I don’t want to be a god. I want to be me.

pfp drawn by Ghostgribht #OCRP #MVRP

[ tired sigh. ]

OOC. sorry to come back from hiatus to share a gofundme link but this is my biggest acc. Please share this around if it’s not too much trouble

Through the glass twenty stories high, I have watched this city burn.

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗗𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗟 𝗢𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨𝗥 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞— ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝙄 𝘾𝘼𝙉 𝙉𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍 𝘿𝙄𝙀. ⠀

normally wouldn't share something like this but can you vote for my mom please

[ it feels like needles — no, something more subtle. a cold draft — prickling against his nape. he touches it, and as soon as his hand lifts, it ebbs its way back. ] [ where is this coming from? he’s alone. he /has/ to be. ]

I don’t want to hurt you, but the more times I go back, the worse I fear things will be.

(( i haven't been writing here that much

... [ something’s wrong. ]

DDDON'T TOUCH MEoh this isn’t so bad. he he.

AH

(( depends on where the stress comes from/what they're doing

(( if you ask them anything about their position in life in the present they will definitely mask and lie

(( any question relative to the nature of humans and animals applies here

[ staring at his hands. ]

you will rise again.

god, what is wrong with me?

I need 33 dollars by midnight tonight so. Bump

Im not able to feel anything anyore

OOC. I don’t have to worry about any payments for another 2+ weeks which — yay and it’s nothing like before only 40 bucks compared to the fucking. 80 like last time. But I would like to be safe about it if anybody is interested in doodles. I am still jobless I am afraid. 💔

:(

Okay

Hi

/ just doodble of dad John i do with Luci the carot CHILD haha

[ staring intensely at a clutch of fake eggs on the ground ]

...If it were up to me, you'd get points for trying. Trying to be... something more. Trying to be something at all. Or anything other than what you are.

(( i miss brutus.

[ mumbling ] i like flapping them. because it’s fun.

⠀ 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒚𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝑫𝒊𝒎 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒂. 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍, 𝒎𝒚 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅; 𝑫𝒊𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖, 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒈, 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒓𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝑳𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝑪𝒂𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒂. ⠀

⠀⠀،̲،̲ ִֶ ⠀⠀ㅤฺ ⠀⠀⠀go̲d ⠀⠀⠀⠀ D𝖎𝙴D ⠀⠀⠀﹐𖤐𑁬 ⠀⠀⠀⠀& ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ͟ ⟢⠀⠀ 𝐖𝖎𝙻𝐋﹡⠀⠀❬ ⠀⠀⠀∿⠀⠀⠀#͟𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓⠀⠀˖﹡᠀ ‎⠀⠀ ͡ ׅ ༝ ۟ 𝚆𝓲𝙲𝙺𝙴D̸ ָ֢ ֹ 𖦹 ֹ ۪ 𓂍 ⠀ ⠀𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗗. ⁀ ݁ 〆

(( i did draw something for easter but i don’t think i can upload it here because it's suggestive so here's anauel as a rabbit instead

They're powerscaling how much god likes them

for clarity, she just speaks with that volume most of the time

Don’t even ask i’m not giving you any eggs

temp pinned.

ah— wh-when did she get /blades?/

i-i don’t get easily tired. it takes a lot for me to even /feel/ tired.

...that's. that's not true.

...a personality test? uh, sure. ( they put them into categories? )

aw... thank you.

Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this

Yeah i dont think i can take any more madness/pain

Can i be sensitive for 1 second or will i be tackled and killed

Can i just have a win for the first time in my entire life