I'M SO NERVOUS I'M GONNA DIE

tw sh I've stopped taking my meds and I will continue to not take my meds until I get unstable enough to hurt myself when I'm unproductive. I HATE the state I am in right now. I feel like I'm stuck in a circle yet I don't feel bad enough to move forward.

I dont want to do anything.

Tw sh One thing I should be careful about relapsing is that I continue to do it to play around

Convo with my ex btw

Hey guys! What the fuck!

tw sui i just found a tiktok saying "promise me u wont let it win" i HATE when people make me promise things i know i CANT take SHUT THE FUCK UP pissed off so bad over a video

one second I'm fine next second the world is collapsing???

get me OUT of my head

I want to lose weight :(

MY ONLINE FRIEND JUST CAME OUT TO ME OMFG AND HE GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP??? JESUS CONGRATUFUCKINGLATIONS SO EXCITED FOR HIM

I need to find more moots idk how tho :(

Commitment issue final boss

Requirement to be my play date (serious) - supportive, fun - older than 20 - not constantly being negative - we're gonna stay as friends when it's over

Who wants to play date with me for a couple weeks until we're bored

I wanna sleep forever

Anyway i wish i was pretty

Im tweaking why is my circle INSANE

Not all women are safe guys 😭😭

Need someone to emotionally hurt me and then comfort me immediately after as a form of foreplay

Been a while since I had a pretty strong tw sh thoughts. Meaning I had been good :) tonight's going to be okay!

I should kms

It's not my fault you expect so much from me

"confidence is so attractive" im gonna kms actually

Growing up I thought everyone was a loser like me

i wasnt built to have any long lasting connections

If overthinker was a person

I wanna play valorant but it keeps loading "repairing files"

I need new friends I'm not joking let's be friends

I need my hair to be a litttleeeeee bit longer

God I need to be rich

Manifesting stable and nice income in the future so I can afford adopting unfortunate children and little furries and also have my own gaming setup

I'm waiting like 2 hours minimum every therapy appointment I'm gonna die of boredom

Mentally unwell btw

I stopped taking my meds yippiee

Sometimes I forget people actually live in a more functional family.

Yes I want people to be exactly like I want them to be. Am I a horrible person for that? Maybe. Am I hurting anyone? Yes, myself. So who cares.

Why does no one get excited the way I do :( why am I like this I should kms

/L1 Aku se oke yang aku pikirin kah atau aku seprivileged itu? Sampai aku pnya wktu untuk ini semua, sampe aku ga harus khawatir banyak hal. Jadi pngen mati aja sekalian.

/L1 Apasih. Hari ini kenapa sih. Bangun2 karena hal gajelas. Terus bahkan aku harus mikirin itu masih. Terus skrg aku kesel sama temen swndiei. Mati aja gasih

Omfg im gonna kms

Social anxiety so bad I'm NOT enjoying being in the internet cafe alone (lie i enjoy it still)

I wish shipping didnt cost a penny I would have loved sending random DIY gifts to my online friends

Valorant is the type of game you only enjoy when there's friends to play with

Bro I cannot be slow burning my romance life I am too straight forward

I am so very easy to influence like dont talk to me

This is my favorite feeling I want to experience it forever

Hugs me until I suffocate. And die

Drowns me dead

Buries me alive