For those who believe I'm lying about my disability, or claiming I am being lazy in asking for support, this is how bad my back looks when STANDING as STRAIGHT AS I POSSIBLY CAN!!! This is Y I'm on a fixed disability income. When I pay my rent, bills, debts and bank fees, saying I'm literally

Just got this in my mailbox since Canada Post was on strike and mail has been running late. Back when this was done, I told them I wasn't able to pay being on my fixed disability income, as my provincial income nor Disability income will cover it. Anything starting with M isn't covered by the

So I'm now severely sore and stiff, as I had to walk to the dollar store near me with minimal warm clothing to use the $15 I had on Toilet Paper: $4.75 Soap: $3.75 Motrin (for the pain in my mouth/tooth): $4.50 So I'm now looking at a grand total of $1.31 CAD now!!! Wasn't really much to buy

Yea someone somewhere decided to block me from getting the help I need otherwise it would have happened more by now. Still only the $15 in my PayPal. Nothing else yet, and when my check comes I'll be shorting myself on bills and rent just to be able to afford everything else needed. Tried using

Still only the $15 PayPal donation and NOTHING MORE!!! Would really like to not be in pain and able to eat something BEFORE the end of the week!!!! Things r still open and I wouldn't mind being able to hopefully get some support soon!! #Helpsky #StrikeForMutualAid #HelpFolksLive2025

So it looks like my suspicions were correct. I announce I get a donation, no matter how small, and ppl think "well that's enough, they don't need more, if they keep asking, they're a mooch and being greedy!" Even though I did list my needs and their costs a few posts ago (that got barely noticed)

Hope to wake up to more support! Ty so much to the one that donated the $15! Still need more to be able to survive and get to/from the dentist, as well as toiletries and warmer clothing to be able to leave the house and not be so stiff and sore.

Just got a $15 dollar donation! Plz keep them coming as every hit helps in getting me fed, clothed, medicated and sane!!!

Woke up again to nothing. No food, no donations, no support, nothing at all. Hate the fairshare bot too, as if I DID have someone to ask directly, I would have already done so. Which I have been, only for them to not be able to help either, bringing me BACK to having to ask online!!!

2 hours later and not one share. 2 weeks of asking and not one donation. So unless I directly tag ppl, no one will share it. As using the same hashtags others use and get help with seem to be doing NOTHING on their own when I use them. @dgmeek92.bsky.social @fairshare.help @equitableforall.com

Listening to The Beatles song "Help!" (remixed of course) on loop because it is now 2 FULL WEEKS of asking and getting NO HELP!!! Over 2hrs past taking my meds, as I only have one left, and this added stress isn't helping my seizure risk any, as stress is what's causing them. Face is still sore

Just took the last 2 of the 3 final anti-seizure meds I have for my stress seizures about 30 mins ago. Now all I can do is stress and wait. As there's still no luck on getting any of the help I've been needing since the 9th, and nothing but more issues requiring funds to solve them. Today I was

Wow. Only ONE repost. Can't call no one because my tooth/face is killing me, can't go nowhere to get the help needed for my face as I STILL have ZERO FUNDS, still unable to stop worrying about life because of the lack of help received. Got 3 anti-seizure meds left, and somehow gotta come up with

I hate ppl who believe that since their friend and themselves had zero issues in doing something, anyone else who does is either lying or making up excuses on how they weren't able to. Any explanation u give makes things worse on ur behalf, and it seems like no one cares or will help

The longer waiting for any help, the more it feels like I don't deserve anything. Now because of this new worry, I'll be having dreams where no one will help me pay my bill, I'll need an ambulance to the hospital for some reason and they won't help because the bill hasn't been paid yet or think I'm

So remember this? Canada's "free" healthcare doesn't apply to disabled ppl having seizures in public needing ambulances. Canada Post however is off strike where I live, and despite being billed on the second of this month, I got this in the mail saying I owe $45 DOLLARS for the ambulance fees!!!

