Every now and then I remember the 1700s Japanese illustration of hammerhead sharks and it cures my depression.

yoooooooooo this line up for 寻宝2?

thinking a lot recently abt how purity culture in fandom parrots a lot of the rhetoric used by mainland cn censorship bodies—that fiction directly affects reality and portrayal is tantamount to support, and therefore the only solution is to wholly eliminate any problematic elements from media

mostly have right over left crossovers down but still scared of left over right bc public skate always goes counter clockwise so I don't rly practice it 😔

seeing ppl complain abt fans using the "wrong platform" to stream, throw me off a clifffffff

brains are so weird man. like, i know why it happens but it's so strange how i perceive my eyelashes to be more in-the-way of my vision after i curl them even though are objectively more out of the way of my pupils

skated for 2 hours today and my hands actually hurt from the feeling of blood rushing back after I got off the ice. guess this is why ppl usually wear gloves lol

I'm sorry yz is a bass player??? WHAT?????

genuinely thought csy's jacket had 好 embroidered over and over on it for a second

tbh not the biggest fan of wyx with this hair xolor, but it def makes him look very "tsun delinquent side character looking on bitterly as the MC walks away, even though he's the one who asked the MC to leave"

kinda figured out how to skate backwards & do cross overs just noodling around the ice on my own yesterday. it did result in my falling 3x and overexerting my thighs, so I was sure I'd be sore today but actually mostly fine??

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whenever i see posts abt absurb non-canon shipping, i think abt the one harry st*les/jeff c*rter fanfic that still lives rent free in my head

"Don't ship unless it's canon" you are truly are the weakest link. Back in my day we shipped characters that never laid eyes on each other. We shipped characters that didn't even belong in the same universe or franchise. Canon is a chain we threw off long ago

breaking away from my usual nonfiction & mystery reading to try a fantasy series recommended by multiple friends and I swear to God a quarter of the text is the author emphasizing over & over how beautiful/handsome all the characters are and it is DRIVING ME INSANE

so I lost my lenini bottle on the way to CA and was like well, i COULD just buy another but maybe i should try something new? and y'all, how is it that so many insulated bottles being sold here are not to be used with hot beverages???

tw:menstruation forgot to put cup back in after a shower and IMMEDIATELY bled through a maxi pad. like I am talking less than 5 min 💀

ugh i wanna go see IVE but they're performing @ the pru which i personally think is a Bad music venue, but the next closest is MONTREAL, goddammit.

...I can't be the only one who thinks this looks like a shot from an eva movie right

DID YOU KNOW driving for 6 hours almost without break can, in fact, fuck up your back.

happy year of the horse!! i finally finished this piece like 2 months too late lol but hey i finished it in the right year at least lol... [ #花苏 | #sultansgame | #苏丹的游戏 ]

btwn this & cold brew this morning, probably not gonna sleep until my plane tomorrow morning 😅

the way I'm probably never gonna break from treasure or jyun simply bc they can just release a new cute romy variant and I'll be suckered right back in

how the hell do other people manage to get work done on planes. like literally the only things i've felt capable of doing on my flights today is sleep, cry, and feel nauseous

weird moment in the car today: my mom- I feel like you wouldn't really care if you were a man or a woman me- uhh not really no. why? my mom- I was just thinking how I like being a woman but I don't rly think you seem to feel the same

went skating again today & placed an order for my own set of skates lol

went ice skating for the first time in like... fifteen years? and hey did you know skating with friends is pretty fun

Here's the full chute deployment and splashdown of the Integrity capsule containing the Artemis crew (at 1.5x speed to fit within the Bluesky video limit). Welcome home!

trying to keep my mouth shut but seeing fans get angry that X member's solo didn't do well when Y and Z's did and blaming it on other fans for not streaming enough, I just wanna be like HAVE YOU CONSIDERED X's solo simply... isn't that good...

anyway as much as i miss uniq, i'm glad csy is doing well now. a clip from one of his old livestreams during uniq hiatus came up while i was watching videos last night, and genuinely teared up seeing him apologizing to fans bc he couldn't bear to listen to eoeo www.bilibili.com/video/BV1oE4...

like we've all known this was coming but still 💔

honestly don't think i'll ever stop being sad about uniq. crazy to think wang yibo, woodz, youth with you s2 1st place li wenhan, and all for one 1st place zhou yixuan were all in ONE GROUP, and the member who carried their debut was main vocal kim sungjoo

LRT: as to the reason why csy remembers EOEO but not falling in love

omg UNIQ lives www.youtube.com/shorts/52Sk8...

succumbed

shockingly, only learned that recently from one of woodz's interviews that topline credits on komca (+ possibly other countries' copyright associations?) are determined based on who wrote the main melody, and not on a like "percent" of music composed

anyway SORRY EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LONG RAMBLY POINTLESS ESSAYS TODAY i slept for like, 2 hours, then couldn't go back to sleep, so i'm probably suffering from, like, 50x more delusions than usual rip

was thinking abt this again and actually, i think the defining feature of, and the core of rot, of idol fandom is that it's made to encourage and exploit fans' tendency to build parasocial relationships with idols, but rejects/denies responsibility for any negative consequences

on the one hand, i do think all the dating ban stuff for idols is ridiculous/pointless, but on the other hand, people complaining about fans have parasocial relationships with idols is basically going to the map store and judging customers for wanting their maps to be accurate and detailed 😭

so 3b1b did a video on how mathematicians 'deconstructed' escher's "the print gallery" and like, the video is very good + interesting and y'all should watch it, but it made me think abt some recent discussions on the other site abt the purpose of things like music + color theory

no single thing has made me feel more insane about junjyun than this

one of the most active trs fan content creators on cn sns has basically left the fandom bc people were pissed she... posted abt meeting the members at a fansign? and livestreamed abt her concert prep & post-concert experiences???????

did my taxes, changed fish tank water, changed fish tank filter, and fixed my mom's toilet today 🫠

はなたん🌸

took hyuk bunny on a trip to see the flowers 🌸

watching love me harder fancams and missing idol!woodz again 🫠

“go back to the moon but this time we have really good cameras” was a fantastic idea

好像搞到真吸血鬼了

literally no one else is going to care but I am SCREAMING

there are these enormous chonker carpenter bees outside my window today, and every few minutes there'll be this loud THUNK bc they accidentally bumped into the glass