Dc has actually been making some dope lower profile shoes lately

Asthma is absolutely beating the fuck out of me today and I am actually worried I might have to go to the ER if I have another flare up.

RE9, the Sh2 remake and Ghost of Yotei are finally gonna make me buy a ps5

I am kinda thinking about seeing cold play their first album.

Katatonia could make a comp of B sides and it would fuck so hard youtu.be/ikf7ZZGN-d8?...

Resisting the urge not to get down on myself and be hyper critical whenever I am doing things I enjoy. I could easily say "for as long as I have been doing bjj, I fucking suck and there is no point in continuing" and it might even be true, but it isn't productive.

I think it's funny how mad I look with glasses

Still too anxious and burned out for training. Let's try next week. To be continued...

In a couple weeks it will have been ten years since my mom passed. Sometimes I still feel frozen in the moment I got that phone call.

I don't think the problem with the FBI is that they don't know how to do a kimura or guillotine choke.

I guess feeling 10 years of unresolved grief and day to day rage at our government has sapped a lot of motivation from me.

I didn't go to jiu jitsu because of anxiety, gonna try Thursday.

Almost bought another pair of sneakers but I don't need any. I have almost a hoarding mentality because I start freaking out whenever something I have starts wearing out, but I am not in any urgent need for clothes or shoes and it won't make me happier.

The Lowdown is a fucking crazy show. It really dives into the underbelly of American racism and christian nationalism in a way that feels terrifyingly relevant.

Fuck yes new Portrayal of Guilt sounds like Godflesh youtu.be/-R1xCr_YM9g?...

Nice 33 minute blast of screamo for free on bandcamp gatherersband.bandcamp.com/album/mutila...

Working through self doubt and trying to write and play anyway

I got some of these microwavable steamed buns from my local Chinese market and they go much harder than I expected.

I am the obnoxious person that will give 4-5 recommendations when you just asked for one. Sorry.

love how we killed the old, frail anti-nuke ayatollah just to have him replaced with his young, healthy son who wants nukes and who just had his father, mother, wife, and child murdered on the same day by his mortal enemy. surely this will bring peace to the region

I just got a denim shirt, entering my redneck hesher era.

I have been so fucking angry lately but I almost feel like there is no outlet or therapy that will make it go away, things just need to change. But then again we might just have ww3 and it won't even matter. Anyway, I am glad it is getting darker later in the day now.

I fucking hate Israel and I hate that we are beholden to the whims of a bunch of genocidal freaks trying to make one last grasp at power to hold on to their crumbling empires.

Among a variety of other problems, it’s hard to overstate the level of disrepair the UFC product has fallen into. UFC is enshittifying right in front of us and I genuinely think there’s no coming back from this.

Mouth of the Architect highkey had the best guitar duo in post metal on their first record.

Is Slow Crush gonna make a blackgaze record???? They simply do not miss youtu.be/4_MeVcCi8Iw?...

Cemetery Reign fucks youtu.be/3UnTKXYGPB4?...

I don't give a fuck about troops that would turn their guns against us, I never voted for this war and no one except the worst ghouls on the planet wanted this. They can have at it.

OUT NOW!!!!! I am so happy to release Séance, my first official solo release under my own name. I am so proud of these songs and I hope you enjoy them as much as I do. Digital... for now. Bandcamp sylviarosecult.bandcamp.com/album/s-ance Ampwall sylviarosecult.bandcamp.com/album/s-ance

I am trying to figure out how to have more structured and productive guitar practice, and I probably just need a teacher lol.

Although I don't talk about it very much, I am blind in one eye and have debilitating anxiety and ADHD, and if one thing happened a certain way, I could very easily end up not being able to take care of myself. I think about this a lot working in human services.

Dude this job is fucking gut wrenching sometimes. Not only is it mentally, emotionally, and often times physically exhausting, it allows me to see how easy it is for people to fall through the cracks..especially folks with disabilities.

I keep wanting to do death vocals over some of these acoustic bits.

Made Chorizo and potatoes

Getting tired of seeing these fucking hearings where one of these ghouls gets asked a few stern questions and then nothing happens.

This whole war with Iran is a wet dream for hyper-religious doomsday evangelicals who think they are creating a “greater Israel” from some warped reading of the Bible. I hate every drop and micron of this timeline. Like seriously. I want off this crazy train.

Didn't realize Noumena dropped a new single but they continue to release melancholy folk-tinged bangers youtu.be/XECI3FDkmBI?...

Now I am also listening to Melodeath youtu.be/LWxMIMe18VQ?...

Every morning I basically have an asthma attack that doesn't calm down until around lunch time and I am just tired man... I can usually manage it and it doesn't become debilitating but I feel like a I have a 2k ton boulder on my chest.

Man it is kinda fuckin scary in the mountain west, the grass is literally crunchy.

This soundtrack has been living in my head rent free. Sounds like Portishead and Spanish flamenco music in a blender with Japanese flutes and percussion. The session musicians it took for this had to be fuckin bananas. youtu.be/LIm-sh32bTk?...

Damn I have sure gotten a lot of mileage out of these three cords basically.

New Nothing is pretty great

Me and babe made irresponsibly sized calzones with pepperoni, onion, red pepper, cream cheese and mozzarella.

I think I am at an place with grief where I can sit with it and it doesn't become an all encompassing paralyzing force and maybe something new can be born from that.

Gonna try to record demos tonight. Lots of old Ulver, Anathema, and old country as inspiration.

Man it sucks that Phil is such an Asshole because I actually loved those Down albums. Fuckin dickhead.

I had a terrifying day at work that will probably haunt me for some time, but for now I am pretty calm which is how I know I am gonna be going through it when I process everything

This Mexican place in my hometown is giving people discounts if they show their Crowbar Tickets and that gets a hell yeah from me.