My hope is now run out. Woke up again to nothing. Nothing but the pimple in my mouth being larger, and with it being too cold out and I don't have a sweater to keep warm, walking there would only make me more stiff, out of breath like I ran there, and nothing to drink meaning coughing like I am

So I guess it is true then. Stores close very shortly, no donations to wake up to, and I also have nothing to help my severe tooth pain, have had nothing but bad luck when going to a dentist, and trying to hold back tears. Talking hurts, can't do nothing about it, no one wants to help me through it.

HELP IS STILL NEEDED!!!!! Sharing isn't going to get food in my system or help my anxiety and stress believing that I truly DON'T DESERVE ANY SUPPORT FROM ANYONE!!! SPARING IS!!! I still need a warm sweater, warmer footwear, toiletries, FOOD, drinks, and it's not like I am able to simply WALK

Guess SuperStar was right. I deserve to starve and don't matter. No one helped, and it's hard to budget anything when everything is super expensive nowadays. Got the Canadian Disability Benefit, and since I had to borrow off friends to survive, as well as get toiletries, underclothing, and socks.

Was in a mental health SUPPORT server on Discord, only to be treated like I was the one in the wrong simply for defending myself, as all this person was doing was verbally abusing, harassing, and basically confirming what I've been told mostly all my life. And that is I DO NOT MATTER!!!

Stores close in less than an hour. Nothing yet. Looks like I'll be taking my 6:45 (EST) pill on empty again too. MAYBE there will be a restaurant open after 6, but that's still ONLY IF someone helps with enough to even pay for the meal, delivery fee AND the tip. Constantly checking my email as

Welp, no donations yet, and stores close in less than 3 hours. Looks like I'm not gonna be eating anything if help doesn't come soon!!! #NeedHelpNow #MentalHealthMatters #KindnessMatters #Helpsky #MutualAidSupport 💸💕 @smenor.com @nejsnave.bsky.social @mutualaidvoid.bsky.social @akoopa.bsky.social

Keep re-quoting so ppl can see and possibly help. Today things close at 6pm EST where I live, and tomorrow because it's Canadian Thanksgiving and things either will be closed completely, or close around the same time they do today. Just took my Keppra on an empty stomach yet again and now will

Since tomorrow is Sunday for me, things close early. Sadly no help yet, and things here usually have weird hours Thanksgiving day, as well as SUPER busy, and usually out of stock on everything because it's last minute. It's now 8:35PM where I live, and I couldn't even afford dinner tonight.

Monday is Canadian Thanksgiving, and thanks to the lack of support, I can't afford even a HungryMan TV Dinner that's got sliced turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, gravy and a cranberry sauce type dessert. I don't tag ppl no one shares, I tag ppl I end up blocked because of not knowing till after

Still no help. Today is World Mental Health day and I have nothing. Paid the person I owed the money for my meds to, got a few snacks and things I could with the rest, and this is what's left till next Thursday when I get the Canada Disability Benefit. What I was able to get at the dollar store,

Struggling to make ends meet on a fixed disability income. Last bit of help arrived Monday ($20!), but it's gone now. Need funds ASAP to cover essentials like food, medication, and warmth. Any kind souls willing to lend a hand? Next funds arrive Friday, but I don't wanna borrow from friends again.🙏

More folks need some of this.

So I've been trying to survive. I had a kind soul a while back help out without judgement and believing the lies of others, but I recently had 2 seizures in one day, and my friend who lives in the same building (but lives in a smaller room on another floor and uses my basement for his computer as it

So still no help, and now there is a scam going around similar to that Discord one where some rando "accidentally reports" ur account for something like phishing or something similar, when they never really did and just saying shit to make u pay to get it fixed. Looks like ppl would rather upset me

Well around 5pm PayPal's instant transfers started to work for me, and now that small amount is gone and I still need toiletries like razors, feminine products, Kleenex (so I'm not using my toilet paper so quickly using it as a tissue too), drinks, food, cleaning supplies, and clean laundry.

