Bad News, Believers, Jesus doesn’t love you so you’re stuck here. No actually, Jesus doesn’t know you because he’s dead and not coming back. But hey, you can still believe in the rapture because as PT Barnum said “there’s a sucker born every minute!”

Our last happy photo before our lives fell apart

I’m starting to develop real contempt for people who say I’m sorry to Trans people. You’re all content to see us go down and do nothing because it’s not your problem. Just like before in Germany, they’ll one day say there’s no good Americans. They’re all complicit!

Imagine that! A country that defeated fascism now wants to punish its own citizens for not supporting fascism.

I have less than one hour to come up with $150 or we’re on the street

Expect the lazy loons running this fascist regime to link Transgender people to the causes of Autism because our existence is such a convenient scapegoat for all their problems they don’t want to solve or begin to understand.

I had planned to broadcast today but I am completely out of makeup and don’t want to appear on camera wearing a mask so some genocidal fascist pig can point to me and say “proof they are terrorists” and run with it. That said, outlook remains bleak yet we are thankful for those who have helped us.

He wanted me dead though I had done him no wrong. Now he’s dead and so be it as a consequence of his own hatred. This is why you should never wish harm onto people who have done you no wrong because your ill intentions could backfire and get you. #KirkKarma

Seccured Sunday night’s accommodations. Now to acquire the means for food and fuel for the day. We’ll get the family together and broadcast a video later today So stay tuned.

I know I will have money Wednesday, Monday/Tuesday possible but what tomorrow brings…. Pure dread.

I hate to be the one to break it to you but the “Rapture” is nothing more than an insidious ancient Anunaki plot to get people to willingly participate in their efforts to reconstitute their slave labor force for off world use. So to those thinking Jesus is coming, all I have to say is…

The strain of being trapped with two manic kids who constantly act up while being sought by authorities for alleged sarcasm because some trans hater doesn’t like that I have kids in my care while looking for a place to live.

And for my next trick, coming up with $75 in the next hour so we don’t lose our room. If anyone cares to help, we would greatly appreciate it.

Feeling like a fugitive and just as frightened.

Just burned through my last dollar to ensure my kids don’t have to sleep in the car tonight. It would be nice if we had someone to take us in on the weekends but nobody locally. Our ordeal is taking a heavy toll on me and my son. I just want our nightmare to end but can’t find a place to rent to us.

MERELY EXISTING is no Justification for the level of Discrimination, Hostility, Incendiary Rhetoric, and Extreme Threats of Violence we are Threatened with at the hands of our own Government! We just want to live our lives. How hard is that to understand?

Ive been homeless for over a month and can’t find an apartment that will rent to me. Now I have DFS after me and DHS investigating Trans people and talk of coming after us for being who we are is stressing me out. I can’t go on like this and none of this is just or fair.

Uncle Al for President! Long live Ministry! youtu.be/n_dwXd0U774?...

The only flag I fly! #FuckTrump

ABC firing Kimmel over that disgusting puss boil pedophile President and that loser podcaster is pure capitulation! F::* Kirk! He had it coming and I am satisfied his hateful trap is shut permanently!

Just you wait! They’ll pin it on biracial autistic hermaphrodites who vote democrat and eat vegan

I’ve never contemplated ending my life on such a regular basis as I do now. My situation has become hopeless and I really hate this era. Simon Phoenix was predictably right and DFS has made me a fugitive because of it. Go ahead, call me dangerous because you transphobic assclowns believe anything!

Holding on by a thread.

So sick of begging for help and dealing with costly delays. Every day nothing happens costs me $200 a day in motel rooms, fuel and food for a family of four and I haven’t eaten in four days. Need this nightmare to end! Rent to Me!!!

It’s utterly pathetic of Republicans to demand people mourn a man who championed political violence. He’s no hero nor is he deserving our respect or empathy. His death while tragic, is a consequence of his actions and not qualifying for canonization or martyrdom. So sick of talking about it!

Had the Amazons light not gone out of the universe, I wonder if I would be treated with kindness or contempt. Only the old ones know but they are mostly gone for even “Gods” are not immortal, finite.

Rest in peace Robert Redford and thank you for a beautiful legacy of film, stage, and environmental activism we will long remember. The Natural was his best film serving as a euphemism for our times. He was a beautiful man and the world is darker place without him.

Quit making that hateful podcaster a martyr! You can’t force people to mourn arbiters for hate. Oh, but he had kids! So did Joseph Goebbels but that doesn’t erase the fact he smugly championed gun violence and to no surprise, died by it. What’s done is done. Now get back to the Epstein files.

Experienced my first real discrimination getting a motel room so my kids don’t have to sleep in my car. Hit with a hefty security deposit at a place that doesn’t require it now we’re wiped out on fuel and food $. The women who recommended this dump to save us $ couldn’t believe it.#transphobia

Still living out of a suitcase and homeless. Desperate but not destitute hence why I doll up when applying for resources and money.

Considering my current state of affairs living out of a suitcase for the last 30 days, I can still rock #GothLolita even at 57!

I don’t want to hear nobody talking about Trans people being rounded up because fragile white men having meltdowns over losing a man with no empathy for anyone who died from the very gun violence he promoted. We will not accept blame for your failures nor allow you to harm us, so stop talking S#it!

Still don’t have any answers or viable prospects to house my wife and kids and myself. Feels like my life has been stolen from me and I don’t know if I can ever get back to it. Incredibly frustrating and scary.

HRT vocal progress check. Entering new vocal ranges.

It’s been a day from hell with seven different back to back crises. But on the bright side, we are going to see yet another apartment. Hopefully this is the one.

As if I had the room for anymore setbacks, my car battery died leaving us stranded. Seriously, the next time I say let me die, let me die. I can’t take this freefall from grace anymore.

FALSE FLAG OP!

So there you have it. Charlie Kirk called for the release of the Epstein files. Now the professional hit makes perfect sense.

Trump giving arch Transphobic hate activist Charlie Kirk (who championed gun violence) the medal of freedom is as insulting as somebody whacking JK Rowling and then giving her knighthood for all the anti transgender hate she helped spread. #LowerNoFlags #CharlieKirkisnohero #livebythegundiebyit

Well this sure aged well!

Trump is following the plot of the Twilight Zone’s He’s Alive Episode. Change my mind! youtu.be/VF_4ifiM_s0?...

Bettie Davis once said speak only good of the dead. Charlie Kirk is dead. Good.

I’m going to boldly say that Kirk was a sanctioned hit to distract from the Epstein files and use as an excuse to attack Transgender people.

It’s been another long hard day with many tears and more to come but one set of tears I don’t have are ones for Transphobe for Charlie Kirk.

A step closer to scoring a place to live yet two steps back with nowhere to sleep tonight.

Something is wrong with the climate. First we have an unusually mild summer, then a brief yet mild Indian summer, now cold and darkness settling in at dusk and it’s only early September. Predict long winter.

My little monsters

Here’s my latest video taken in the last night as our situation becomes more desperate youtu.be/N_DptL4i0iM?...

Anyone in the LA area interested in seeing Wardruna tomorrow night? I am homeless and need to sell my tickets to feed my kids.