Hey y'all. This is a reminder while I am Offline that I do have the Wishlists, if contribute it would mean the world to me!! Always take care of yourselves first, and I love & appreciate all of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. https://throne.com/satanikxx/wishlist

So I've been doing more playthrough of the BF6 Campaign and I think I will keep that off-stream. If after completing it there is an option to paly it again, I will consider it!! For now, Multiplayer will be streamed. Also don't forget I am doing a BF6 Giveaway drawing on 10/31 11:59pm EST!!

And if anybody has any tips, tricks or troubleshoot ideas, please let me know. I do NOT want to go through the hassle of contacting Xbox Support because it is B.S. & a pain the ass.

I don't know what else to do right now. I've upgraded my shit controller, and during Stream everything was solid. But as i play solo my audio is crackly, completely cuts out at times and my controller drifts and momentarily reconnects. I can't lose my console, otherwise I can't stream.

STREAM IN T-MINUS 5!! twitch.tv/satanikxkell_

Thank you to all who came out tonight & had a good vibe with me!! My biggest goal is to stream consistently and build. I will hopefully see everyone tomorrow morning or tomorrow night for more Battlefield!!

NOW LIVE‼️‼️‼️ www.twitch.tv/satanikxkell_

LIVE IN T-10!! twitch.tv/satanikxkell_

GIVEAWAY IS LIVE!! And I will be streaming Battlefield 6 TONIGHT at 8:30om EST. Hope to see you there, I am super stoked.

So everyone, with the Launch of Battlefield 6 at 11am EST, I would like to announce that I am doing a GIVEAWAY for a copy of Battlefield 6, and the Winner will be announced at the end of the month of Halloween. MORE DETAILS SOON!! 👀

Last post before I go to bed. I am reactivating my Throne and I'll share the link here. If you would like to help support me & help me upgrade my streaming setup this is where to do it!! Please make sure you take care of yourselves first before contributing 💜 throne.com/satanikxx

So as of 15 minutes ago my only controller and headset have officially died, and I'll need to replace them...😑 I was intending to come back to streaming this week starting tomorrow morning, but I will have to put that on hold until I can afford new equipment. Christ....

I’m sick & tired of this fuckass “Job Market”. I have put in 105+ job applications to positions well within my means, experience & education since July 19th. Nothing. Meanwhile I continue making barely any money at all from the Liquor Store -_- 🙃. I JUST WANT TO SURVIVE DAMNIT!! 😭😭

At 9:20am this morning I guided my bestest friend in the whole world over the Rainbow Bridge today 🌈. It was the hardest choice I’ve ever had to make 💔 but his passing was painless, calm & peaceful. Goodbye my sweet boy, I’ll see you everyday in the Sunrise & Sunset. ☀️❤️

So I’ve mentioned it to select people but I’m going to put this here. I’m in the process of saying goodbye to my best friend Jaeger. He collapsed suddenly Monday night & I don’t know how much time he has left, but I’m prepared. Once he passes, my Streams will potentially be limited. I don’t know.

I have some of the best friends in the world, and know that you mean the world to me. I love you all <3 (5 A.M. sentimental feelings)

This is a “blast your fucking ears out” kinda playlist night. Vibe with me y’all, volume up 🔊 AND RIP THE FUCKING KNOB OFF!! open.spotify.com/playlist/0vl...

The more & more that I let time pass, the more content I am with my ability to remain on the outside and keep to myself. Truth is the world just sucks, but there are beautiful parts of it, and I have focused on enjoying the beautiful parts. That's been my philosophy, and I keep to it.

Is “peace of mind” merely the absence of strife, grief & pain? Or is the acceptance of its inevitable existence in our lives with the ability to process it?

Random 2am thought: I am in a lot of pain. But why? The obvious reasons of course, but also because I can handle it. As long as I am in pain, I know that I am still alive & have work to do. I’m made this way, because I can handle it, because I can carry it. And I can still smile.

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Y'ALL!!! Look at the progress update on my emote pack!! They are coming alone so good. Art Credit goes to @yeenking.bsky.social Please go check out their other artworks, and their Commissions are OPEN!! Thank you so much Kash for this amazing work 💜

NOW LIVE! Working on retexture work and chilling out after a hard week, come vibe with me <3 twitch.tv/yeenKING

Well apparently I can’t live stream Battlefield 6 from my Console…..FUCK!!!

Here's the headshot doodles from today! I will not be offering for a while. Thank you to everyone who purchased one! @pistou.ch @chipcottontail.bsky.social @fitemeleon.bsky.social @/breadbun (pistou purchased the sledge one) @itshope.bsky.social @rexisan.bsky.social @sunnygamervt.bsky.social ⚡

Don’t forget that reposting is crucial for artists and creators on bsky! It can make the difference between being able to pay rent or not!

