currently in the 'just make it exist' phase of attempt #3 at a picture idea i've had for months and this might finally be the one

want to make art of things i want to Touch and spaces i want to Be but both of those require learning Tool and Skill which takes Time and makes no Money

grabbing clip studio on ipad by the shirt collar and telling it We're Done When I Say We're Done when it tells me it's running low on memory

one of the cats has become obsessed with staring out the patio door in the evening so we call that his Screen Time now. this has had the very much expected side effect of us feeling like we have an ipad baby because of regularly saying things like "he threw a fit until i gave him screen time"

feeling Just emotionally vulnerable enough that getting sent pictures of a lost cat we helped find the other day cozy in his owner's bed almost made me bawl in the grocery store

espresso martini with a hint of cayenne pepper... delicioups

CHLOROPHYTE [ @halfprism.desktopgeneration.com x @takada.works ] From the Earth.

just found out bugs can trip smoke alarms after fifteen fun and stressful minutes of wondering why the smoke alarms just would not stop going off (followed by finding a bug crawling out of the one that was tripping the others and reading Yes They Can And Will Do That)

oh fuck YUM

free notion fought me every single step of the way but i now have one (1) database that multiple versions of the same form all feed their responses into that calculate pricing based on type and have a button that adds them to the queue and assigns a work period. yippee

trying to update my comm intake system to be all-in-one through notion instead of a google form -> zapier -> notion monkey relay race that still requires a bunch of manual data input but dog. what do you Mean you can't just natively move uploaded files from DB A to B without 3rd party tools. come on

no fucking way

i've seen the same picture of sunday captioned some variation of "Oh My God He's Doing Something" dozens if not at least a hundred times today and they're all spiritually co-authored by me

SUNDAY PLOT RELEVANCE LET'S GOOOO

One-Winged Angel

barely started to cut off a grandma pushing a stroller through an intersection and the disappointed, chastising look she gave me was stronger and more effective at shaming me than any look my own grandmother has ever given me. i'm Sorry, please forgive me

i'm going to dip him in my coffee

#SundayHSR #hsr :]

hell is paved with good intentions #art #SundayHSR ##HonkaiStarRail

ohhg let's here it for chess

if there's one good thing i can say about generative art getting as good as it has it's that it's kind of shattered the illusion of chasing technical fidelity in my art. the kind of look i used to want can be slopped out by every model now, there's no point striving for the Perfect Render anymore

unbelievably grateful that adulthood keeps me too tired and busy to let the bipolaritis lure me into blowing up my identity every six months like how i used to when i was younger. like, the impulse is definitely still there, and it's tempting every time, but the priorities are so much clearer now

120 pulls primed and ready for cerydra. e1 tiny lesbean chess tyrant you Will be mine

beautiful corvosider morning...

karnaca summer evenings on my mind (july, 2023)

december’24 / august’22 #dishonored #cyberpunk2077 #corvosider

afterparty 🥃 #dishonored #corvosider

do you look into the mirror to remind yourself you’re there? 19/02/2023 #dishonored #corvosider

sea monster i don’t fear of you i swim these currents like i’m one of you (july, 2024)

making the funny blender donut after years of putting it off, 3d powers you WILL be mine

savoring this because i understand this game enough now to know this is a gamble i'm not winning again any time soon

ohhhh i been bugsmaxxing

sunday: (waffling about free will and survival of the fittest and that fucking dove for 45+ minutes) me: (nodding, dreamy-eyed, blissfully thinking about the best angle at which to hit him with my 2013 toyota corolla)

sunday scribbling bc his designs been haunting my brain for a year at this point #hsr #sundayhsr

have been writing more recently which is good, but in some ways it's Not good because now sometimes when i want to sit down and work on a wip that's been collecting dust or eat my veggies and do fundamentals stuff i end up with a doc open instead. overall a net positive cuz i like writing but still

really not beating the 'destiny players talk about destiny like it's their ex' stereotype when i get 2 espresso martinis in and start posting about D1 like it widowed me

missing destiny 1 hours..... king's fall 3x on tuesday reset i miss you.....

gift for a friend #blade

#ff7 #sefikura

i hope that by the time i finally catch up in hsr it'll be for the patch sunday breaks free from the bench they have him chained to and does something cool (delusional... unless?)

finally starting the penacony storyline soon and i can't wait to see if he brings up that fucking charmony dove as often as the memes have lead me to believe

guy who manages to forget they can draw whatever they want and it's awesome every other month, somehow

oh i'm actually kind of mad at how much easier this is LMAO. draw what you know i guess. whatever, go my bird

all of my points are currently allocated to drawing animal people and it's making me feel so comically impotent trying to relearn how to draw faces with any consistency. can draw a pretty anime bird all day long but trying to draw a regular pretty anime boy leaves me in shambles

look i know i probably don't need blade but did it really have to do this to me on yaoi day

:)