first listen through of harry’s new song leaves me, confused? i’m not sure if i love it or not i find the vocals to be too quiet and hard to hear with the heavy beat, but i also enjoy the beat it’s not my usual type of music, but i think it will grow on me

no one sees when you lose when you’re playing solitaire

“enjoy your 20s” they say “it’s the best time of your life” yet i’m staying up past 4am, barely able to breathe cause im crying so much over things in my head that i don’t even know how to explain… i’m tired. physically, mentally, emotionally. i’m so tired, but i can’t fall asleep

sorry, i’m being depressed on the skyline again. i swear that’s all i do anymore

why do i think that no one cares about me? i know people do, but for some reason i don’t believe it 😔 these thoughts beat me up every night after i get off the phone with them i KNOW they care, but i self sabotage so much that my mind refuses to believe them when they say they care

its that time of night where im second guessing and overthinking about everything i said today

i’m so proud of my close, personal friend, Taylor Allison Swift, for being inducted into the Songwriters Hall of Fame, and for being the youngest woman to do it 🤩

OMG ALEX AND LILY ARE ENGAGED

life update no one asked for: - i feel like an outsider in every friendship i have - school is already overwhelming, it’s been less than 2 weeks - i still sleep terribly - i second guess if the people in my life actually want to be there - not much has actually cheered me up lately life’s been hard

you have those friends that are like “talk to me” when they know you’re feeling down? i want to tell him why im actually upset, but i feel like he’s too close to the people who are making me feel that way and i don’t want him to feel different about them because of it, but i want to tell him

my valorant has been TWEAKING lately. it randomly disconnects then immediately reconnects me to games, the lag has been INSANE (a problem i have never had before), and it’s so frustrating playing like this. i’ll be seeing enemies not move, and suddenly they teleport and kill me. it’s so annoying

I HATE TALKING TO ROBOTS WHEN I CALL CUSTOMER SUPPORT THEY’RE USELESS AND INCOMPETENT

it happens in every aspect of my life too. school. friends. online friends. family. all of it. i’m sick and tired of it

i hate being the one left out

holy FUCK my mom is SUCH A NEGATIVE NANCY she pisses me off so much

instagram knows me TOO DAMN WELL CAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS AN ADVERTISEMENT ON MY FEED

not to brag, but me and my close friend taylor swift are so alike: we both attended our friends weddings that occurred on new year’s eve wearing floor length dresses and a matching shawl

yah so 2016 was 10 years ago. what the fuck.

me: grabs a single cracker my mom: don’t be so greedy like, what ?

WHAT is up with fully grown adults and not respecting the seat in front of them on a passenger train or plane?? cause tell me why the guy sitting behind me on this train is either playing the drums on the tray table or CONSTANTLY banging playing cards on it it’s so annoying

travelling with your parents as an adult is so embarrassing like the things they say and the second hand embarrassment i get from it is unmatched

JAN IS IN MY CITY OMG JAN IS IN MY CITY

omg the store is playing christmas tree farm 🥹🥰

say what you want about those tarot card readings that pop up on your fyp on tiktok, BUT I WAS JUST READ LIKE A BOOK IN ONE OF THEM

i hate when i’m watching a show and hate one of the characters AND THEY NEVER GO AWAY LIKE NO ONE LIKES YOU, FUCK OFFFFFFFF

so now i have two job offers for summer next year im so indecisive about which one i’ve worked for both companies before one of the jobs i literally did this past winter/summer (same job) the other one would be similar to what i did for them in the past (summer 2024), but still different

so remember that guy i mentioned a couple weeks ago? well he just flew to brazil and today has been such a long day not being able to talk to him (except for during his layover) all i wanna do rn is hop on a call with him and fall asleep to his voice

chat, my dad is watching the eras tour doc 🥹

guys help: do i get a burger or pasta for dinner

i ordered something the other day, but the delivery driver didn’t even deliver it to my door (i live in an apartment), in fact, he didn’t deliver ANY packages to anyone’s door. he left them all in a pile in the lobby… like huh?? delivery instructions are there for a reason, follow them

i’m making myself some box mac and cheese after that train wreck i’m so hungry

i just wrote the worst exam i’ve ever taken most of it is blank i hate everything

finals week is the WORST week to be in my luteal phase SOON TO BE MY PERIOD like you have to be kidding me, WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING AGAINST ME

i was gonna watch the first episode of the docuseries in between my exams today while on campus (aka right now) but i’ve seen a small clip of it and taylor is crying and i know i’ll cry because i already did in the first 30 seconds of the first episode and i don’t want to cry in front of my friends

just watched the first 30 seconds and i’m already tearing up 🥹 my show 🥹 i’m gonna cry

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE’S LYRIC CHANGES TO SOME REPUTATION SONGS ON APPLE MUSIC HELLOOOOOOOO????

in the past 44 years, the alberta government has only used the notwithstanding clause twice. in the past two months, its been used 4 times. i am disgusted. the notwithstanding clause is a way that the government can pass laws that violate our charter of rights and freedoms.

there’s no motivation to clean like having an exam in 2 days

my grocery store is playing message in a bottle??? what on earth???

i love planning my day ahead of time and then never following that schedule 🤩

4 days until it’s been a year since i saw taylor swift live for the first time in my life 🥹 6 days until it’s been a year since i saw her live at the last eras tour show ever 🥹

i literally teared up at this trailer 🥹

i’m in such a pissy mood right now like why do i have such an attitude 🤨

i can’t stop thinking about him i talk to him every day in a call, ya girl flirts with him, he flirts back we text after we hang up until he passes out (he’s 1 hour ahead) it’s currently 5:30 am

got our first snow of the year today, dare i say i’m kinda happy it finally happened?

send help: i’m falling for a man i’ve never met

should my next mousepad (i’m getting it this weekend) be 60cm x 30cm or should it be 80cm x 40cm

i would have absolutely bought the hoodie or sweatpants IF they were embroidered

I WANT THAT HAIR CLIP SO BAD BUT I CANNOT JUSTIFY ONLY GETTING THAT CAUSE SHIPPING IS EXPENSIVE

I HATE BEING ON MY PERIOD