Just like papa [ #StrangersThings5 ##StrangerThings ##dustinhenderson ]

Unfortunate situation where i know that if i actually finished stsanger things Dustin would become kind of an all timer, they are holding my son/kinnie hostage

Someone needs to make a stranget things edit that is just the Dustin parts, i don't give a shit about the rest of these guys i just wanna see Dustin have the worst day of his life.

Brendon Small is spiritually Finnish

Finnish Christmas was based on another celebration we had and then american cultural homogenization took over, so we have a holiday that's called Christmas but we celebrate it on Christmas eve, and we have a santa but he's called joulupukki which translates to the Christmas goat

Hal is watching South park with me

You might think you have committed a social blunder but at least you didn't get too heated during a disagreement and try to trigger your daughter with her worst trauma only to accidentally reveal to the whole family that you shielded her sexual abuser for 9 years and tormented her about it

Can't show these on my other accounts yet but i designed these Rochu pins as a Christmas gift for my sis, can't wait to see how they turn out~ #hetalia

This thing that lives with me and goes avavavava

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I am freezing my ass off however look goes hard

Y'all mind if the Lesbian speaks a little bisexual tonight

At the gay bar like Yo whattup I'm quitting my job and moving back to my mom's house do you still wanna fuck me

My shelf is coming together

The thing about being a Lesbian fujoshi is that my attraction to the characters exists on such an abstract where my attraction lies in the humiliation and pain they experience. which is also why i can't really get into yuri, like once the character is a woman it forces me to think about

Considering how ableist Lost was sometimes i think they should have given us at least one scene of Hurley in a straigtjacket, As a a little gift for me<3

The secret to surviving a 9 to 6 is to get through the first hour because everything feels easier after that. the other secret is that when someone is mad at you you gotta think about how Hurley is so so cutes in season 4<3

The thing about the moomins that it's such a fundamentally Finnish work and I don't like how every new adaptation tries to remove that part.

Welp my trainer forced me into talking to her about her abuse and highkey gaslighted me for 20 minutes so that's cool, but at least she gave me a new trainer even though she made it very clear it was all my fault

Update on the trainer situation, my manager and someone else on the team had a meeting with her that i believe was way more serious than i thought they would be about this because she's fucking seething, on one hand she's a lot worse now,on the other hand LOL, LMAO even

Sent in a complaint about my trainer to my manager today, considering how close they are i truly don't see it going well however i also don't think having having daily anxiety attacks at work is doing me any favors so:):):)

Most of the weekend was spent in the midst of a panic attack however i did go to a gay bar and made out with a very beautiful woman so there is hope in darkness

I know it sounds delusional and quite frankly it could be but i feel like my trainer wants me to hurt her, she very clearly wants me out and unfortunately for her I'm actually very good at the main parts of the job (even the parts I'm not can be learned)

Gotta say I feel like taking this job was a mistake, i'm on a 4 month trial period and i don't think I'm gonna pass and i honestly just feel like I'm being emotionally abused 5 days a week for nothing

Shittalking my trainer again however this bitch really had the gall to say that my swedish (my native language) was bad and was surprised that didn't take it well, I'm Fennoswedish (swedish speaking finnish minority) and both my written and spoken Swedish is good, i just speak like a Fennoswede

Not to vaquepost my job but i feel like the training being infamously rough has less to do with the thing sbeing taught actually being hard and more with the trainer having some clear unmanaged anger issues that she takes out on her trainees

We fucking on the gamer bed tonight

Lads i am happy to announce that after years of not being able to afford them i finally got my first paycheck and bought myself some new stomping boots, i feel like myself again

It's very funny to me how if you're from the nordics and you move to Estonia you get a lot of people acting like you're moving to some shithole middle of nowhere country because i gotta say after having lived her for about a month this is a major improvement over Finland

Went to work today with that classic post panic attack haze and i thought i was hiding it until all my coworkers were really nice to me and my manager told me i clearly needed some sleep, i really appreciate them, my manager especially has really made this whole experience so much easier

No longer having a complete mental breakdown, gonna do a little scamming and try to fix the hole myself tomorrow, one because i don't wanna pay two because it would be really embarrassing

I hate this shit because i genuinely love this apartment, like it's everything i dreamed off and it really felt like home, and now that security is completely gone, also i accidentally made a hole in the wall so I'm definitely not getting my security deposit, it's a fucking nightmare

Ok cool my landlord is an insane person who wants to starts doing random inspections on my apartment cool cool:):):):):) i have a rental agreement of a year so i can't leave:D:D also i can't even afford it:):):):):):):):):):):));); kill me

Heading to finland for the weekend, realized that i had bought the wrong tickets, bought new ones in a panic, tried to get the old ones refunded but instead i got new tickets, still 50 euros poorer, mango spritz

My coworker and i have been desperately trying to set our lunch breaks together in way where we can play table tennis together and we keep getting cucked by management, i hate this fucking job

I always get giddy when a tourist assumes I'm a local like Yesss i am a proud member of the beautiful and proud nation of Estonia

Old tallinn makes me go insane because so much of it is tourist shit however it also looks straight out of a fairy tale, insane part of the city 10/10

Exactly one more week til i move:):):):):):) I'm fine i prommy i have packed halfway i can fucking do this

My favorite Umamusume is Super Creek, she's the mommy kink horse like am i not supposed to sheer and holler at that, also i love that in the series canon she's one of the strongest characters, i think that really adds to her whole deal, kinda need her

This week I've found both a figurine of my Lost babygirl in Estonia and the the entirety of wolf's rain in a Finnish used bookstore, i think god is apologizing to me

GOT MY FIRST CHOICE APARTMENT LADS

Taking a day trip to estonia tomorrow to talk with my new landlord and meet with my boss, hopefully actually seeing the city will stop some of my Oh GOD Oh fuck I'm actually moving panic I've been dealing with, i swear to god I'm gonna love living there however I've spent the last year as a neet

It's insane how many of my favorite bands have at some point been a weather song on nightvale, WTNV made me into a pretentious indie head

I think the hyperfixation that influenced me in the best way was welcome to Night vale, even though i don't really like what the show is now it had such a massive influence on both my art and storytelling, it influenced me to get a lot more weird and symbolic with it

I have gotten ovet the initial Oh god oh fuck I'm moving to estonia oh godd FUCKKK!!! Moment, since i was a kid I've dreamed of moving overseas and now it's happening, it's gonna be really hard in the beginning but i feel like once I'm settled I'll have a really good time, we'll see how life goes

Apologies for the lack of art finally getting a job after a year os trying unleashed a years worth of built up burnout, i swear i will get back to it but at the moment i can't do anything

Cleaning out to my closet to grt rewdy for the move and I'm rediscovering so much stuff i apparently own like this bag od animal bones i found at a rural thrift store 7 years ago and Carl

God forgive me I'm getting into Umamusume I've been playing the game for 2 days and now I'm watching the anime, anyway my current fave is Vodka and i need the trainer from the anime bent over a table

it's official i got the job I'm moving to Estonia in the fall

IT'S OUT!! Thank you so much HZ for having me on I'm very excited to play it later