Breakfast - 3 eggs, 2 bacon (285) Lunch - meatballs and sauce (300) Dinner - who knows…hopefully nothing if I can help it

At lest the trauma is making me skinny

He’s so so pretty

I got magical stones

Im just gonna go home and cry about how overwhelmed I am instead of quitting everything

My boyfriend doesn’t ask me how my day ever is and it bothers me

Ive been doing so much the past week (a lot of fun stuff too but just a lot) and im so freaking tired I dont have the energy to do anything else. But when I dont do anything throughout the week I feel like a loser. Where is the healthy middle ground ughh

I had 2 gas station fireball shooters today and i woke up at 5am with this burning feeling in my stomach it hurts

My cramps hurt so bad

I wish I could go back in time and shake my parents by their shoulders and go “EVERY TIME YOU DISREGARD HER BOUNDARIES YOU ARE RAISING A CHILD WHO WILL BELIEVE THAT THEIR BOUNDARIES DO NOT MATTER FUCK YOU FUCK YOU” but I just eat edibles instead

Being at home feels like a curse like Im trapped in a building and cant escape I wish my boyfriend would get an apartment

Midnight snack so i don’t overeat but also dont ignore the hunger signal. Didnt workout today. Gn

Me if i was bunny girl

When you finally weigh your food and realize youve been greatly miscalculating how much 1 oz is

Just SOBBED over my friend who passed and Im thinking I stay home from class today because this class feels like a waste of time 86% of the time

How to stop wanting attention and validation and friends and people to care about you and

I worked out last night. I’ll probably have some eggs for lunch but just coffee for breakfast again today So Breakfast: coffee with heavy cream (60) Lunch: 2 eggs and toast (150) Dinner: salmon & broccoli w cheese (250) Snack: plantain chips (2oz 300) OR new cucumber recipe (200) Total: 660-760

I finally got invited to a halloween party guys Im baking chocolate chip cookies to bring

I hate how insecure I am every now and then

Breakfast - coffee with heavy cream (60) Lunch - sushi (350) Dinner - veggies and sausage (350) Snack - ice cream sandwich (180) Total: 950 The fact that Im counting calories rn to get back on track is wild I swear Im not relapsing Im just being disciplined

Hello my name is hungry at 10pm

Trying to beat the late night munchies by having an actual breakfast

I had a good day nvm :)

I feel awful

Midnight snack platter because Ive lost self control

Spooky season and I just lost $120

Yall stop clicking links 💔 ppl are dropping like flies 💔💔💔

I ate too much today. It wasnt a binge just mindless eating. I dont like how it feels and I’ll try not to do it again tomorrow.

I refuse to weigh myself until I think Im the skinniest Ive ever been just by looking in the mirror

Its not really about weightloss its about gaining confidence through discipline. Feeling good in my body. Wearing form fitting clothes without shame

Good news about waking up in pain at 2am is I can take a walk and workout while no one is awake!! I boiled some cloves to help with digestion and im gonna drink it before getting back in bed

I had a fasting spell (?) where my heart started racing and I felt like I was gonna pass out and I couldn’t stop shaking so my boyfriend took me out to get tacos and told me I need to start eating again

Softblocking doesnt work on bluesky i repeat softblocking doesnt work on bluesky

Lunch

I havent been on my ⭐️ grind recently but I also havent been overeating a crazy amount so 🤷🏾 i refuse to do weigh ins Breakfast: 1 deviled egg (60) 1 naan (140) Lunch plan: ??? Dinner plan: sausage, zucchini, and onion stirfry (~280)

Ive been awake for barely 5 minutes and my mom already told me to smile (ive told her so many times to give me a reason to smile not just tell me to she just doesnt care, shes been telling me I look ugly when I dont smile since I was a kid) so my mood is in the shitter

Breakfast - 3 deviled eggs and a salad Lunch - 6pc spicy chicken nugget Dinner - lentil soup Ok maybe I didnt overeat like I thought I did

Ive drank like 300 liquid cals worth of orange juice today lol

All by yourself, sitting alone

⭐ving needs to be my way to cope, not food

Im getting too old to keep grieving a life I never had. Pass the tequila

I wish my family did stuff together. Like played boardgames or top golf or went to the gym together. My parents barely get up from their chairs, and any time I bring up things to do theres an excuse as to why we cant. Hanging w other peoples families makes me sad. I realize how dysfunctional mine is

In elementary school and middle school i learned how to make myself throw up and spent a lot of days in the nurses office. I’d be like “mmm nope not feeling it” and tell the teacher i felt sick. If they didnt believe me i’d throw up in class and then be sent home. I kinda forgot about that

Gratitude and acceptance

Skipped breakfast, heres my lunch: 3 deviled eggs, 3.5 pita chips, and black coffee

Looking at outfit inspo in my pinterest folder and 🥲

I bought one of my dream dresses today !!!

I want to eat everything