im not doing great uh

hi again i guess i've been away trying to survive

that feeling when you know it's getting really dark and bad again but you can't do anything

dissociating hard rn

guess it's a c0ld m3d n straight to sleep kinda night again

weighed myself and had a jumpscare 😬😬😬

feeling extremely weak today ugh

i want to go buy some snacks but i shouldn't 🧍

back to losing heyooo

i can smell good food in my neighbourhood this is torture

enough with this awful awful day i need to be numb and asleep time for some c0ld m€d

counting on crazy toxic ex being back in cohabitation to cut back my hunger lol at least he's useful for ONE thing in his goddamn life

im not hungry but i wanna eat please help 💀

i truly don't mind skipping dinner every night except for the BOREDOM like it's too early to go to sleep

im obsessing over having a snack but my brain is seeking a very specific texture but idk which one so im obsessively tempted to eat pretty much anything around the house until finding the right thing 💀💀💀

me everyday

i was worried because i ate a lot of crap last weekend checked my we!ght 1.1kg down 💅

i didn't think i'd go back to sh in 2025

58.8 ✨💅💅✨✨✨

i'm trying my best not to give in and open this bag of chips i have i WON'T eat them until im lower than 59kg

the pathetic excuse of an ex i have went from "no pls don't leave me i'll kms i didn't mean to cheat on you" to literally going on a s3x date took him 10 days lol

lunch is just a waste of time and dinner is just an invitation for over eating and snacking

0mading with a savoury breakfast is actually the best thing ever

took me 2 weeks to lose like 4 kg 💅

finally back to the 50s kg hell yeah

do i eat or skip din din again uh

like rn i'm in bed and comfortable with the empty stomach i'm just battling with my bored brain not to go for food as a way to pass time

i enjoy the feeling of having an empty stomach just not the hunger but every time i eat even if it's "healthy" and not overeating i just HATE feeling full

lol i lost like 2,5kg 🤡

should i c/s some fancy dinner for the occasion?

welp guess i'll be single real soon lol

i wanna look like her sooooo so bad

this migraine is killing me

i need to fuckn remind myself that eating more for breakfast makes it easier to not snack and avoids binging

i want to eat smth warm for dinner (so not a salad) but have no idea what to make especially bc my adhd doesn't want to spend much time making anything 😭😭😭

the bullying worked n i finished the day w 1.4k active cals burned 🥰

had to bully myself to make sure i'd got up for my boxing classes 💀💀

like an idiot i w3ighed myself this morning 🤡 after intensely working out/swimming yesterday lol

im so hungry ugh

swam for an hour today it was so nice i can already see my form getting better

Just moved over from twt, same username! I hope I can find my moots here as well

in waiting mode since 1pm bc my friend cannot be a time 💀💀💀💀

cw // bc i like my tummy this morning slowly getting back on track

so proud of myself!! yesterday i came home later than i thought but still pushed through n did my work out!!

the working out calendar + swimming pool are making me so much better like i genuinely forgot how i enjoyed it

I love the thought of taking up less space

i wanna go back to the swimming pool asap 😭

i went swimming for the first time in YEARS it was actually so nice (although i have no cardio n can't swim very efficiently lol)

okay i was worried about sore muscles after getting back into working out but they're actually not that bad