I’m not feeling okay with that state of things right now. I’m constantly stressed and depressed and enraged… But coming home to this fluffy guy and giving him a snuggle calms me down. Things aren’t okay, but my fur-baby makes me feel a little comforted when I need it most.

Is anyone else constantly stressed and depressed every day from the *gestures at everything*? It’s just a lot all of the time.

For real.

We need this kind of energy everywhere.

My body is tired, but my mind isn’t. This is a problem.

I guess I’m not going anywhere for a while.

I have two… Once I fractured my ribs from coughing from a bronchial infection that I had. Another one was that I got a concussion from passing out during choir rehearsal, and I fell backwards off the riser and smacked my head on the stage. I didn’t realize anything was wrong until the next day…

I feel like this is something Brody would do. 🤣🤣🤣

I tried my hand at making bread today. I’ve never done it before and I just felt like it. I’m going to give this to my sister. I think it looks pretty okay!

Just got home from my first day back at work, and I just want to collapse. I’m so tired… but I need to do my run on the treadmill and routine. 🫠

You know what day it is. 🤩 #GoBills | #BillsMafia

Go Bills!

I’m having fun right now!

Gabe Davis is KILLING IT!!!

We all needed this no stress game. This is lovely!

I think I’m the only Bills fan not at the game. 🤣 I hope everyone is staying warm and safe and having a blast!

That touchdown was pretty!

I actually really love these unis and the helmets. The combination looks really sharp!

Go Bills!

Yes, everything is terrible, but I love this little tree in my backyard. In a world full of nonsense, I’m trying to see beauty in the small things, even if just for my mental health.

The aging pedophile who wants to be a king has kidnapped the leader of a sovereign nation without congressional approval. If the United States had an opposition party, they would treat this as an illegitimate act and start impeachment proceedings immediately.

I just woke up and saw the news. What the fuck?! What the actually fuck?!

Mamdani: For too long, those fluent in the good grammar of civility have deployed decorum to mask agendas of cruelty

In his favorite spot. 🥰

Apparently today is Friday. 🙃

I will do absolutely nothing today and I will not feel badly about it.

I’m awake, but I don’t want to get up. 🤣

Currently at my friends’ annual party, and they are having me spend the night because the roads are still a mess. I’m currently drifting off to sleep on one of their couches, and I felt them cover me with a blanket saying, “I know she’s always cold.” I have wonderful people in my life.

WTF!!! THAT’S AWESOME!!!

Feeling all of the things and having so many thoughts as I’m trying to drift off to sleep at some point.

This past year has been extremely difficult for me. One of the hardest actually. I struggled. I failed. I failed SO MUCH… but I also tried new things. I wasn’t successful, but I did the best I could. I failed, I experienced heartbreak and self-hatred, I never felt enough, and I lost myself a bit...

I feel sad right now, and I know why, but I can’t really explain it. Yes, it’s a problem.

I’m not crying! You’re crying!

I just saw that one of my kids from the summer messaged me asking to use me as a reference for college for theatre. It’s so weird, but cool. I remember asking one director/mentor and three teachers all of whom had a huge impact on me. I just never would’ve expected to have gotten that opportunity.

The art. The artist.

Took this photo accidentally, and I can’t get over how adorable it is! 🤣

Our power has been restored and we’re finally back home!

Wait… for realsies?! The Sabres won 9 times in row?! Are Sabres, dare I say… on the warpath?!

My housemate drove back to our house to check in. Our power is still out. 😩

We are going to my sister’s house as she has power and heat and a fireplace. Grateful that she’s taking us in and that she’s just down the street from us.

Aaaaaaand the power went out.

⚠️ A Travel Advisory has been issued for all of Erie County starting 11 AM today, Monday, Dec. 29. High winds & blowing snow are expected to create near-whiteout conditions. Avoid travel if possible. If you must travel, ensure vehicle is prepared for winter driving & has a winter survival kit.

Stay safe out there, folks!

If you don’t have to go anywhere today, please don’t! Be careful, folks! Stay safe!

I think he’s trying to tell me it’s time for bed. 🤣

I know I’m weird, but I find the sound of wind kind of calming.

I mean, I’m glad it wasn’t a shutout game, but I’m annoyed because it was so fucking close. Damn!

What Josh said… FUCK!!!

I hate this game.