goldfinch and some of her birdhouses :3

my gramma's yard is basically a huge oasis for critters, here's a few bird friends i saw yesterday :3 black-headed grosbeak, red-winged blackbird, eurasian collared dove! and lots of house finch, goldfinch, house sparrows, and robins! dozens of birds flying around constantly 🩷

printing these and hanging them up in my city

every time i see a cybertruck drive by in traffic i roll down my window and hit em with a "🗣️BOOOOOO!!👎👎" if i get shot just know it was for a worthy cause

sorry for no update yet about how my consult with the spinal surgeon went on monday. i have been too frustrated, sad, and defeated to talk about it. honestly at this point i feel embarrassed; to be constantly stuck in limbo with no solid answers or relief about why i'm so broken

a new SAW movie but it's a millennial first time home buyer being forced to watch as house flippers slap white paint on any surface they can and install the shittiest grey wood laminate flooring in beautiful mid-century houses that are just within the millennial's price range

Walmart only exists so that Big Autism can sell more sunglasses and noise cancelling headphones

been getting really into birds lately

taking a moment to say how much i hate the term "psychosis" being used to describe stuff that is not applicable!! let's stop using very misunderstood mental disorders to describe your friend who just likes crystals and the moon!

been handling another family mental health crisis situation on top of my health stuff, so my already very limited energy has been even more limited lately 🥲 sorry for more inactivity! 2 more weeks till i have my consult with the neurosurgeon at least 🤞

just kidding 🙂 they don't want to touch me until after i talk to the surgeon 🙂 waited almost 2 months for nothing 🙂 i get to spend yet another month in constant immense pain and barely be able to function 🙂

i am sorry to keep posting about my health, but my appointment for spinal injections is *finally* tomorrow 🙏 here's hoping they help!

wanna play? 🦊

being someone who doesn't use chatgpt has done a lot for my god complex

you know what i'm gonna say it VAPOREON IS MY FAVORITE EVEELUTION AND HAS BEEN FOR THE LAST TWENTY YEARS AND I REFUSE TO FEEL LIKE A PERVERT!! i haven't been able to say she's my favorite and be taken seriously for years because of you little freaks 😭

thank you for the birthday wishes! sorry for being a big baby 😭

celebrating my birthday today by officially cancelling my trip to go to Sakuracon + seeing bbno$ in concert 😭 i'm unable to get any spinal injections until May, so i won't be able to physically handle going 🥲 i am ✨sad✨ and this isn't a ✨prank✨ im being a ✨baby✨

Tylenol and Red 40

as a mayor of 4 towns and single mother of 152 (more on the way), i do not have time for the current discourse. if you need me, i will be spending far too much time demolishing an entire city's road structure and building dragonite a home he won't appreciate as much as i'd like

sorry guys no new porn today, time to wheel the cart out

sorry guys no new porn today, time to wheel the cart out

have a consult appt with the spinal neurosurgeon for June 1st! but that office can't help me with injections for my pain until after that, so i have to find somewhere else to get them so i can survive 🥲

Kindness

new pfp! my last one i had used for almost 2 years oops lol

not now kitten, daddy needs to make sure Pidgeotto's habitat is bright enough and has a nice breeze

not now kitten, daddy needs to make sure Pidgeotto's habitat is bright enough and has a nice breeze

Target discontinuing their slimfit ribbed T-shirts right before i concluded that they're the least insanely overstimulating shirt for me to sleep in is my own autistic 9-11

medical facility calling me back at the timeframe they themselves chose challenge: impossible

big fan of laying in the sun rays on the floor like a cat ☀️

had some film from last summer developed 📷

the amount of times i think "i miss joann fabrics" per week is far too great

my scoliosis is now 1 degree off from being labeled "severe". it may be causing nerve compression which would explain why i've had many worsening issues the past few years. dr says i likely need spinal surgery which is v scary to think about! pls send thots & prayers 🥲

a Chainsaw Man cosplay hates to see me coming 🙂‍↕️

Sorry to be Radical Left but I don't think we should put people who haven't committed a crime, and aren't even accused of committing a crime, into any sort of "Detention"

taking my prescribed oxycodone and low balling someone's grandma on facebook marketplace about her antique lamp

i am once again in medical care limbo! been a very frustrating couple of days! i miss you guys 🥺 i really want to stream but i am currently unable to function enough to do so comfortably, and without hurting myself further. hopefully i will see you guys soon i'm sorry 🥲

the past 2 weeks i have had crazy back pain that has kept getting worse each day, got some xrays done this morning so hopefully we'll see what's up 🥲 past 4 days the only thing i can do is just lay down. after not even 5 min of standing i'm dying 🥲 i wanna cry this is so dumb

NOOOOOOOO NOT CATHERINE O'HARA!!!!!

eughhhhhhhh my spine is ouchie

last night was fun :')

anyone mind? no objections???

anyone mind? no objections???

hi sorry i haven't streamed again yet! i am dealing with an extra rough flare-up and have been barely functioning the past several days 🥲 thank you for your patience and thank you for any support 🩷 my ✨Fancy Website✨ is active, so if you miss me check that out? 🙏

my body is still quite angry with me today, so we will try again for cam soon i'm sorry 😓

Washington State residents: they’re trying to pull online age verification bullshittery here too. This bill would require people to upload their ID/credit card to view online adult content. You can complain to your reps here: app.leg.wa.gov/pbc/bill/2112

jk im having an allergic reaction to something so my hands are really red and burn badly! and my nose and cheeks are starting to get red as well! so cam is cancelled im sorry 😓 i used a color picker on a picture of my hands to give you an idea lmao