jyun's hair is SO fried lmaoooo

finally received baby romy aaaaaaaaa

having this weird dissonance where like. so awhile back kkyu mentioned on stream that jyun grabbed his hand when they were experiencing turbulence on a flight, and he found it cute that jyun, despite his # punk rock attitude, would find comfort in holding his hand

bunny in bowl completed! after how kinda disastrous the sample was the final product came out way better than I expected lol

have too much java moss so pulled some out and rolled it into a floating ball (I did not intend for it to anchor itself like this but it's kinda cute? like a java moss balloon lol)

this took stupidly long bc I embroidered the eyes first and then disliked how they looked so ripped them out 🫠 but hey, highlights!

feel a little guilty that i haven't even finished s3 of forest evolutionism but i am EATING UP all the drama that has come out in the last few weeks lol

the reflection in the mirror behind ccs 🙂‍↕️

mumblety years of being into kpop means I can kinda get through most idol-centric talk shows or variety, but when someone asked me about whether an item with no eng label was food safe @ hmart I could not answer 🥴

like it's not surprising bc they're all in the same industry, but still feeling v warm & fuzzy abt csy appearing on d&e's show earlier and now jyun posted abt going to csy's listening party 🥰

the local fujianese association cny party has more hype & a higher caliber of performance than the US & China friendship gala in NYC we went to yesterday 💀

<--- SMALL PARK ʙɪɢ ᴘᴀʀᴋ --->

yalllllllllll

why do local 华侨 performances always feel the need to spend OVER HALF AN HOUR inviting literally every tom dick & harry who is even tangentially associated with sponsoring an event onto the stage before the performance to speak, often without having given them a chance to practice

testing a design for a rabbit in a bowl and PERHAPS THIS IS OBVIOUS but heavy cotton duck fabric is not very well suited to making small plushes 🫠

it feels like every single mgtv variety show I watch has been playing into 还珠 nostalgia recently, and I can't tell if it's always been there and I'm only just noticing now, or if mgtv is resorting to playing up their old glory days bc they haven't had any successful dramas recently

everytime I pick up the ukelele I'm like oh this is a fun instrument I should play it more, and then I forget about it again for half a year

watching the inn and I think I've pinpointed why wzl's vibe seems so different compared to the rest of the mgtv MC cohort--he's basically got the aura of your surprisingly competent stoner roommate

always slightly annoyed when single stall bathrooms have single gender labels on them

anyway started thinking abt this mostly bc I was reminded of jyun calling kyu oppa, kyu calling jyun hyung even tho they're both the same age

I wonder if it's a generational diff, a company culture diff, or just group specific, but it's fascinating to see sj talk abt still maintaining a relatively rigid age hierarchy (/hyuk voice: we still call them hyung even if we don't think it)

neither the ab6ix 3rd album or 7th anni posters featuring any photos of the members 😬

watching the vid about the doxxing of cn sephiroth-bottom writers/fanartists that happened last year and y'all, people are fucking crazy

probably an indicator that i lack a growth mindset or something that i have somehow circled back to my fourth or fifth fandom in the last half a year

made a tiny pot holder for my mom to use with her teapot lid lol

I believe this is what the kids call 温度差

stuck in a fun catch-22 where I keep feeling bone-tired and headache-y every day. if I try to grit it out, I end up crashing around mid evening and waking up in a daze at night, which ruins my sleep cycle and results in my feeling tired & headachey the next day

wyx saying he's gonna start looking through scripts again this year and that ccs has been encouraging him to get back into acting I'm 😭💕

dreamed sechskies (4 person version) and franz ferdinand appeared on a non-existent mgtv singing show called "the classic"

Happy birthday to one of my favourite haters, Charles Darwin

something very funny abt hearing eng speaking movie podcasts lament abt the lack of cultural impact zootopia 1 had relative to zootopia 2, when I cannot escape the goddamn blue snake on cn sns despite interacting with 0 posts

small crab eating a grape (important)

bad bunny is apparently called 坏兔兔 on cn sns which like, IS just a direct translation of bad bunny but somehow seems way more moe?

i keep falling asleep in the middle of the day, regardless of whether my windows are open or the lights are on in my room, regardless of whether i’ve had caffeine or how long i’d slept the night before, and it is driving me insane

#twi:injury accidentally slammed the side of my head into my car door so hard that I ripped one of my flat piercings out of my ear 😬

the cooking discourse on the other site is making me think of how i didn’t have worcestershire sauce for a recipe so looked up what it was made of and substituted with a mixture of soy sauce, balsamic vinegar, hondashi & sugar lol

dream of summer // // wish you were here

hyukee & haepy finally arrived 🥺 so cute I wanna eat themmmmm

lol so appear to have fucked up my left wrist playing to much bass (hilarious), and it is making me realize how much shit i do with my left hand?

i'm like halfway through cult of lamb's new woolhaven DLC and, while i appreciate finally getting an expansion that has actual new story/plot and isn't just a 'glorified skin pack + basic mission', so far it's been like. actively unpleasant to play?

Yesterday, five-year-old Liam and his dad Adrian were released from Dilley detention center. I picked them up last night and escorted them back to Minnesota this morning. Liam is now home. With his hat and his backpack.

our tiny 2 ft lemon tree has grown this enormous lemon that has been slowly ripening for m o n t h s and it's finally turning yellow 🍋

sometimes I get why every single christian denomination hates each others' guts bc I regularly find the dreck eunhae fans tweet absolutely maddening but sincerely could not give two shits about people's opinions on almost any other ship

wzl casually putting dried orchid into hls's bowl & talking abt how they should get a similar table cloth for "their house" y'allllllll

I remember thinking, back when I watched trs on kstar next door that they had such an eclectic mix of visuals (esp compared to the more cohesive visuals of zb1, the other guest), so seeing how creepily similar 🤖🐯🐶 look in their recent mag shoot feels very jarring

a new teeny tiny baby shrimp has appeared and I *don't know where it could have come from*. for comparison, one of the "babies" from the previous batch is in the foreground. did one of my females get berried and I didn't notice??? is this some straggler from the previous batch???

feel weirdly proud of myself in a very stupid way for needing to buy new hair ties, not because i lost all my old ones (although i did lose a good chunk of them), but because they're so over-stretched from use, even the boiling water trick can't recover their elasticity

one of my (not-so-) baby shrimp appears to be an orange rili shrimp (translucent body stripe), despite all the shrimp I originally acquired being solid sunkist orange (plus two I'm pretty sure are cherries)

so I've been going through franz ferdinand's first album on bass & noticed there were some discrepancies btwn some of the tabs. the notes were the same but the one listed as "official" involved a LOT of shifting up & down when it seemed like the songs could be played with little to no shifting

so somehow getting a guzheng instead motivated me to play my bass daily for the last two weeks lol