#/ chat am I screwed

wyx attended ccs's concert today and sent him finger hearts when ccs said "love you" 🥺🥺🥺

almost delirious from sleepiness but FINISHED how is it what was supposed to be a loose sketch took so long uugugfhjgjg

bought the korres white tea eau de toilette scent un-smelt (?) just to see how close it got to actual white tea (and bc it was like, $30 at costco today) and i can say it 1) smells absolutely nothing like actual white tea but 2) DOES smell almost exactly like the perfume counter at macy's

forewent turkey dinner for nabe/hotpot & steamed snow crab ✌️

bought a pair of ridiculous gamer ear buds, not bc I need them for gaming but bc they were literally the only earphones with a detachable wire that didn't have iem-style ear hooks

choco gelato matcha latte

trying project indigo

lol what was going on with me in 2021 that 7 out of the top 10 of my most played songs are all from that one year

very cool and fun to spend forever agonizing over multiple references, only for the result to look like a lipstick ad COOL COOL

like this has always been junjyun's vibe to a degree, but the amt of "doing fanservice for the Job but maybe catching feelings" x "resigned to their crush only interacting with them fanservice but craving every moment of it anyway" has been off the charts

tried doing a flash style animation in procreate, which was prooobably not the smartest idea since it's... not really... equipped for it lol

...I may have too many shrimplets

the sun and the moon

holy shit???

mood

why did I ever decide to get back into drawing uuuughghrhhgh

five seconds later the two orange ones began fighting over the piece of food they were sharing lol

doing that thing where you learn how to use a tool and immediately want to use it everywhere biblically accurate (?) hyukjae

something very satisfying about drawing cute round things

actualfax have noticeably ground away part of my apple pencil tip across the last week lmao anyway kyumae loves you 💖

I should expand beyond portraiture but it's so much easier than actually thinking of things 🫠

baby shrimp getting noticeably bigger :O

reading Agatha Christie's The Hollow and there's an uncensored n word in the fourth chapter said by the supposedly relatable impoverished old lady patient, cool, cool

funny how I was worried my fish would eat all the baby shrimp bc I could only find one or two in the tank a few days ago, and now there's baby shrimp everywhere (I counted over 20 today)

learned that there's an apple music app for android, huh

after all those times saying some photoshoot looked like a BL manga cover, actually went through with drawing one for once #kyuhyuk

let’s take ibuprofen together 🫴

a funny situation--someone mentioned aro/ace kyu and I was immediately like ohhh I'd totally love to write that! except I'm realizing now that I have no idea how to write situations where someone being aro/ace is central *bc I'm aro/ace and treat myself as baseline normal*

attempting to break my phone habit by...buying a device that's basically just a shittier version of a phone lol

annual plant migration

one of the staff @ mgtv is definitely an sj fan bc why is 南波小兔 dancing to express mode in the middle of a desert

tried the mila pork xlb and, honestly, they're almost identical to every other machine-made frozen xlb i've ever had 😅 down to the super thick, tough skin and dense, bland lump of filling. the flavor is very ginger-forward and definitely needs the addition of black vinegar to be enjoyable

apparently it's a thing now on xhs to post recommendations for danmei/light novels that *don't actually exist* wtf

yes i did, in fact, stay up too late drawing magical jewel bunny hyuk-chan

don't have the brain power to write so drew a sad kpop boy instead

i've seen a few cn eunhae fans joke abt how the two of them are so saccharine sweet together that they purposefully read/write sad fic to balance it out and i feel like it's slowly happening to me bc every cute fic idea somehow devolves into 'let's throw this gut-wrenching spanner into the works'

first time seeing a piano, cello, bamboo flute, & pipa quartet

@ ccs studio, please explain

i didn't know they made them like that...

cutest couple

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started working on pwp wip and what I'd planned as a short intro setting the scene has instead veered into over 500 words of slow relationship building which is NOT what the aim of this story is ugggghhhhhh

finally managed to take some clear photos of the babies! saw a whopping 4 today 🥰 they're currently abt 3~4mm long

baby shrimp are getting bigger :O

so I wanted to include a reference to the "lol I remember your ass [...] I was a red ibis bird and you were an infertile brown goat" tumblr post for a reincarnation/multiverse fic but have found out red ibis are native to s america, not the fertile crescent

spotted a wild sakuma while watching jihoon & ruto on love it today and, genuinely, does sakuma's hair just grow out pink now?

okay have reached the "true" ending hades ii and feel very.... :| about it, tbh. like i feel i can see what ideas they were maybe trying to convey—not wanting revenge to be the "happy ending" and wanting to tie back into the theme in hades i of family over all else, but it feels so rushed/incomplete

sad to announce that the stupidly expensive lipbalm that hyuk swears by (& that hae has also recommended) is, unfortunately, really effective

seems like the berried shrimps' eggs have hatched bc I saw a teeny tiny baby shrimp today. so far haven't seen any others--am hoping that's just bc they're doing a better job of hiding amongst the plants & driftwood and not bc the fish have eaten them