FUCK i went to a con with this chuuya cosplayer from school and AUGH SHES SO BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT A PRECIOUS GEM but she said she’s straight (BUT! holds a deep admiration for women) (that’s what she said) and it’s when we had this one conversation at a convention i thought

there’s this girl i like but She’s Straight™️

malnutrition may what is uppp

hello orobably gained a lot of weight but i graduated!!!!!!! going to uni in 4 months EEK (i have to unfuck myself before i start school again)

CRASHOUT OF THE CENTURY

apple pie quest protein bar the best thing ever known to and created by man

dude we had the talk icb people just lied to me about their plans of keeping my mh confidential and it made it ti my mother of all people whag the fuck . she is the stressor so why even tell her ts?????

god i want to cut but j can’t but i want to cut so bad but then i’ll feel bad becoz my counselor and i talked about me being clean please i want to cut and impose harm bht now i dont know how

ummm actually can u die

she’s a fatass she told me not to she’s in denial she’s in fucking denial i’m gonan crash out she just doesn’t want me to lose any more weight because she KNOWS i can and will lose to weigh less than her

i hate you so much it makes my blood boil you told me you allowed it then on second thought you fucking wouldn’t?????? admit it you’re just jealous that i lose weight like this stay fat muffin top bulbous ass bitch

gained to 70kg WATER FAST BEFORE PROM (in 5 days time) will update (my mother allowed it too)

i think i have bpd but i’m too scared to get myself assessed because what if that degrades my integrity as a scholar and by extension as a person

OH MY FUCKING GOD I GOT IN AND IN MY DREAM STRAND TOO

super ia but life update: entrance exam results out in two days!!!!! what the fuck it feels so unreal. okay dump ahead:

ENTRANCE EXAMS COMING OUT SOON DO I KMS OR DO I KMS

SH CLEAN FOR THREE MONTHS??????

eic allowed it + editorial page got 3rd best in the city

I hate people

didn’t make it to regionals 💔💔

BRO WHAT THE HECK IS THIS MOTNH

weird how parents want their children to have chub like girl

ed content on ig whats upp

this is so embarrassinv

never gonna eat fried chicken anymore no matter how much protein it can have likehow was i so dumb thinking j could just eat it normally but then people don’t know how to cook their food unfortunately so now i have to spend double

tiktok banned in the states lol…… seasian here and i am living the dream

BRO I FORGTO ABOUT THIS HEALTH SCI TASK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 gonna speedrun it as soon as i get home lawl!

i need to be skinny by april bro the time i started interacting with edtwt last year

i still think about my most interactive moot mizi but they’re not on bsky anymore 😞😞

bro body dysmorphia without the weighing scale is a nightmare because i so done thought i gained 10kgs over the time i didn’t count cals (that was for over a month) then when i bought new batteries and weighed myself pre-shitting end of the day i gained like what 3kgs???? shits insane brah

got wasted on alc last night i love inebriation

how many birthdays do i have to wait until i could actually start to feel something good for once becoz somehow wrong timing said that it’s time for me to throw hissy fits in what people consider to be a happy time

can this be my last normal birthday becoz fuck now my cousin’s also my competition

i need to be visibly sick to even be paid true sympathy it’s difficult enough to deal with stuff only in the head like i have to make it physically obvious for people to even fucking care

watdafak im 16 now

kaku turns 16 in two! days!!!!

bro rhat entrance exam scared my ass so bad like i got my period the nigth before then on the day of the exam it just paused on me then right after it came back

lowkey feel like doing something stupid that’ll put me in the hospital lolll feeling a little like an attention seeker recently (i know that sounds cringe to hear even i’m cringing but somehow the thoughts are becoming a little too gruesome that i might just manifest them into reality)

one of my opps has break-bone fever LMFAO happy new year

bro lowkey i don’t know if i should carry on anymore ! 🎊 dunno if i even want to make it to 16 when i’ve known for a while now that i felf like not making it to 23

but like to be honest though i’m kind of glad i managed to not count cals over the time i studied for entrance exams and focused on macros becoz idk what to do without the carbs loll

WHERE DID MOOT GO ☹️☹️ (they probz deactivated)

god im so fucking scared PLEASE LET ME IN

please let me in your highly esteemed institution as i possess the qualities of the analytical innovator please please please let me in 🙏🙏🙏

HELLO MOOTS! i am super duper happy to say that entrance exam 1 is finally over omfg i overstufied and cried over a test so easy wadafak

bro what the fuck my cousin was wild drunk to be honest the most booze did to me was make me cry like i don’t drink like i did tonight and i was fucking . tweaking over entrance exams because theyre like wha t in 4 days!!!! im gonna krilk myself fmbro

WOOOOO LETS #DRINKANDDRIVE

HAPPY NEW YEAR SEA MOOTS :3c

gonna get hungover again tomorrow!!!! right before getting a vaccine!!!!!! (soju is a low-carb alcohol🤲🤲)

mistakes i’ve committed in 2024 (or in general) that i will not repeat again: - purposefully flop in my graduating/completing years - eat an entire milka bar what the fuck was i on (but then again the strawb was so good brah)