Sometimes I wonder what is fundamentally wrong with me bc I can’t help but feel like I will never be as important to other people as they are to me, and idk if I’m just neglecting them somehow and that’s why I’m never worthwhile or if I’m just not worthwhile.

｢CAMILLE'S BIRTHDAY CONCERT｣ ✈️🌼 you are cordially invited to my birthday concert~ everyone worked so hard on this, your support would mean the world 💛 see anyone you recognise? 👀 ┈┈ ₊˚❀༉‧₊˚ ┈┈ SEPTEMBER 27th 5pm BST / 12pm EST

#swordtember Day 2 - Moss #jijiart #art didn't get to finish this yesterday so late posting :>

I WANNA EAT MORE!!!

Going to sleep bc sleep makes me beautiful!!!!!! UNTIL NEXT CONSCIOUSNESS

It awaits you. #faundofyou #talesoftheoris

I would let you eat me whole if that was what it took to save you. #FaundofYou

🌿Thank you for listening to Dreaming on a Hill! If you missed it on YouTube, or just don't use it, please see the video here! Original song: “Gods Creation” by Daniel.mp3 Vocals and Lyrics: Me! Art: @aerianephri.bsky.social Animation: @arusakira Mograph and Video Editing: @hongmika_ #faunsong

I’m honestly just proud of myself for completing a project…please…perceive…

I love banh mi, I say as I bite into a baguette made of tiny knives

☁️Dream on a hill with me... 🌔8/16 @ 4 pm EST 🔗youtu.be/CsHW3_Rq3Zo Original song: God’s Creation by Daniel.mp3 Lyrics and Vox: me Art: @aerianephri.bsky.social Animation: @arusakira on Twitter Video: @hongmika_ on Twitter

☁️Dream on a hill with me... 🌔8/16 @ 4 pm EST 🔗youtu.be/CsHW3_Rq3Zo Original song: God’s Creation by Daniel.mp3 Lyrics and Vox: me Art: @aerianephri.bsky.social Animation: @arusakira on Twitter Video: @hongmika_ on Twitter

Was a big moving tree for a moth today (it climbed onto my hand bc its wings weren’t coming apart so when I held it higher the wind helped its wings spread)

I walk over five miles most days but it doesn’t feel like enough

testing the waters out on vgen by opening portrait comms :> vgen.co/jijiingg/ser... #jijiart #art #commissions

I know I was too scared by the book I read to sleep last night but what if I read another scary book :)

If you like slightly (but not egregiously) dizzying present tense medieval fantasy horror, are not squeamish, and not too picky, you should read The Starving Saints by Caitlin Starling.

My bf is not chronically online Pros: he is not chronically online Cons: I am

My boyfriend made me watch over ten hours of league this weekend against my will

Throwback to when I rediscovered free will #deerlybeloved

I laughed while my dog was laying on my stomach which is a fucking crime and the punishment is her leaving me

Wishing everyone a very Please Just Fucking Ask If You Don’t Know What Something Means.

I’ve been trying to incorporate slow intentional breathing throughout my day but idk if it’s fucking working

If anyone says I just need to not think about it and I’ll stumble into it when I least expect it I will in fact throw myself into space like thank you for the same canned responses people give for the unpredictability of life you think I don’t know ??!?!?!?!!!!!!????

Hello hello! I'll be tabling at Anime Central this weekend and I'm really excited! Here's my full catalog 💃🏻 📍 I33 Stop by if you'll be there!! Despite my little drawing of me and Lily (my cat), unfortunately Lily will not actually be tabling with me 😔 thank you for your understanding

I am so exhausted and full of allergies and I just want to PASS away

Idk man I get that *diaspora writing* can feel repetitive and derivative etc but like I still can’t help but feel that the persistent criticism does nothing but make it harder for people to share their work bc the premise of being good enough will never be accomplished and the Gatekeepers of big

“I asked ChatGPT,” well I asked your mom and she said you’ve always been a disappointment

We looooooove a 4.0 GPA

I feel like I’m becoming jaded and that is terrifying to me

I can feel myself approaching a PointTM

Everytime a jackass in a massive pickup truck passes me on a two lane road so they go 30 miles over the speed limit I become more evil

Maybe it makes me arrogant but I know I put in more effort than many other people do, and for that I am proud of myself.

I forced myself to socialize today and it sure was

Do you see what I had to live with??? What I endured???

So I just realized that I’m a smart person.

I think it’s so funny that people y age have big serious jobs making big serious decisions with actual real families of their own and I’m out here trying to rationalize that my dog is okay by herself at home.

Storytelling and reading with children is so critical to their development. By the age of six, a child who has been read to and told stories will have a vocabulary of 20,000 vs a child who has NOT been read to, with their vocabulary being around 6,000. I’m not saying vocabulary is the end all be all

The cosmic timing my mom has is actually crazy. My dog was overheated and tired so she wanted my to carry her home and right as I start walking again my mom calls and my headphones don’t take the call so I need to one hand my 18 lb dog to get my phone and answer a question my dad already asked me.

Maybe if I learn to live in daydreams again, that can become my reality

What if what if what if

drawing frills is my specialty!! 🖤 #vgencomm #art

I am really grateful to be full of the kind of emotion that drives me to create despite the way life can be so difficult.

I be walking

I’m trying really hard to not tear myself down but it’s really hard

Mmmmmmmmmreow

fawn compilation 💫

One really cool thing about having a corporeal body is that you can sleep wrong by accident and have a twinge in your lower back as a result 👍🏼

I forgot how beautiful I could make daydreams. How loved I can feel thinking about the ways in which my life may change for the better.

No more feeling inadequate about my different creative skills I am not longer bad at everything I am now a Hybrid Creative