my friend made syrniki for me and I dont think ive ever felt so much joy 🥹🥹🥹

do I bedrot the rest of the day and then do my make at 1am or do I do my homework and go to bed at a reasonable hour? difficult decisions being made tonight . . . #jiraisky

I dont want to go to school...uuuuuuuuuuuu..... just let me disappear into nothingness for a little, okay?

the lesson people teach but never admit that they do is that sometimes in life its better to just let people take advantage of you and yet I cant learn that which makes me a "trouble maker" in their eyes

hey guys I need more vampire anime. I always need more vampire anime

giving up on giving up (new life hack to productivity)

Lmao #jiraisky

just did something so embarrassing I physically felt my soul cross over into hell sigh ....

explosive emotions and insomnia oh how i have missed you

Remember when I said before that you and I are similar? We are both victims of unjust adults. And now, we have the will and power to rise up against them.

I really think id rather feel anything other than boredom. I wasnt made to withstand it

I want to burst into flames and have it not hurt

if only it was easier to sell your soul, id definitely sell mine for a new setup (*´・∀・) #jiraisky

theres a world i belong in that im missing from but I cant find it

how can you become okay with living with only your love

I know this is a selfish desire, but I wish everyone would feel the same thing at the same time. everybody could finally understand each other and truly care without just moving on the next moment

so scared to turn 18 bc i feel like nobody will have any pity for me anymore once I do

gc is dying (　ＴДＴ) what do i doooo....

I decided today was the day to fix my life so I brainstormed a bunch of ways i could do that and then proceeded to scroll on my phone hours past the bedtime I set for myself TODAY ..

its so unfair to me that stress PHYSICALLY impacts you. does my brain really have to go, screw it! its all or nothing! and proceed to make my stress even worse??!??!

anyway, I got a whole lotta manga. and im trying to learn Japanese now. studying Japanese suddenly made me think, "Wait, can I be studious actually? Am I.. not cursed to forever ignore responsibility?" I just really hope that attitude carries with me to when school starts...

umm. I blinked and suddenly i was sent 2 weeks in the future

found worst possible solution to a problem that's really not that bad

my quote of all time #jiraisky

did something with my life this summer and now its over so I return to bedrotting ❤️❓️💔❓️

I worry about a lot of things that I know can't happen, but it makes me anxious anyway.

whenever im bored i always end up making bad decisions (；´_ゝ`)

sometimes I wish I could possess people to see how they experience the world but both ethical concerns and physical limitations stop me

usually i feel like crap waking up, but for a reason I cant pinpoint this morning i felt like all the worlds issues were solved and I could never be sad again.. 20 minutes later that feeling was completely gone (　ＴДＴ) where did it gooo? come back please

(PLEASE DON'T IGNORE THIS IS IMPORTANT) My parents have no money and they can't pay the bills nor buy groceries. My dad was also recently diagnosed with prostate cancer. Please help us out! If you donate to my Venmo, the money will be sent to my mom directly. venmo.com/u/siobhan-su...

me and my alt account with no followers against the world

motivation crash

tough love only ever makes me give up

as requested ^_^ @voidtreex.bsky.social

officially e-begging season again (bc i wanna ward off last minute money panic) except this time around, I have multiple things to offer for once ^^ www.linktr.ee/exei_was_here

PERSONA 5X IS GETTING A JIRAI GIRL OMFG FINALLY

hello im bored pls does anybody have any drawing requests. fine with anything i need something 2 draw #digitalart

🦇🩸 #jiraisky #digitalart #art #jiraibsky

Goodbye everynyan. Leaving the us in a few hours

hate having so many sensitivities to texture and things like that bc actually why do I feel like im being choked wearing a shirt thats not even tight but the collar is just slightly closer to my neck than I'd like it to be

I want tea with lemons and honey but the world is cruel and you do not always get the things you wish for

🐾˖° ⸝⸝ **get to know me** #promosky ╰ name ﹕ elysian ♪ ︵ prns ﹕ she/her ╰ interests ⸝ fandoms ﹕ counterstrike 2, sims 4, nso, fatal frame, dmc, phasmophobia, minecraft, genshin impact, old nintendo consoles ︵ extra ﹕ i'm shy!! but i love to talk!! never be afraid to message me

I hate the concept of time theres no way of viewing it thats comforting everything about it is terrible and unequivocally cruel

So thirsty but I dont want to go out of my room..

theres nothing for me to do but I dont wanna go to bed so im staying up

I dont want a maximalist room anymore the fear in my heart is too strong think about all the bugs that could be there...

the true story of the spider crawling on me 10 minutes ago i was abt to sleep, but suddenly. a wolfspider was crawling on my face so ofc I screamed for help even tho its 1am. brother went to kill it with a sword but it hid under my bed. he moved my bed and there was nothing but trash beneath it.

dml blouse on the way!! 🙏bless🙏 #jiraisky