me, walking to my office in a dress even tho its 33° outside, winds are howling, & i can no longer feel my legs bc this is my second time making this trip bc i forgot my phone: is this what the donner party felt like?

need to desperately catch up on my tay-lore but man, i have been so emotionally exhausted & kinda caccooning for the last week or so. shit feels so heavy & i'm laid out flat under it y'all

i don't think toto is given nearly enough credit for how genius they were for making the lyric "sure as kilimanjaro rises like olympus above the serengeti" flow bc that is CLUNKY

transit sun, mercury, mars, jupiter, saturn, uranus, neptune, and pluto are all making aspects to my natal pluto & venus isn't far behind. i'm being bitch slapped 😭

so glad someone else said jack schlossberg looks like bryan kohberger so i didn't have to

listening to songs that i've skipped over for years bc i was afraid of the emotions they would make me feel & feeling free bc those emotions & my refusal to feel them doesn't control me any more.

i took a long break from writing bc i was using it to escape my real problems, not as a creative tool to help solve them, & that led to a toxic, unhealthy dynamic with my own creativity where it was all or nothing. i think i'm ready to dip my toes back into it. softly, gently, with no expectation.

my anxiety & imposter syndrome is so bad right now i am convinced every person i work directly with secretly thinks i'm stupid & incapable.

supreme court will not hear kim davis' bullshit case. a win, for now.

work is about to get so busy for the next like two months pls send good vibes 🫠

celebrating mamdani's win, sean ryan's win, passing of prop 50, and any local election wins this cycle that remind us we're still in this fight across all levels 💞

just read a description of ceres in libra that stabbed me in the stomach 🫠 not to mention it's conjunct my sun & mercury lol

boston by augustana was the reaaon i wanted to move to boston from the ages of idk, 11-18? says a lot about how i grew up lol.

as a natal mercury retrograde bitch, i'm ready on my own behalf but scared at what it will do to others i must interact with 🫠

matthew lillard stay real i love that man, he's my scream king

my friend found this at home goods & surprised me with it yesterday 🥰 she sent a pic earlier in the day & i immediately clocked it was lover era from her hair 🤣

just discovered 3oh!3 put out an album in 2021 called need & it's taking me right back to 2009. the nostalgia is crushing.

listening to florence's new album. boy, am i taypilled. one of the greats surely is something

hah hi everyone i took a smöl break & then forgot my password for a while but hi i am here what did i miss

lowkey annoyed that therapy made me a less judgmental person cause lowkey sometimes i just wanna be a hater.

the bridge of how did it end? is one of my favorite pieces of songwriting probably ever

listening to debut in order all the way through & getting emo bc if you told me 19 years ago i'd still love her this much & where her career has gone since, i wouldn't have believed it. feeling EXTREMELY nostalgic bc this album truly hits my core.

she's gonna strike a match on all her wasted time the match imagery goes back to fucking DEBUT

💙💚💙💚 thank you for changing my life. also cold as you? banger first track 5. truly set the precedent.

unfortunately i am entirely too parasocially attached to this demon that i will die with this ship. her music is the most consistent thing in my life & has been since i was 11. it's been my friend when i had none & when i thought i didn't deserve any. now it's brought me all of you. her music

obligatory "i love gaylors and i genuinely don't give af if we're wrong i just love interacting with this lovely little community" post :)))

the 90's produced the best horror films & u cannot convince me otherwise

happy scorpio szn to all who celebrate 🦂 may this month be filled with deep discussions, strong intuition, passionate participation, and a dash of brooding.

in @lostinconey.swifties.social's playlist with midnights-TLOAS in track order, ruin the friendship plays right before question...? & i'm honestly too fragile for that bc wtf taylor!!! how do u do it!!!

in a way, midnights was morning warning for TLOAS

i KNOW you're supposed to replace bras frequently but there's this 1 bralette from aerie that i've had for like...10 years atp & it's fit my boobs at every size over that decade so this bra is basically my traveling pants

yo why is the NFL catching so many strays on the TNT intermission report of this sabres game rn 🤣

confession: i was so angry at the red states after the election that i couldn't listen to florida!!! for months afterwards

something taylor kept repeating during the press run for TLOAS is that she's in the same place she was emotionally as she was when she wrote & recorded it. if the narrative is that she did both while on eras tour, performing every night, does it not hold that the "place" is performing? like ppl rly?

i dislike the chillier months solely on the basis that i hate pants & if i wear a dress my legs are cold. i need to invest in more tights i think bc waist bands are my villian origin story

what the fuck is lake effect rain i've lived in this damn city for 30 years and NEVER ONCE have i heard of lake effect RAIN. snow? absolutely. RAIN? no thanks.

what the fuck is lake effect rain i've lived in this damn city for 30 years and NEVER ONCE have i heard of lake effect RAIN. snow? absolutely. RAIN? no thanks.

gently reminding myself it's a week til my period so it's okay to do life on easy mode & not trigger myself into unnecessary meltdowns

thirteen ghosts is on AMC & that was one of my legit favs as a kid which i now realize was probably not appropriate but oh well. i'm enjoying the nostalgia.

snow on the beach is actually the TTPD blueprint bc wdym she also has a lyric about flying saucers from another planet (down bad) in addition to the faking it parallel

"and it's fine to fake it til you make it til you do til it's true" 🤝 "babe you gotta fake it til you make it and i did"

wtf is going on today it has been the weirdest fucking day

midnights & TLOAS parallels go so fucking hard

we're doing a halloween door decorating contest & i came to win. this is just the beginning 🤣

listening to midnights on my drive in pls bring me my luck back

fnekf LMAO you couldn't even make my luck up this morning bad sensory, stepped in water with bare feet, accidentally ordered my coffee for in store pick up, & spilled my coffee on my jacket 😂 i get it universe i'm slowing down

gm chat i had a LARGE sensory with my hair products this morning & felt like a slime monster. at what point does my neurodivergence outweigh my love for my curls bc every day it's a battle & can literally make or break my mood for the entire day if its out of place or feels yucky

Heard about the Louvre jewel heist and my first thought was “finally, some good old fashioned normal crime”

you could call me babe for the weekend