Even so. Honse.

Experiencing “my clothes are too damn big” today. New experience. My cardigan is falling off.

Ooohhhh I am sooooooo sleepy this morning.

Sagawa, please, buddy, you gotta give me more than three chances to figure out how the package sender fucked up my name when I’m trying to reschedule….there’s like 6-10 variations it could potentially even be between katakana, half width letters ＡＮＤ　ＦＵＬＬＷＩＤＴＨ　text!!

Nevermind the universe heard me and gave me a lil treat, all better.

Someone announces treats in the break room! It’s a fucking cookie. It’s always a fucking cookie.

Oh sweet. I’m officially down 15kg since September. I’m fitting all my fav clothes again and it’s wonderful.

If someone painted the moon black tonight Still I would hear you Nothing illuminates me but a tiny spark Our fragile dreams are still flickering Where shall we go tomorrow?

Yum yum chocolate ichigo daifuku yummy yummy yum

So hey…. Don’t do this. Wow.

Time for plums

WOAG!!

I’m so jealous of people who have enough lips for lipstick.

Behold: my snail friend My sniend.

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Had help with getting dressed this morning. She supervised my socks and makeup.

Found a post from 2014 where I declared that I wanted to draw gala in every kind of fashion. I think I might be about halfway there. Maybe a little more.

Has the term “cottagecore” replaced Mori Girl fashion?

I wanna eat fried rice so bad I’m gonna explode from the want of it. Guess I better get stuff to make it on my way home.

Mmm back hurty.

Water working at school again yay Coffees for meeeeeee

I love how everyone has been giving me their niche favs for the fashion thing. I’ve only done one cryptonloid out of like 15 loids. And basically no repeats in characters and very little overlap in style.

Alrighty time to stop looking at screens until my tummy settles. Hate this dizzy business.

Also the water is coming out of the school taps in….bright blue so we can’t use it. No coffees for me today.

I’m so dizzy I can’t concentrate on drawing and it suuuuucksssss aaauuuggghhgh

I think if someone fired me out of a canon it might fix me.

Anyway we’re moving into the final project for the year with my sixth graders, where they get to use all the English they have learned up to this point to make posters about anyone they want. And there’s some good taste this year!

Parents sent me an exercise I can to to try and reset my inner ear because I’m so dizzy and nauseous all the time and it’s killing me. Minor relief. I gotta find a way to do this through the day but it involves lying down.

🌈🌧️

Man, this dizzy and nausea won’t go away. I’m just sitting in my chair but it feels like a carnival ride.

It’s still snowing yaaaay

!!!!

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One of my fondest dreams is that someday I will come into a large sum of money and can get my breasts cut off.

Finally time to lie down. It’s glorious. My poor back.

I want to lie down. My back hurts. : (

My mask is super fun anyway. I make a point to never wear a plain white mask if I can help it.

Still trying to build my stamina back up from being sick and the weirdest way it’s manifesting is that I’m too tired to sit up straight for more than a few hours. Which is hard when your job involves standing/sitting at a desk and grading things.

I am way more alive today. I think I’m mostly a person.

I’m the kind of color palette that won’t be hit by oncoming traffic even if I’m moving kinda slow still. I also got a birb friend.

I may feel like shit today but you know what I do have going for me? Lotta lotyls.

I managed to make it to work by the way. I’m hanging on by a thread and everyone can tell that I’m half dead (except the kids because I put on the usual show for them) but I may call it early if I think I can make it all the way back home without collapsing.

Sometimes I wonder how I got from here…..———————> to here….

The good news is that I’m feeling good enough to feel bored again, instead of just tired tired drained. Bad news is I’m still too tired to do anything about it.

Stumbling around the house trying to do simple tasks like get myself a glass of water. It’s almost like you can’t immediately recover from being bedridden for 4 days immediately. Or something.

I can hear the temple bell from my window Do they usually ring it for Setsubun…?

Fever is done but I can barely sit up for an hour before I gotta lie down again. This bodes well for going back to work tomorrow.

fingers crossed I think the fever finally dropped..?

Somehow sleep and medicine and more sleep has my temp going up instead of down. I’m dying.

I missed you crazy ominous cookie.