while talking with my mom about the frustrations of being a late diagnosed autistic adult and how some people don't believe me, she said "what will it take for them to take autistic adults seriously? do they expect you guys to wear matching t-shirts?" well, now i kinda hope so

thank you for following me here 🦋 to celebrate, have some boobs 🩷

sorry i haven't streamed again! been dealing with another painful ovarian cyst 🥲 it hasn't ruptured which is great, but it's making everything i do quite uncomfortable. i see OBGYN on thursday. but hopefully im feeling better quickly to hang out with you guys 🥺

diagnosed btw

this took me so long lol more images and a vid going up on The Website™ soon 💣

"What am I going to do? When I close my eyes, there's two of them!" Who is excited to watch Chainsaw Man: Reze Arc tomorrow? 👀💣

wow!!

as of december 1st, i've been in SW for 9 years! absolutely bonkers to think about. i am so thankful to have a community who has helped me; become my own person, support my family members, give to others, be proud of my body, and make so many lasting connections. truly 🩷

happy (slightly late) turkey day 🦃 i am very thankful for this community, which has granted me so much freedom over the years. i would not be where i am today without you guys, thank you for being here 🩷

when i say im "kind of an animal in bed" this is the animal im talking about

hello! i was going to stream on Wednesday, but ended up spending that afternoon and evening in the ER due to a very painful ruptured ovarian cyst 🥲 whooooo boy by far the worst pain i have ever experienced, as someone who deals with chronic daily pain lol 🙃

I just received Olaplex No. 5 Bond Maintenance Conditioner, Repairs, Strengthens, & Nourishes All Hair Types, Leaving Hair Feeling Soft & Adds Shine - 8.5 Fl Oz (Pack of 1) from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you! https://throne.com/lunalamb #Throne

logging in!!!

i'll be on mfc shortly 🙂‍↕️

logging into mfc shortly!!! surprise!

LOGGING ON AWWOOOO

so if i wandered onto mfc in a bit, you'd be into that? 👀 i will dress up very spooky!

what's everyone up to tonight? 👀

once again too tall to be fully framed due to crop ratio and poor planning

once again too tall to be fully framed due to crop ratio and poor planning

LOGGING ON HEY

heyyyyyyyy ☺️ (with the intention of you watching me stream on mfc tonight)

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hello! i am once a-fucking-gain dealing with quite negative side effects from yet a-fucking-nother medication adjustment! i really wanted to be streaming more! i am frustrated and sad! i miss being dumb online! i miss making content! i miss my mfc friends!

the view from up here goes craaaaazy hard #rapture2025

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I just received Olaplex No. 6 Bond Smoother, Leave-In Styling Hair Cream Treatment, Smooths, Conditions, & Strengthens, Frizz Control for Up to 72 Hours, For All Hair Types, 3.3 fl oz from fitzcatalyst via Throne. Thank you! https://throne.com/lunalamb #Throne

logging into mfc hi<3

hi sorry i haven't streamed in a month now ☹️ i have a night/day sleep study this week, and i had to stop taking my stimulants a couple weeks ago to prepare for it so i have been extra sleepy/zombie which has been very fun 🥲 pls send me your energy 🙏 thank you

lady i bought it from said she got it forever ago and never opened it, so i was extra curious about the pennies ages. oldest was 1963, newest is an outlier of 2007! 1998 is the most common year by far @ 75 total!! next up was 1997 @ 21. special mention to the Canadian pennies 🇨🇦

life update: now the proud owner of a vintage gumball machine (pennies included with purchase)

thinking about how as a young child i memorized all of the major cities that utilized the same PBS broadcast tower as us. the list of like 50+ towns would scroll up the screen after each program. i could recite them all. i'm diagnosed now, but the early signs... they were there..

MCR brain worm has me in its grips!!!

the doctor's office immediately after providing the worst care service and enough medical gaslighting to make me want to end it all:

gonna log into mfc in a sec 🩷 if anyone wants to say hi 🥺

i'm doing my best!!! health is really kicking my butt, and keeping the family crisis(s) under control hasn't been fun but the situation is more stable now at least! sorry i keep disappearing, my brain has just been very overwhelmed and turned to mush! time isn't real! 🩷

the Gay leaving my body on july 1st

i have been handling a big family emergency the past 2 weeks, but said emergency got more serious over the weekend it's taken up the vast majority of my already limited energy, and a good chunk of my time. thank you once again for your patience 🩷

STREAM ON MFC IN APPROXIMATELY 30 MINUTES I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOU VERY MUCH AND GIVE YOU A CRISP HIGH FIVE AND A BIG HUG!! THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALWAYS BEING PATIENT WITH ME!! I'M STILL WAITING ON ONE BIOPSY RESULT FROM MY PROCEDURES ON TUES BUT THE OTHERS ARE CLEAR 🎉 YIPPEE NOT CANCER SO FAR

had a very restricted diet over the weekend, then no food for 24hrs leading up to my biopsy procedures at the hospital this morning. afterwards i napped from like 11am to 5pm and now that i'm allowed to eat i cannot stop 💀 holy FUCK i love snacks 💕💕

logging onnnnn!!!!!!

i'm gonna be on mfc tonight 🩷 thank you very much for your patience with me, i miss you guys 🥺

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had an abdominal ct scan last week, and they found multiple abnormalities in a few different organs. they're trying to get me set up with a couple different testing/biopsy procedures on a more urgent timeline. i'm a lil scared about it, but trying to not worry myself too much

i will begin taking orders immediately #sakuracon2025

got another bad eye infection the other day 😭 i think i narrowed the cause to my eyeliner, turns out they changed the formula last year so that might be why this keeps happening 😭 i had to throw away most of my eye make up tho if anyone wants to help me replace it 🥺

stream tonight mayhaps??? 🤨