IT SUCKS AND ITLL SUCK FOR A WHILE AND THEN IT WILL STOP SUCKING EVENTUALLY.

reflections in nature

...okay, but that *is* just a little bit sexy, right? I know it can't just be me.

I love getting five hours of sleep between 12 hour theater rehearsal days it's awesome and good for me I think

Is this like the worst possible time for me to hook up with a previous-crush-currently-friend? Yes. But still you can't discount the possibility that deep throating might fix me

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

It IS really interesting how force femme is universal regardless of gender. While the force masc posts on Tumblr are cute, the number of trans guys into force femme / forced de-transition vastly outnumber them.

Thoroughly confusing the cashier by purchasing a vegetarian gluten free low calorie meal with the biggest cheapest strongest beer they stored chilled

WHY

IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE

My Awesome Jester Life

I love puppeteering I love walking on stilts I love contact juggling I love doing little stunt

True test of friendship is guessing one or both of these correctly

Do u want 2 come over 2 my place and Toddler Mode with me 👉👈

Like 5-6 to stranger depending on the outfit but 2 at most once you get to know me lol

Wow this one chapter of the fic managed to combine my two biggest yucks in terms of kinks lmao

Broke the zipper on a bag I bought two days ago x_x

Realizing I'm going to have to walk through the capital with an h&m bag. This is like my own personal humiliation ritual.

This man on the train who is my type to letter keeps staring at me and you already know what's about to happen; literally nothing

Being high on weed is just like. Toddler modding. It's really nice! Very similar to being in certain sub spaces 2 me.

Well so far it's like. None lmao

This empty bottle of fireball has been with me to at least four seperate of my couching locations. I keep forgetting to throw it out and then I have to leave and it just ends up back in my bags

IF YOU'RE 20-30 & Your Main circle isn't discussing: - Horseplay - Monkey business - Spillopper Then it's time to find a new circle. Your NETWORK is your NET WORTH!

Today feels like an experiment to see how many basic need deficiencies I can be in while carrying on with my usual responsibilities

Im really good at charade's so don't even worry about me

One day I'll have clean skin. One day I'll make enough money to go to the dentist. One day I'll be loved. One day I'll be good enough to be called talented at anything. One day.

Taking it back I'm insane again #yolo

But not tonight !!!!!

I take it back apparently my boss thinks I'm a bad actor <//3

It's been said before but I will say it again: I fucking love my job

I'm out here beating myself up over not showering often enough as if I'm not actively psudo-homeless

Not enough sleep not enough food not enough privacy not enough peace not enough sex and at the same time it's all too much. I'm drained, trying to fill in the gaps with whatever is within reach. And its fine and it'll keep me going but God I'm sick of it.

AND IF IM HUNGRY WHO COULD BLAME ME

I am frequently having to put down the phone and grab the table from the way some of this shit hits my psyche, which is my favorite feeling that reading can provide ngl

This many words of well written fanfiction entirely about my favorite character as a trans masc being used as the polycule fucktoy? Gentle Reader, I believer I've struck gold

This queer kinkster discord has a channel called "extra-nsfw-media" and it's exclusively girls discussing hrt #GodBless

I'm doing extensive research into the Nobel art of couchsurfing without loosing all your closest friends

One day i will sleep for more than six hours

Additionally, dear reader, the main character is a trans man.... Rubbing my hands together evily

Been reading these really well structured dark-with-happy-endings sfw fanfictions by the same author over the past few days so I figured that was their whole thing. WRONG. They write insanely kinky smut also it turns out.

The emo twinkification... I can feel it happening........

Got a zip up hoodie not sure I would end up using them but I just remembered how slutty you can be in those......... Yay !

ITS NOT TRUE IM JUST A SICK AND TWISTED LITTLE PERVERT WHO IS GOTH AT HEART OKAY IM JUST HORNY I DON'T NEED THERAPY

"The only reason you think vampires is hot is because you want to be craved so badly that your presence sustains another person." FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

As if I would smoke the puppy weed on accident. I'm not that stupid. I did it because I wanted to be puppy.

Slightly more normal today . Hopefully

Love doesn't just sit there, like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all the time, made new.

My hair is so fucked up I can feel the urge to shave my head creep up on me I'm Soo sick of trying to take care of this mess

Something pretty interesting is that ever since becoming more interested in fragrance my dreams have started featuring smells, something I don't recall being the case at all previously.

When is it my turn to be happy (tied up)