sophie
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but I am not someone who likes to wound rather I have a quiet mind
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the world doesn't belong to those who act like they own it. it doesn't belong to anyone but especially not them. it's for frogs; apricot trees; chickadees; cats lounging in the sun; the gas station where mussolini was strung up; the feeling of someone stroking your hair; weird chords; etc.
about 1 year ago
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realized that literally all my friends from grad school who have tenure-track jobs are in texas or florida. the amount of relief i feel that i never really tried to do that is immense
about 10 hours ago
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imagining a town named retrospect
1 day ago
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you know you’re in the dysphoria mines when you’re convinced an extremely blurry photo of you is the picture you look best in. this is why cryptids are canonically trans btw
1 day ago
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the thing is that this was complicated by the fact that i was also probably subconsciously trying to turn a "boy" friend group into a girl friend group. which is probably part of why it wasn't terribly well received. if i had to guess
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2 days ago
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Daniel Suitor
2 days ago
Chicago Pope when are you going to come over and watch GOODBYE, DRAGON INN
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everyone drop everything and listen to your favorite recording of music for 18 musicians on its 50th birthday (this isn't actually my favorite but it has nice chicago summer ambience)
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eighth blackbird: Music for 18 Musicians (HD)
YouTube video by Alaric Rocha
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHM4wSzxJj4
2 days ago
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economic conditions got me dipping into my retirement fund (loyalty points at my favorite bakery)
2 days ago
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remembering being in 4th grade and spending the entire year excruciatingly trying to get my friend group to be nicer to each other and how relieved and even proud everyone in my life was when i gave up the next year. but i shouldn’t have — we should all be nicer to each other!
4 days ago
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oh no she’s fallen into the blurry dimension
4 days ago
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wait it’s lesbian week *and* library week? we should get the whole week off like it’s 12/25-1/1
6 days ago
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avery
6 days ago
hermetic seal. venusian otter. bacchanalian dugong
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JP
6 days ago
I wrote about the possibility that we live in hell and what it means to "choose happiness"
johnpaulbrammer.substack.com/p/just-be-ha...
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JUST BE HAPPY
Suffering, Swedenborg, and the hells we choose
https://johnpaulbrammer.substack.com/p/just-be-happy
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The Necks NTS Live at Cafe Oto
YouTube video by NTS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMueDWG86JU
6 days ago
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gonna pretend i fervently believe that every male soccer player who does the ball-in-shirt celebration to celebrate his partner’s pregnancy is a closeted trans woman. no one can stop me
7 days ago
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someone named steve adorno was just mentioned on the jazz station… talk about nominative indeterminism
7 days ago
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okay so either i was hallucinating or there was a carolina chickadee outside its range or a black-capped chickadee from an overlap zone that learned the four-tone melody from a carolina chickadee. i listened to so many audio clips to get this confused
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8 days ago
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kinda feel like i’ve scooped off a congealed layer at the top of a jar lately to get to pure liquid loneliness and desire underneath
9 days ago
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during a therapy video call today sophie(-cat) somehow tumbled off my lap end-over-end and only her paws briefly flipped into view of the camera. i imagine it was one of those sights that just concocts some looney tune sound effects
9 days ago
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sometimes i feel envious of the people who figured out that you can’t put your faith in words to make yourself legible when they were much younger. but then again i suspect that there’s no way to learn it that isn’t traumatic in some way
9 days ago
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Spheal Posting
9 days ago
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thinking about how to navigate the job market after this layoff. i think i'll probably focus on my best skill which is knowing exactly when to walk into the kitchen to turn off the timer just before it starts to beep
9 days ago
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need someone to follow me around and if i started acting dysphoric remind me to put on a dark blue dress because that’ll probably make it go away
9 days ago
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Yokohama Kaidashi Kikou panels bot
10 days ago
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Mike Schuster
11 days ago
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it’s honestly so funny that for a certain kind of trans woman (i.e. me) the goofy right wing guys who say liking women makes you gay are right. this is the real horseshoe theory
11 days ago
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Femenine
YouTube video by Julius Eastman - Topic
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MEqgdsbEqAY&ra=m
11 days ago
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need to be part of a polycule who will help me get through oat milk before it expires but also will let me eat the entire jar of castelvetrano olives i just bought on my own in peace
11 days ago
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a woman on the bus near me is googling various obscure desserts and honestly it’s a vibe
11 days ago
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i’m out here testing the male doctors of the northwestern medical system this week, real “are you even a little cool with it” hours
11 days ago
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seniormints
11 days ago
Memoria (2021)
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12 days ago
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soup_
12 days ago
trying to get her attention by playing stickerbrush symphony in the parking lot
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got a "you should be dead" glare from an old man yesterday for what i believe is only my second time and gosh the feelings that causes really do linger for a bit don't they
12 days ago
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betrayed by an ill-advised 4pm matcha bubble tea yesterday and struggled to sleep but it’s 80 and sunny and the dragonflies are out and i got a good haircut so it can’t be too bad a day
12 days ago
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told the receptionist at the hair salon that i was checking in for my 11am appointment and they thought i just said “9/11” lol
12 days ago
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think i just heard a chickadee innovating melodically… it went down another minor third after its descending whole tone and then back up…. i’ve never heard this before
12 days ago
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sometimes it feels like a lot of language out there eventually gets alchemized into a lazy and ultimately confused shorthand for "thing i don't like" for large swathes of people
13 days ago
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hack joke incoming…… “dang i should have started hrt in like canada or something“
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14 days ago
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thinking about the testament of ann lee again. they really made a horny musical about a demisexual volcel commune, which used to be a whole genre that nearly went extinct. it’s like they restored the condor’s habitat
14 days ago
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phantasmAgaric 🍄
14 days ago
tactically irritating women for fun and profit
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greta earwig
14 days ago
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sequel to if you gi ve a mouse a cookie: if you give a cat a blueberry.... it'll bat it around for 20 seconds and then ignore it forever and maybe you'll forget and step on it (the blueberry) (NOT the cat)
14 days ago
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i think if i stay in bed long enough my cat will walk across me enough times to wear a groove across my sternum
14 days ago
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beginning to suspect i might benefit from a play called the importance of (not) being (too) earnest
15 days ago
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Keifer
almost 3 years ago
me: you call that a blowjob? I didn’t even cum the samurai who sucked me off: are you sure? me: wha- [suddenly starts blasting everywhere]
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Ladies Day
YouTube video by Bobbi Humphrey - Topic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgF6lOMmWjI
15 days ago
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my brother just showed my mom the “ecstasy of gold” scene from the end of the good the bad and the ugly (literally perfect) and i forgot about eli wallach’s gay-ass little run as he prances around the gravestones. i love it so much
16 days ago
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think co-star may have just clocked me?? (as a david lynch enjoyer) ((which also maybe means i got clocked regular-style))
16 days ago
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starting a band called tulip magnolia and a yard full of squill, anyone wanna join
16 days ago
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everyone’s got that one friend who runs out of mana after 5 miasma bolts… like get with the picture, be more miasmic 🙄
16 days ago
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