folks. happy fall equinox eve. happy libra season eve eve. 💗✨️🍂⚖️ my power is rising muahahaha

the mental gymnastics done here were insane i hope he warmed up before he stretched so fucking far he's in pluto's orbit

lmao trav wore a maroon suit to SNF i have loose threads of a connection bc maroon was played so many times, "he never thinks of me except when i'm on tv", etc but i am too exhausted to complete the braid here

there is nothing more pure than a dogs joy when their owners come home after a long trip. our pup was so excited to see us 🥹

our flight home is 3811. we board at 1:38. when we left, we boarded at 11:11. all numbers i've been seeing for months. my personal karma is karma-ing 😂

chicago has been fun but i'm ready to go home now 🙃

idk why i thought my anxious auDHD ass would be fine at a 5k+ person conference held in one ballroom. i am not okay. in fact, i'm hiding behind a pillar, crying. again.

when my mood & mental health abruptly tanks and my physical pain goes up, i wonder which trauma that my nervous system carries was activated. it is exhausting living with an overactive nervous system. i've been feeling like i'm in free fall without a parachute for the last 2 days lmao

hahahaha nothing like having a panic attack that gives you a projectile nosebleed at the main event of the trip to chicago, getting blood all over my white dress, & being too anxious to go back into the conference 🙃

weird that my mental health issues came with me to chicago??? don't they know this is a VACATION i want to speak to the manager (yes i know i am the manager)

welp i'm in an uber in downtown chicago so probs gonna have to live vicariously through y'all 😂 its my bday weekend anyway so i don't even know if i could go

what is happening y'all pls fill me in with a tldr i can't keep up

am watching the bills game at a bills backer bar in chicago and the vibes are so good

i went on the architechture river cruise yesterday & now i have like 200 photos of a bunch of buildings at different angles that i cannot identify 😂

every person i have met in chicago has been so lovely and kind. a class act city so far

there's so many museums here idk how to choose which ones to go to. i found out that i have tomorrow to myself too so i can pace myself but jeesh there's so much i want to do!!

i forget that truly my favorite way to enjoy new cities is by wandering them by myself and just being present with the sights and sounds. what a lovely experience it is for me to get to take myself on a date & do the things i love to do.

got a day to myself in chicago so will treat myself to breakfast & probably the medieval torture museum. gotta pace myself bc we're here til sunday 😂

having a small mini crisis about the fact that i'm only in my 20s for 2.5 more weeks 🙃

no i do not travel without my emotional support folklore cardigan

fuck u saturn for retrograding back into pisces 😭 I WAS SO CLOSE TO BEING FINISHED WITH MY SATURN RETURN NOW IM STUCK IN THIS SHIT TIL MARCH 2026 FUCK ME

sob-singing along to stick season so my monday is going great thanks for asking

my cousins got me into secret lives of mormon wives and god i am such a sucker for reality tv like this 😂😂