Happy Birthday, me. Everyone forgot. Again.

I’m 14 and that was deep

If hope were to be compared to something tangible, like fire. Then I was left with smoldering embers. Sputtering cinders that you cruelly rekindled, and then stomped out. The fire is gone. And nobody gathers around a cold, unlit hearth.

I just know no one will remember again

For my birthday, I hope the universe blesses me by returning all the pain you gave me, back to you.

Sadge because I don’t connect with the hyena character I made

I love that PayPal charged me twice for two door dash orders and now my bank is negative $120

Jk it’s COVID God damn it

As the only person in this household not around children Of course I’m the one who gets the back to school bug I can’t breathe man

Unfixable

For the longest time I let myself think “I wasn’t enough.” And “he needed two people to make up for what I lack” But in reality? His bitch ass needed two people to be anywhere near as good as me. Fuck the whole lot of them. Hope they stub their toes every day forever.

🎵 I used to love you. Now every day I hate you just a little more. 🎶 I wanna draw something to go with these lyrics They resonate deeply

Controversial opinion: I really don’t like cows They’re gross and smelly and weird looking.

“We make time for what we care about” And yet no one makes time for me

About ready to give up on art Everything I draw feels so flat and stiff. I can’t seem to make anything look right

Why am I craving apple sauce and chocolate graham crackers

When a snack wrapper crinkles and you don’t share

they did WHAT to tenna's head (deltarune blender animation)

Been having some bad mental health lately Stuck in a cycle of “I wasn’t good enough I’m not good enough I’ll never be good enough.” And idk what’s worse The people I wasn’t good enough for trying to make me think I’m worth anything Or the people who have everything I want trying to relate.

Every story has an end.

Sometimes I remember I have the freewill to draw whatever I want

Lost motivation halfway through Considered making it a YCH but I don’t get enough traction for that Wamdermelon

Don’t think about it Don’t think about it Don’t think about it Don’t think about it Don’t think about it

Getting bullied by my friends about my 13 1/4 inch Stiff Dogwood Wand

Actively trying to get better at anatomy by using references but I don’t post anything because it doesn’t feel original

At least Deltarune gets how I’m feeling lately

So take me to the river Drown me in the deep Stained by your love, I can’t get myself clean

Get you a best friend that sends you cute pictures of possums when you’re sad.

I miss him so fucking much and I hate myself for it because I know he doesn’t give a fuck about me.

📢📢📢 Posting an artists work without credit is a really shitty thing to do ‼️‼️‼️

I’ll wait for you. However long it takes. -2024

I didn’t cry today. That might not sound like much to anyone else, but for me? It’s huge.

How greedy you must be, to steal someone else’s light, while already in possession of your own.

I need to learn how to occupy new spaces so I can meet people. But it’s so hard for me. I fear rejection so badly

Discarded Enjoy your shiny new playthings.

I’m so tired of being sick This better not turn into pneumonia

I’ve been sick for over a week now and I’m miserable Just trying to breathe is painful

#MonsterHunter #MonsterHunterWilds

Just when I think I’ve lost everything, I lose more.

Now that I’m moved I wanna go back This place doesn’t feel like home

I’m supposed to be packing but I physically cannot make myself do anything

Being financially ruined really makes you think about stuff Like all the money I’ve given for commissions I’ve never received I really should have written that down and kept track…

There is nothing left

Hoping he’ll text me at midnight Knowing he probably won’t

Zero Christmas spirit this year Mom’s gone, I’m alone, and I don’t even have enough money for rent by a large amount, let alone presents. This sucks

:3 @zobii.bsky.social

Merry F*cking Thankmas #Thankmas #Jacksepticeye #GameGrumps

Making cold foam tops for my coffee is great It scratches the itch for a store bought coffee

My $20 coffee pod maker has been the best thing I’ve bought recently I haven’t had soda in almost a week. I know coffee isn’t much better but I drink way less coffee than I would soda

I reached over my bed while folding laundry to grab a sock and pulled my back out I was down for a week