AHHHHHHHGGGGG

Im the most pathetic person omfg i cant even open my stupid mouth and say something

I dont really wanna go shopping with my parents..

"You look down" STFU

I feel sick like i will throw up anytime soon

Everything feels so weird rn

Im not ganna eat anything other than what i ate till now bc wtf why so fatass core rn

"You should build more muscle mass instead of fat mass" What.

I feel so ugly today its not even funny

"Did you gain" can you kys

AHHHHHHHH

Fuck recovery i absolut hate myself more than ever

I judt want to rib off my skin rn

This is making me so sick rn

I cant stop thinking about it

I feel so sick

I feel like i will literally throw up rn..

I cant do this anymore im so fucking disgusting

I feel so fucking disgusted with myself

I dont care anymore this is just way to much

Im so fucking done

...

That cant be real

This has to be joke right?

Im done im so done

Final exams or final days guys!!

How it feels asking if you can see the picture or video on the phone to that they are showing someone other

I made the acc!! @mafuyan I will be post smth today to!!

So ive been thinking about making an jirai kei bluesky acc and i wanted to ask if anyone would be interested!!

Do you guys ever had that moment were you were so mad at smth that your heart starts beating fast you literally just want to slit that person or yourself. Bc i have that rn im so mad hat her its not even funny anymore how can she be like that!????

GOD HOW I WISH TO JUST FUCKING SLIT RN

CRASH OUT WITH YAN AH HAHAHAHAHAHSHDHDJDJSHHS

YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID GAHHH DIE DIE DIE DIE YOU ARE SO GAHHH

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

I HATE HER SM YOU ARE SUCH A STUPID NASTY BITCH I WISH YOU WOULD FUCKING KYS EVERYTIME I FUCKING SEE YOU I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN YOU ARE SO ANNOYING NO WONDER YOUR PARENTS HATE YOU IF I WAS THEM I WOULD TO YOU STUPID UGLY WHORE

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

Some homeless man compared my scars to a lama wtf

YOU ARE LITERALLY NOT NENE RL SHUT THE FUCK UP

Im so scared😭💀

Ate sm for the last few days and especially today i i will try to keep it down for the next days and probably weekes bc i feel really uncomfortable in my body rn

These days are just the same i fucking want to cry

Its been the same and it will never change i fucking hate you

Just die omfg

Ok.

Wow

I just had the deepest talk with my bf and friend and omg i feel so much better this was legit smth i needed and i didn't know that

I want to go home..

Ok.

I JUST WANNA FUCKING HIT SM SO BAD RN GJCJC

I should actually just fucking kill myself at this point