FELLAS I FINALLY FOUND A PLACE TO ORDER AN EXACT REPLICA OF MOTH'S TYPE O NEGATIVE SHIRT (THE PARTICULAR DESIGN IN QUESTION HASN'T BEEN SOLD FOR OVER A DECADE) I AM ABOUT TO BECOME MOTH IN REAL

only just noticed that this archive has some of my old privated videos in it, so im just gonna warn you now, some of those videos have ABSURD amounts of ear rape and edgy 2017 idubbz humor, so just be careful when clicking on a video you dont recognize lol

Here is all I got drive.google.com/drive/folder... It has all 97 streams and 449 videos (missing 3 if the youtube total vid count is to be trusted) I also tried to archive all thumbnails, comments, posts, live chat and webpages, including playlists. Mostly raw data, so still combing through it.

well, fellas i had my back x-rayed today turns out i have scoliosis still doesn't explain my extreme back pain, but it does tell me shit's not right lol

so ive all but confirmed that my google, and therefore youtube account, will be going down for a period of time after today (but i should be able to have it all back up within 30 days, hopefully) because of that, if you've archived any of my videos, i give you full permission to reupload them now

you all forced me to do this, by the way

We're really just making muscle art of anyone at this point, huh?

playing video game AGAIN WHO COULD'VE SEEN THAT COMING (IT'S NOT PATH OF EXILE THIS TIME WOOOOW) picarto.tv/notsobrether...

>sora AI died within 2 years of release

GAMING AGAIN, INSANITY WAAHAHAHA picarto.tv/notsobrether...

myrtle

BEHOLD: THE NEW LOOK. Say hello to Zee 2-point-oh. There's nothing "new" about her other than the fact she blew up her arms, got a shirt that doesn't vacuum-seal between her tits, and got some new accessories. GUHHHHHH

late night stream again wahahaha (big boobs) picarto.tv/notsobrether...

The huge cat with the fake tits wants to remind you all to play Final Fantasy 16. She'll make them bigger if you do.

On these, my boobies, I swear. I swear to fire the guy who was in charge of the lighting for this photoshoot.

so you know the whole age verification thing i've been handling? haha, it got worse i finally managed to get what i need for an ID in this hellhole state, and they gave me a temporary paper version which can be functionally used as normal everywhere for 30 days, photo and all google denied it

path of exile casting the infamous spell of "MUCHO TEXTO"

AM PLAYING VIDEO GAMES AGAIN FIND ME ON THE FUNNY PIC SITE picarto.tv/notsobrether...

fanart of the goobers @spazmaticbanana.bsky.social and @slushiesoda.bsky.social (y'all introduced me to votv like forever ago so that was awesome)

To celebrate @slushiesoda.bsky.social's marathon of the resident evil series i wanted to draw her as dressed as re3 Jill Valentine. Couldn't pick which remake or original so i went with both.

ok so i needed my daily dose of streaming and i remembered i have picarto so for the time being i will be streaming on picarto lol picarto.tv/notsobrether...

I have had a very, very, very bad day.

update on this front btw, they rejected my appeal after a while again but MYSTERIOUSLY removed the strike huh?????? what?????

i have a carnal desire to put a hole in the wall with my fist like ive never had before jesus christ

fun fact: it stipulates that being "under 13" is the main problem here, and if i were confirmed to be above that age, i could use my account as normal I MADE THIS ACCOUNT IN 2012 IT IS LITERALLY 14 FUCKING YEARS OLD MY ACCOUNT ITSELF SHOULD PASS THE CRITERIA YOU MANGY OLD FUCKS

GOOGLE IS ASKING ME TO SUBMIT AN ID OR DRIVER'S LICENSE TO KEEP MY ACCOUNT FROM BEING DELETED I DONT HAVE EITHER AN ID OR A LICENSE TO SHOW THEM HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

got another guidelines strike mid-stream for watching an old "cod zombies in real life" video that was on youtube for 16 fucking years because the children were holding TOY GUNS THEY WERE FAKE FUCKING TOY GUNS WITH ORANGE TIPS AND THE AI THOUGHT THEY WERE REAL FUCK YOU

Bacchus introducing the wonderful power of the Gameboy Advance. I made this for a one-off stream thumbnail and never posted it. No, I still don't know why exactly I chose her.

6:25 AM on a dreary morning, waiting outside for her shift to start at the crappy game store she works at. You might not realize it, but often times, these brief moments of silence and depressing weather are often our most peaceful. Or something stupid and profound like that.

just found out the creator of one of my favorite black metal albums of all time was actually a neo-nazi the entire time i swear to fucking god you cant have SHIT as a black metal fan

A compilation of all the Mal0 models I've accumulated and used over the years. God, I feel old just looking at the original one in the back.

posting this render on this account because i have made it for the sole intent of using it for a particular set of youtube content i intend to make you will see what exactly i mean by that soon, assuming the modding process doesn't kill me

i miss this game a lot

"yeah path of exile isn't that hard to understand" what appears on my screen when i hover over my main skill:

IM IN THIS STREAM YOU SHOULD WATCH IT

Gonna be hard not to be trampled in those crowds

@spazmaticbanana.bsky.social didn't have enough money to go to the record store...

uh huh

got a guidelines strike on youtube for "sexual content/nudity" i check the timestamp they gave me it leads to the last frame of the video in which i showed a cat nice fucking website

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thinking about gumbus a lot lately very cool

doing an ungodly long search for an image of the bends' album cover but with darksydephil's infamous zerk face if you have this image, PLEASE send it in the replies, i genuinely cannot find any trace of it online

A funny gift ert for the funny banana moth @spazmaticbanana.bsky.social Get squished nerd

i got spurs that jingle jingle jangle (jingle jangle)

I always felt the design dynamic between @slushiesoda.bsky.social and @spazmaticbanana.bsky.social was very similar to Hugo and Poison from Final Fight/Street Fighter