I'm slowly but surely falling in love with cybersecurity studies.

Remember to take care of your mental health and rest

Loud classrooms are rough. Having to keep staring people's faces because I can't understand their speaking at all without reading their lips is exhausting. Audio processing issues suckk😭 and school system rarely takes notice of it

life is great. I am blessed.

I love my today's #decorakei inspired coord. :P I'm still building my decor stash so it's not as maximalist as i wished but I'm really happy about it still!

for the longest time i finally created some art and decided to paint a turtle. It turned out amazing. I haven't painted in years so i was bit afraid i had forgotten everything.

Open source is the only cool tech pass it on.

this is, hands down, the best video I've seen on men's influencer content and it's not close either

I admit. I use AI a lot. To explain concepts to me, that I just. Don't. Get. Maybe someday I can ask actual humans, but in the past I have been yelled at when I have been too stupid and gotten stuck while learning and somebody has tried to teach me. Don't worry, I already feel bad about this.

i really like my profile picture, but i also like this, the picture i drew for the Slack of a course I'm attending soon. It's pure art.

I'm so tired of the "hyper realistic unreal engine" graphics style on the big name games. They all look the same and soulless.

I was also supposed to create a game studio with my friend, but they were diagnosed a serious illness that will worsen with time, so we had to scrap that. I was enduring a lot for that dream, but sometimes life just happens.

also my dysphoria has been of the charts for a while now. Still not enough money to get a top surgery. I can't keep suffocating myself with the fucking binders for a long anymore.

I've not been well. I quit my game dev studies, and switched into fullstack studies beginning this autumn. I just couldn't continue with games. Only thing I got was a burnout and depression because nothing was enough. I also need to get a job and pay my living asap.

after a week of a hard thonk and rubbing my braincells together it finally clicked somehow lmao. :D But slow and steady is better than nothing!

I'm starting to get a grasp of the commander pattern. I have already learned limited state machines, observer pattern, pooling and so much more this year. The problem arising seems to be, how to connect all of these patterns together. 😅 I plan to learn that this summer!! #gamedev #indiedev

I'm spending too much time with cats. I realized I slow blink at humans too. 🫠 help-

btw, it's free!!! #gamedev #indiedev

Happy pride! I love #mansepride march day, one of my favorite days of the year.

I'm trying to wrap my head around the command pattern, and my brain hurts. 😭 I feel like it'll take a sec before it clicks, and I understand what is going on. #gamedev #student

There's two types of cats

Every solodev or microdev I know would love to hire and pay their dev friends, actually.

He has living with us for bit a week now, and this is the first time I saw him going full bonkers x3

28 days later, and I'm still so excited, and learning new! The game I'm creating is going well, I'm actually enjoying myself, and I hope I never have to go back to Unity T-T

Sometimes when I feel like that I'm useless, I remember that I have cats, who depend on me. My impact on grand scale may be small, but for them it's everything.

We adopted a third cat! 🧡 He has lived all of his life at the streets, and is really scared of people. After three days he was brave enough to eat next to me on broad daylight! What a fast progress! I love him so much already. #caturday

She lays out in the founding documents for her organization that she's privately funding anti-trans initiatives. It is literally impossible for you to spend one cent on Harry Potter materials without expressly supporting hatred of trans people.

I am so utterly tired of AI. I just saw videos that were made by AI, that I couldn't tell weren't real by myself. We soon in an era where everything has to be super curated and background checked, if one wants to enjoy fully created by humans only content. Fuck AI I'm tired ...

My neurodivergent ass is seriously wondering if the Papa plushie gets offended by this. T-T #ghostbc

I'm going to a #ghostbc concert today, and I'm so hyped about my #decora coord for it. also, facepainting is super fun!! I gotta do it more.

Hello humans and other creatures of bsky. I created a game with my friends this spring. If you're a fan of anomaly games or lynchian vibes, you'll love this one. We poured lots of love on this one. I hope it brings joy to someone. #gamedev #indiedev

Blender artist: oh it took you 5 hours to make that? Why didn’t you just use the ctrl+alt+z+3+🍓 hotkey to activate the “summon a lil guy” modifier

peek-a-boo

I decided to start learning Godot as a summer project, after using Unity for years and... I'm speechless, Godot docs are so great! I always felt like I was too dumb to understand wtf was going on Unity's docs, and now I just feel like Unity has gaslighted me all of these years. 😭 #gamedev

I’m fucking dying that the company who runs Infinity Nikki started trying to censor the word “boycott” during the massive backlash they’re getting….. …..and now everyone is talking about doing a “girlcott” instead

I'm so tired of shitty people being in charge of everything.

We trans people DESERVE BETTER. Why YLE has all the space for articles focusing on either pseudo-scientific old ladies or detransitioners, that are 1% of all of the ppl who get gender affirming care, but there's no space to create articles about trans joy?? How GAC saves and improves lifes??

What is up with Finland's public broadcaster, Yle news, posting anti-trans news now? Agnes World has no merits to say anything about trans people ( she's a doctor on BACTERIOLOGY!!) and sametti is known right wing grifter. I hope they don't pretend to be an ally on June after this bullshit.

a world without trans people has never existed and never will

After a whole day of commenting one of our teacher's script row by row, and repeat watching the lecture from the video, I'm starting to suspect I may have a learning disability and or dyslexia. I feel like my vision doesn't stop jumping, I get a brain fog and I can't read nor understand anything. 🫠

The game is getting kinda pretty! I changed the light from moonlight to dusk and it was so worth it. Deffo not inspired by the Twin Peaks marathon I'm having hahaha #gamedev

I finally discovered Twin Peaks and David Lynch. (Yes I have been raised under a stone, thanks for asking) and wow, I really like it. I like how you can like FEEL the scenes, the personalities and the characters mood is piercing and so clear. It’s been such a delightful treat. 😙💛

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcpJ... I started to create a tutorial popup. It's still bit a mess under the hood, but it looks really nice. :D #gamedev

I hope, someday, she is forced to see so much trans and queer joy around her, that she either stops being such a fucking spoon of piss, or that rest of her body would caught up with that heart and turn rest of her into a stone as well.

If I was the bossperson CEO of #bsky, I'd add the html snippet editing back to the profiles. Kids these days are missing out the wonders of not being able to add pink and black checkerboard as their profile background color and blingee gifs everywhere.

I miss the time when social media was ppl being more human and less of everyone trying to build a perfect image of themselves and their life. It was "lol getting a pizza and listening to music" at fb timeline from your friend. Nowadays everything feels like an ad or that they're selling something.

It's been pretty rough with the game project lately. I try to be careful. I'm getting exhausted, and I'd like to avoid a burnout. There's so much to learn before this semester is over, & I'm not completely sure how it will go. Luckily I have a forest near me, walking there has helped my mind a bit.

I have had nightmares like that. This is nightmare fuel

I finally got my lazy ass up, and cut my hair shorter again, and I'm feeling really androgynous and gender-euphoric today . #nonbinary #enby #decora #decorakei #kidcore