Its official. Im buying a ton of camping gear, adding padding to sleep in my car, and then driving as far as I can away from my parents house. I have about 1/3 of the stuff I need. Already $400 down. I dont care. Applying for scholarships to use on the rest & take online courses. I cant stay here

Im procrastinating on my homework so bad and its not even hard

i yearn for this fashion

Sometimes I think about the person I couldve been if my parents werent my parents and that makes me really sad.

Its actually really annoying talking to brainrotted college freshmen

Dont have a single good childhood memory that involves my parents

Yesterday I desperately wanted a distraction. I thought about going to the smoke shop and buying weed, or to the liquor shop to buy wine, or to my fav restaurant to buy sweets. I sat silently for 5 minutes and I ended up just grabbing a book. Im proud of myself

There is dog fur everywhere and its driving me crazy. I love my dog but her shedding is getting on my nerves

Guys lets play best an0r3x1c What were some crazy things you did while knee deep in your ED?

If I break up with my boyfriend let it be known this is the train of thought

Tw SA Oh my god the brain is so weird I just. Remembered how my bf woke me up and assaulted me after a halloween party last year. I was so confused and it hurt for a day or two after. How could I forget that. Is it enough that he felt bad after I told him the next morning??

Theres no way we dont have low calorie oil still. Wtf

I just found my old calorie and weight trackers from high school 😭

I just got back from stay with my bf petsitting for his friend, and the morning after we got intimate he got called back into work. I HATE his work schedule. They’ll ship him off to a different state for a month if they want. But the worst part is that this is what he wants! Hes not looking—

Liquid IV tastes like bile

Im glad people suddenly give a shit but I hate that it had to be a white woman’s death that made people care. Not when ICE was already threatening and kidnapping people across the nation. When they did exactly what they do to us to some white people; THATS when people wake up. Pisses me off

My dream last night was just…me promising my little sister that I wouldnt kill myself…

The right hates it when the left owns guns. So I learned how to shoot my boyfriends 9mm

I am so freaking bloated guys its fucked up

Currently reading a book about negligent parents

bc from a while ago. Im not where I want to be but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t look way better than before

Im losing fat but my ass is getting smaller everyone STOP

bf & I went to the gym together yesterday and midway through my workout I go up to him and ask what he’s listening to (I love him and am curious about everything he does all the time i want to live in his skin) and he shows me his phone. Why is he listening to Where The hell is My Husband by Raye 😭

Just texted the manager of another cafe joint it would be so swag if I didnt have to work at ⭐️bucks but could still be a barista !! Manifesting $14/hour or more

Hey guys I want to help this lady in my city. ICE tried to disappear her & she fought back. Let's make her day! Like & share please!

I might make a tweaked version of 75 hard because my bf’s brother made a good point that it has the potential to make me crazy obsessive about looks and cals and weight…like a body check EVERY DAY is wild he’s right

Surprisingly going to the gym has made me hotter. More revelations coming soon

And no one I know relates

Im just indecisive, overly cautious, and very scared of the unknown. Please dont take it personally. I think youre lovely

Today was so weird

Im so tired im not going to the gym today

Im trying not to judge my feelings even if theyre just in-the-moment feelings but I feel horrible to even just be thinking about this.

Breakfast this morning because I thought I was going to make it to class. I did not in fact make it to class. Used the energy on a walk in the cold with my pooch instead

I finally got the courage to weigh myself and my scale is broken 😭 good morning

Dating my bf as a recovered crashout is like…oh poor guy he has no idea how thin the ice is…

Sometimes it is just genetics but sometimes you literally just have to put the work in

Ive already gone to the gym so I feel a little better about bf and I’s dinner plans in an hour :)

I just ate an insane amount of shrimp crackers. Luckily theyre shrimp crackers (140 calories/1 oz and 4 servings in a bag, and I didnt finish the bag) but ughhh. Not feeling great about it :(

How life feels right now (I cant have my cake and I wont eat it either)

You know…I think my friend is only ever actually interested and invested in my life whenever something is going wrong. :/

Her omg

Vibes

Deleting all the spo on my phone so I’ll post the best ones here

Bust 31.5” Waist: 26.5” High Hip: 31” Hips: 36” R Thigh: 21” Sleeve Length: 20.5”

Wait if u guys are on tumblr dm me lets be moots!! I have an aesthetic/fashion account & a th1n$p0/vent account

My bf was praising me for how toned I look last night :3 he said that my weightloss is noticeable and that I look hot :3 my gym rat bf is such a motivation I love him

Gym with a little headache

Recent meals