also excited to say im gonna be up in the PNW for two weeks after the 3rd of feb! come say hi if i know you!

did not expect to have over a foot of snow over what they said would be 2-3 inches outside my house today but ill take what i can get

really trying think of ways to represent my real self into my sona other than the fact im middle eastern and have the most thick & frizzly hair ever i gotta brainstorm some more

rare truesona sketch

floating the idea of opening simple 1 hour headshot sketch com/ms so i eat more than once every other day while i job hunt. but this is an if and i dont think i could manage anything more than like 2-3 at a time even with adderall because of the sheer amount of time it takes me draw

cool enby wolf i made with cooler(?) axe because i didnt want to do the sparkle on jerma pose again

cool enby wolf i made with cooler(?) axe because i didnt want to do the sparkle on jerma pose again

Walked out of my job yesterday. Didnt think itd ever get to that point but im thankful I did it, my health both mentally and physically was being drained by that job >.>

Cuddle fluffs For @beauba.bsky.social and @fluffdragon.bsky.social

Trying my absolute hardest to get out of my current job and work somewhere else doing something like what I do now. My time gets eaten up by pure nonsense here >.> It's why I've been so silent, I'm just wholeheartedly consumed by my job rn ;;

FOR BEAU!!!

mutuals! i wanna do more of these! share your sonas and i may (or may not! no promises) do one :3

It's such a big bummer that almost everyone who I once knew in NC has now moved out of NC lmao And now I must remain 😔

People in long distance for a long period of time are stronger than me I Think. I crave being with my friends

warmup i did for @/raendragon.bsky.social the other day! surprised i managed to get this out in under an hour!

i love drawing again. i yearn for more time to pencil sketch a bunch of nonsense

Stuck at the shop for the next like four hours ... Need some form of entertainment I think ...

No matter how much I work, or what I may buy as "little treats" just isn't making me happy. I think I'm just unhappy as a whole with everything

Yearning to not be sentenced to 60 Hour Work Weeks I want to be home and draw and play peak with my friends ...

She is Forming ...

Shout-out the people who actively confused the art I did of my sona on wplace with Asriel and have messaged me "wow sick Asriel"

LRT I love my beautiful fursona she makes me happy ....

Sketch page for the ever fluffy @beauba.bsky.social ✨💜

I am now on a schedule where I basically have to abandon all of my hobbies and have nothing to work on in life except my stupid ass job for 6-7 days a week 10-12 hours every day where I am on the verge of crashing out at some of the people I work with every single day The moneys not worth it

I think the genuine love I used to have for DND is pretty much dead in the water

I exist to retweet my silly little treats, no time to ever draw anymore :( such is my 60 hour work week life

Doodle for ryley on kofi!

doodles i made recently

Getting off work late from dealing with print engineering and programming mistakes I'm going to EXPLODE

Excited to go back to my normal night shift and not having to take gummies every time I need to wake up before 12pm >.>

New PC will be sooner than planned for because all the storm surges are making my GPU partially cook itself 😔

drew the gal... because i wanted to have cleaner details for certain thingss

drew the gal... because i wanted to have cleaner details for certain thingss

oh yeah i should post new fursona who i got art of,, expect lots more in due time! (art by @/b1dl0.bsky.social)

Trying mild edibles before bed might be life changing. Melatonin always gave me lucid nightmares and would make me crash for over 12 hours, but with edibles I thought about the time I wanted to wake up at and woke up at that time without alarms or anything and it made me feel like God

realfeel temperature of 110 F outside... fuck my heat dome life

no artfight from me this year... too busy with work :( and also drawing just isnt fun for me much anymore

Fish are friends~ Fullbody refined sketch for @beauba.bsky.social 💚

my original bill was 7000 dollars. an er visit that lasted 4 hours costed me 7000 dollars. fuck american health insurance thankfully insurance DID kick in but even the out of pocket payment is almost 2 grand :)) for 4 hours :))

Tbh this is gonna sound insane but I hope I never get moved off of 12hr shifts. I love that I get four days a week off, and having just a 2-3 day work week is so nice 5-8s kinda tore me apart while I did em. There's just no room to actually rest after the work week is done

Fucked up that I'm in a carnal fear of how much my ER bill is gonna be even though I literally have health insurance (they're not gonna cover much of it) I might have to pause the little treats indefinitely :(

something i noticed at the con but artists kept drawing my fursona like this and it might be my favorite goober way to draw her. they made her look so dorky and im such a fan of it (my interpretation of said style)

home and got my sleep in... i miss my friends.. i miss my boyfriend... :(

Beau #furryart

I love my friends, boyfriend, and the artists I met, but I want to go home. This con has been miserable for me so far.

God they packed the artists in AA this year like sardines. They had barely an arms length of room for a table...

Thank you to all the wonderful artists I've talked to and got stuff from in the artist alley today. Youve been one of the few things that went right this con

Nah I'm done with the main three hotels after this year

the Thing

Arrived and everything went ok!! I'm shocked my body withstood a six hour drive after the ER incident yesterday but we good