I can do difficult things.

I will say… I miss seeing friends. I really do! I could use some quality time, for sure!

I’m done working today. I can’t do it anymore.

Very disappointed we didn’t end up getting a good storm. 😔

Today feels like a Sunday.

I just heard the thunder. Please be a good storm!!!

Also… Pat on the back for me for preparing for all of this while I’m working my face off with my director gig this summer. I’m just trying to keep all of the plates spinning.

It doesn’t matter how many auditions or callbacks I do. They will never not be terrifying for me, especially at a time where I’m struggling the most in my theatre career. I have a hard time getting cast right now, so auditions are that much more nerve-wracking… But I did all I could do to prepare…

Three guys go fishing.

My morning mantra for today… I know there is still a lot going on and a lot to be done, but I also deserve some peace and rest.

This is the most I’ve slept in in a while, but this is still too early for me.

Couch sleepiness does not translate to bed sleepiness. Just saying.

He’s just so damn cute!

Just by lying down, being cuddled, and not working on one thing, my body doesn’t hurt as much anymore. My muscles are starting to relax. My stress isn’t all gone. I’m sure it’ll all come back, but for right now, I feel safe and okay. Life is a lot right now, and it’s good to not think for a moment.

This week has been a lot. We could definitely use a weekend over here. Have a good one, folks!

I’m about to take a bubble bath. After that I’m going to get into comfies, settle in for cuddles and comfort movies, and maybe take a gummy until I fall asleep. Sounds good to me.

My body is tired. Time to recharge for the rest of the day.

The creator of Roger Rabbit (who is 85 years old by the way) is a good sort Crossposted with @openvibe.social

I know I can’t be everything to everyone all of the time, but that’s what everyone expects out of me all of the time.

I realize I hold everything in, all of my stress and emotions. I do it because I never want to be a burden and I don’t want to take it out on anyone. But sometimes it all gets to be too heavy to carry and I just need to cry. This happens at least once or twice every summer. Needed that release.

It’s just one problem after the next the last couple of days. I just want some things to go smoothly for a day.

I would like to not be stressed out about so many things all of the time. I just want a few days to not think and to just be.

I have a problem because I want to work on stuff more, but I’m so fucking tired, and I know I need to put away for the rest of the day. When will I learn that sometimes the best thing you can do is to put work away and come back to it later with a fresh outlook?

Today was… not great.

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If you don’t have to go outside today, DON’T! If you absolutely have to go outside, wear a mask. It’s freaking yikes out there!

The NYS Department of Environmental Conservation has issued an Air Quality Advisory for Erie County and all of Western New York for Thursday, July 16, 2026. Air Quality Index (AQI) values are forecast to reach up to 200, which falls in the Unhealthy range. Learn more at erie.gov/air

I just noticed that my boss sent an email to us titled “T-Shits,” and I’m am crying laughing! I don’t know if it’s from lack of sleep, but my stomach hurts so badly from laughing! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Yes, I’m an adult and I still get excited about getting cute stickers!

I’ve had so many people tell me that I need to watch Project Hail Mary. I’ve been putting it off for so long. I just have this feeling that it’s going to make me sad for some reason. I don’t know. I’m nervous to watch it.

Why is the first Conjuring movie a comfort movie for me? No idea. It just is!

Just watched Obsession. What a fucked up, disturbing movie! It was done really well, but it’s fucked up.

I got a lot of shit done today! Going to take a moment to feel good about it before I quickly find things to hate myself for. 🙃

You know how some people get energy from the sun? I’m the complete opposite. The sun absolutely drains my energy. I must be a vampire.

I have so many thoughts and feelings trapped inside of myself.

As someone who grew up with Jurassic Park, this one hurts a bit. Rest easy, Dr. Grant.

I know I’ve said this many times, but I truly wish my body didn’t hold onto stress like it does. My neck is so sore. It’s where I hold all of my stress, and it’s been like this for weeks. I don’t really know how you solve this problem. All of my stress is just wreaking havoc on my body.

There’s just too much to do all of the time.

Lindsay Graham spent his adult life in public office advancing the Republican agenda; removing rights from women and minorities, making healthcare unaffordable, taking food aid from children, and paying for endless foreign wars. You do not need to find something nice to say about him today or ever.

Don’t live your life so that when you die people say “oh I was hoping it’d be the other guy, but I’ll take it”

I forget how good of a movie Whiplash is until I give it a rewatch. It’s actually one of my favorites, but it’s not one that I can watch very often because some of it definitely hits close to home, but damn it’s so good!

I could probably use about a full month of sleep.

I ended up working a little bit, but now I’m a little bit calmer now. It’s put away for the rest of the night. Now to chill out and watch some movies.

It’s hard to allow myself to relax when I always have all of these thoughts and stress about everything I have to get done… And I always have so much shit to get done.

My housemate just sent me this. He took this yesterday before waking me up from my nap. Look at that squishy face!!!!

I love being busy, I do. It’s just that so much is happening all at once, and it’s all a lot.

Did my best to not look at work for the rest of the day today. My body and mind need a fucking break.

Another evening with beautiful cotton candy skies.

Have a good one, folks! Be good to yourselves!