So now to make things WORSE PayPal has been in the process since yesterday fixing their instant deposits. Sadly it's not been fixed, and I am still in need. I have $25 in my PayPal from someone who treats me more like a mother than my actual mother. I can't use it for anything. I have a buck 4 in

Still no CDB funds. Still getting harassed and stalked. My friend is now being harassed and unable to do his job earning money as a streamer, so he's unable to even help out when needed. I have no one to help me. Wednesday was the LAST TIME I ate anything. Someone did order me and my friend a meal,

Was supposed to get the #CDB yesterday, but Service Canada screwed up on their end forcing many of us to WAIT LONGER for these much needed funds. Saw one person need them to be able to Uber to work, as they r able to within their limits, another needing them for medications for their children,

So yesterday, due to the lack of help, my cyber-stalker STILL posting about me, and finding out (I have my ways) that I am on a list for ppl who ask for "free stuff" by someone I have NEVER interacted with, or even followed on here EVER. Free stuff meaning help for basic needs like others have done

Only post for the day, because I am now told by my doctor (he called me this morning to discuss an abdominal ultrasound as u see here) I need MORE hydration. Well with the water looking like crap, as my fingers would be visible if the water wasn't CLOUDY looking, I'd drink more, but since it also

Was feeling really shitty yesterday unable to post at all because of how warm, hungry and dehydrated I am. I was also in a TON of shoulder and arm pain in my left side, and have NOTHING! Thanks for the shares, but as usual shares do not get me actual funds to be able to take care of my needs.

STILL 0 DOLLARS FOR HELP IN A WEEK LONG HEATWAVE! STILL ROASTING AWAY WITH NOTHING TO HELP!! Sadly sharing isn't going to keep me cooled off or fed. MONEY is the only answer at this time. MONEY TALKS, BROKE-ASS DISABLED PPL WHO HAVE NEEDS WALK!

So, now I am hating that the fan broke even more. As that was bad with this major nearly a week long heat warning, as I still need the help to buy a new fan as well as something to drink and eat and toiletries all at the same time otherwise the heat will simply get to me and I'll be unable to ask

Thank u to the couple of REAL ppl who shared my post. Sadly nothing is coming from this yet, and I didn't get much sleep last night. So basically all day long I've been just lying in bed dripping sweat unmotivated to do much of anything. The next few days its going to be in the mid to high 80s

So to make things even WORSE, the 3-in-1 I have, and use as a fan, suddenly stopped working in the middle of the night and I woke up sweating BUCKETS!!! The place I live in does not have central air, and in the basement where my place is, it's VERY WARM! I'm sitting in my underwear and all I can

So I'm still alive, but barely holding on. Finally got my bank stuff fixed so I'm able to now share screenshots of just how broke I really am. Like this for example. I have 5 cents to my name and haven't ate in a while. The funds from the GST I got last week went to paying off ppl owed, so I didn't

Still outside. Those containers r half empty and super light. And that's all I've made so far. Not even 10 bucks and I've been out here for nearly 3 hours. Got a bottle of water someone gave me, but I'll get sick if I drink it. @bfitzinar.bsky.social @smenor.com paypal.me/HarleyQuinn420

Sadly still no help, and I don't have anything to drink at home, and all I want to do is fall asleep while at home, so I guess the only thing I can do is go out in the heat warning without anything to keep hydrated with, nor sunscreen to keep from burning. I have a tank-top I'm wearing and light

Last post for a while I guess. As it looks like I will have to go out in this weather (shown in both Celsius and Fahrenheit) with nothing to drink in hopes I do not get mistaken for a drugged up homeless person as I have not touched hard drugs in over 15 years and it's what happens when my insides

So just as I thought, the help fell through, and I now have to go begging in crappy weather. I could always wait till the weekend (and go without the whole time) when it hits 32°C (89.6F) and I'll still have nothing to bring with me for a drink, unable to accept water from ppl as I don't need to be

Sadly no help, and even though I got to the stop in plenty of time and the bus DID see me waiting for it, it decided to let someone else off, and KEEP GOING!!! So I had to WALK all the way there, with only 5 mins to spare without Kleenex for my face drenched with sweat, my throat feeling like I

Gotta love when there r FREE things to do at my local library, and it might be just down the street about 15 mins away, but with my disability would end up taking over half an hour or LONGER, but when weather issues like severe wind and rain happen and I have NO WAY THERE AND BACK, when I've

Thank u for giving me the "Riesen"to feel amazing today. U r AWESOME! 🫶🏻☺️ Donations r still needed though! Needing to survive is a full time job as is! Appreciate all the blessings!