It sure is two days before Christmas

There is a very very easy way to disable all security features of Sai. Put his face up against you and pet

I was told today that I have a very gentle and nurturing way of talking to people.

The thing I wish I could fix is that anytime I build up any kind of presence I immediately feel like an imposter and immediately shrink back into the corner. I quietly withdraw from groups, I stop talking, I stop reaching out. Like my cat, I become small. Why am i like this?

Sometimes you have to TELL me you want to do things with me. I'm always worried I'm imposing...

Digging through my old storage and... yeaaaaaaah...

Admittedly, mice and rabbit ocs are growing on me quite a bit

Thank you for loving a short idiot cat like me

Regardless of how close you are with someone, communication is SO important Even with people you've known for a long time, it's always important to make sure how you're interacting with them is consensual You never know if that particular day, they didn't want a hug.

One of the oldest iterations of Sai. Circa 2010.

I don't understand the men who would tell a woman that she "talks too much" In my opinion, that means she is comfortable enough with me to talk with me about things. I encourage it, I listen. Come sit with me on this nice grassy hill so you can be comfy. My ears are open.

Did you know you can literally just pick me up and put me anywhere on you for an instant companion? I even toggle between quiet snuggly mode and talk with you mode conveniently

Size difference friends (including extreme size difference) who just want to be gentle and have some physical closeness with no danger. My favorite~

I'm not big and muscular, I'm not tall. I'm not SUPER short or built like a twink. I'm average in build and height all around. My voice is soft, not deep or loud. I'm not broke but I'm not rich. I'm painfully average, and that's ok probably Someday I'll learn to love myself

Thank you everyone for the kind birthday wishes yesterday. I truly never even imagined I'd make it to 41 feeling as blessed as I am to have such wonderful friends in my life. I wish I could go back and tell my younger self that people will actually care about me this much ; ;

I'm not ready to be 41 tomorrow ; ;

I dont think I quite wrapped up enough. Wanna help? 🎨: ki_kidrew on the birdsite

The bigger you are the more time you have to catch me, when I inevitably fall for you! (please catch me I don't want to actually fall)

I love my friends

Realizing recently I've always had a bit of a soft spot for mouse girls, especially ones that are taller than normal. >_>

It feels nice to know even at almost 41 years old I can still somewhat execute when I need to

Please note if I'm not reaching out often, it's likely my anxiety kicking in

Smooched into smitherines for @saiai.bsky.social

Sorry, I'm being careful I promise. Don't stare too hard. Work by Crazymangak on FA

My brain at 3am and I am unable to sleep: "You are the friend people only hang out with when everyone else is unavailable" Please brain I just want to sleep please stop bullying me.

Ok but where do I put my face?

40, turning 41 next month and I still feel fit and young. I'm quite happy with who I am :3

I'm so sorry about my random bouts of disliking myself. I'm doing much better today. <3

I'm so deep in my battery drained anti social mood that some nights I feel extremely alone even though I have people who do love me. I wish this didn't happen to me so often but my brain is extremely cruel to me. I'm sorry that I'm me sometimes Take this cat as an apology

@saitheraccoon.bsky.social now that's a good name :3

As a reminder. THIS is how you hold me, a small cat.

Realizing that I play my fighting games weird. Not as in like, I'm not playing the games themselves wrong. But just my mindset. I mess around a LOT in my matches, not to be a jerk but because I'm having fun. I rarely ever end a night salty on any fighting game. Huh...

cozy late nights.. my first experimental commish for @saiai.bsky.social !!

Switch energy is like I wanna push you up against the wall with my body but then also whisper in my deepest voice "Anything I can do for you ma'am?"

Very sleepy I require one (1) lap

Good morning from a stupid cat who woke up at 3am due to couch eating me at 8pm and inducing a nightmare. Please send love

Clothes! Explode!

Hello, the switch in me is currently toggled to T-O-P mode. Take caution or we'll find out if the stage has breakable wall transitions :3

I need to learn how to animate in Blender so I can make some things involving my model.

Pardon the NSFW but is too good not to show off. Speaking of showing off. I hope you like my cat :3 Work by Lentilghost on FA!

Haven't posted here in a bit. But as a reminder, the small cat cares for you and is on his way to climb you. Please be patient. He has snacks to bring to you.

Look i know what gets my heartrate up

It is 3:38am and I am wide awake thinking about hugging ladies that tower over me. My brain is stuck in this mode right now. Do not let the cat in.

The cat is pan and he loves you~ 🎨: @vesperinox.bsky.social Thank you for this ^^

Oh no. My only weakness, an open lap and a hand patting that lap inviting me. No stop~ No~

I dont have any "rizz" all I have is a counter and an endless selection of drinks both alcoholic and non-alcholic along with some smooth jazz or lo-fi in the background

If you are taller than me, knocking me over playfully with the hips is just a greeting I accept :3

"Post yourself being loomu" It's rare but it does sometimes happen