FTR this also has NOTHING to do with my friends & Communities here in the Furry Community. Y’all are lovely. This is just IRL B.S. that I needed a place to air out without it biting me in the ass. Love & appreciate all of you!! 🫶🏻

And then the old: “Well we know your Daughter is here so we figured not to ask you.” Really!? I can hire a fucking babysitter. I can provide care for my own child so I can go out with friends. Don’t use my Child as an excuse to hide your lack of care or consideration. Fuck off. 😒🤬

Sneakily trying a new schedule that is a bit more packed. I’m gonna give it a couple weeks to see how tired it runs me but for rn streams are now M|T|Th|F|Sat -usually 1pm EST as always check my Twitch schedule for actual times they may differ twitch.tv/yeenKING

Hey fun fact: I’d rather be asked to hang out 100 times and say no 100 times, than to be never asked at all. Because to not even consider asking, makes me feel as though I wasn’t even thought of in the first place. I get that I’m always busy, but it doesn’t mean I don’t want to be thought of.

NOW LIVE! Working on ArtFight doodle attacks twitch.tv/yeenKING #artfight

Damnit Discord…….

Y'ALL!! I got these rough sketches of my first Channel Emotes I commissioned from @yeenking.bsky.social !! I am so excited to bring them into our Channel & Discord Server.

The fact that Discord does not have a Customer Support Team for anyone to speak to is absolutely WILD. -_-

Heroes! 🔴 Live now, playing short simulator! Check it out~ I'm grounded today in the backyard, playing the game for Grounded 2 later this month~ Let's see how far I can get. And hopefully no spiders get me... 🟪 Live now on Twitch dot TV! www.twitch.tv/nanukk

My heart, thoughts and prayers go out to all my fellow Americans impacted by these horrendous floods, and with the Families with missing loved ones. And my thoughts & prayers go out to our First Responders acting quickly for their Communities.

Flashing Flooding in Texas along the Guadalupe River has left 79 dead + many more missing & unaccounted for (source: CBS News).

I was in the shower this morning getting ready for work and it hit me: I’m unhappy. • I’m unhappy with my current job & pay • I’m unhappy with my business performances • I’m unhappy with my Twitch stream put-out. • I’m unhappy with myself. But there is a silver lining.

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Firefighters were lured & shot by a lone sniper in Coeur d’ Arlene, Idaho this morning. I have no other words except that I am disgusted, appalled, and these actions are unconscionable. My prayers, blessings & my unconditional love and support goes to the Firefighter Families. 💔 more details later

I want to share one absolute, unbreakable, timeless & surefire way that you can change the World: Be you. ❤️ that is all it takes, and it’s always more than enough.

A group of male youths traveled to Atlanta before dawn and tore flags at a rainbow crosswalk, the police said. Two of them remain at large as the authorities consider hate crime charges.

Today is another day. New chances, new opportunities. It’s beautiful out there, and we have a World to mold bright. Seize your opportunities!! ❤️

LETS GOO!! WE ARE $200 AWAY FROM OUR END GOAL!! CAN WE MAKE IT CHAT???!!! Doing some crowd controlled #subnautica www.twitch.tv/melloniac

Thank you all to those who've donated/shared!! Your generosity is much appreciated by not only me, but the lives the ACLU are impacting! 🥰 As a reminder, we have one more day for this collaborative fundraiser! Here's my link to donate if you're able! tiltify.com/@purple-chao...

LET THE PARTY START!! Come join me and other members of @cultofblahaj.bsky.social as we dance the night away! Collabing with @darkclubvrc.bsky.social we are throwing a hug party tonight to raise money for the @aclu.org !! DJs and Vibes GLAORE!!! www.twitch.tv/melloniac

DJing tonight for the Cult Of Blahaj!

The Darkness of the hanger dissipates as the turn tables light up the stage. Get ready for the awesome line up we have for this special charity event, ran by Cult of Blahaj! We hope to see you all in the hanger! 🐦 @cultofblahaj.bsky.social

TONIGHTS THE NIGHT! Check out our Team members to see who is streaming the event or maybe even come by the instance yourself!! Our Team: www.twitch.tv/team/thecult... DSC Group: vrc.group/DRKVRC.3473

[Repost with sched update] ARE YOU READY TO PARTY! During our wonderful charity week raising money for the @aclu.org Our team will be collabing with @darkclubvrc.bsky.social to throw an amazing fundraiser night! Come join us as we celebrate and throw an awesome party for charity!