I first attempted suicide years ago when I was just 11 years old. Sometimes I wonder about what could have been if I succeeded. My entire life is just one big butterfly effect of coincidence.

here's the deal: Yes, I'm fucked up! Yes, I do dangerous things! I am the safest critter to have in your corner.

Happy 5 year anniversary to the Retro Sanae translation! Here's an updated version to remind everyone of the passage of time! x.com/KangaerunaMi...

New finished track, Death by the Medium. Pardon the low res video, Bluesky left me no choice.

Woke up today like "Damn. Yellow is a color."

Decided to pin this Ko-Fi link to my bluesky since I've been having health issues lately and desperately need them taken care of. Donating even a little would help immensely. ko-fi.com/marmalaise

Bitches be like "witchcraft isn't real." Okay. Give me a few strands of your hair then.

Thinking about a friend of mine that I lost because of a misunderstanding at a place I used to work. It always feels like my low points in life tend to bite me again a little more than half a year after they happen. A stupid suidical comment I made caused the biggest blunder of my life.

Why does every hotel have those fuckass thick curtains that are purely decorative and don't actually close so people can just see you through the windows.

Don't just exercise your free will. That's what sheep do. Impose your free will upon the rest of the world. Make it their problem.

Using necromancy to revive my girlfriend after killing her (she likes it).

I have autism

Straight up sedating myself. And by myself, well, let's justr say, Ramones style.

"ThErE's OnLY TwO GeNdErS!!!" That's right. Little puppy dogs and little kitty cats.

Listening to Autobahn by Kraftwerk and playing Satisfactory while being absolutely baked is a transcendent experience.

When you piss into the abyss... the abyss pisses back.

Can't wait to see my gf so we can enact clown-on-clown violence.

I hate my country so fucking much.

Feeling an overwhelming urge to kms today.

Is there such a thing as a bad person who genuinely doesn't realize they're a bad person? If so, should that person cut off everyone from their life that they've hurt or will inevitably hurt and just give up? It doesn't sound so bad. It's tempting.

I have these days where music sounds like absolute crack cocaine to me.

I am my brain and my brain is a parasite inhabiting this prison of flesh. No matter how much I try to cut my way out, this vessel is the only hell I'll ever know.

Training my gf to steal various small trinkets and rocks like a bird.

As a child, I'd wonder about the random hair tie that got flung on top of a rafter in my childhood mall. There's something oddly wistful about imagining being that forgotten item, lost out of reach. The freedom to simply observe the dynamic world of the living from your unchanging and static seat.

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Buying materials for witchcraft from the Christian thrift store goes hard ngl.

You can't be a real clown without a real circus.

the only thing better than watching anime with girlfriend? watching 2 episode anime with girlfriend. but wait... 3 episode?!?

I'm just a young gay that loves Old Bay.

I'm practicing witchcraft now. Does that make me a magical girl?

"Tits or ass?" Fungal spores. Fungal spores are where it's at.

First date: Taco Bell, go to the cemetery, have an obscure hypothetical debate on what qualifies as a sandwich, then crush her head between my thighs.

My gf is a good and familiar creature.

They're making the yuletides WHAT?

LED headlights made me gay

I was only me for a moment

LED headlights are making people gay and I have proof. What are LED lights? Basically pure white light. You know what white light is? Just put it through a prism and you get a rainbow. Coincidence? I think not. Scientists are putting these obnoxious bright lights on our roads to make us gay.

cutting a girl open and making her bleed all over you in a crimson embrace of love…i wanna look like i took a bath in it that kind of spiritual unity is insanely hot

Haven't eaten in a day but I had a dream about being raped by a childhood friend and lost my appetite.

Heartbreaking: my boobs are getting too big for my favorite sports bra.

Save mouthwash. Share it mouth-to-mouth, sloppy style.

Wasted views, that's all they see; blue. Hot blood, guilt, optical nerve. With the right attitude you will succeed blue. Self-abusive recluse, too late for me. Make shifting peace unsettling. Doing crazy things. With your eyes open, soft spoken words change nothing. open.spotify.com/track/1FnWAL...

Thigh crushing from a girl with a severe stutter.

being in love is pretty cool

i would like to touch boobs

she's so hfhfhdgdgxg 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

The Earth is a bowl.

Yeah okay wow so it turns out having a sore throat and a stutter is an annoying combo.

When I send memes that are like "me and who?", I'm not asking. Be my who. Please.