This is probably what they call splitting in bpd HELL YEAH it should've happened LONG ago bro I endured so much for what

THE LEAST YOU COULD DO IS NOT SPELL THEIR AS THERE 😭😭😭 UUGJGGGGHHG I'M SO EMBARRASSED THAT WE WERE THAT CLOSE BYE I'M GETTING THE ICK SO BAD

Literally there is so many fucking things that I hate from what they said to the point that I cannot even say anything back it's just too fucking stupid

I'm hungee

What if i explode

i am so loser core

I don't think I am capable to love anyone more than I love myself

Me no wants to do anything ANYTHING

Once this exam season is over I'm SLEEEEEPINGGGGG omfg

Literally me staring at my study materials fully planning my suicide this winter giggles

Crashing out

"but you're so pretty you just dont see that" I'M NOT BLIND. I'm objectively ugly I would know if I was a bit better looking.

I can appreciate people who are pretty but I cannot be happy for them because why are some people are just beautiful without having to do anything? They get praised for having a FACE and treated so differently which also affects their self confidence. And then people still say "it doesnt if youre-

Self pity because it's my birthday and I'm crying because I feel self conscious of how ugly I am and nothing can change that even if I tried

I'M SO NERVOUS I'M GONNA DIE

tw sh I've stopped taking my meds and I will continue to not take my meds until I get unstable enough to hurt myself when I'm unproductive. I HATE the state I am in right now. I feel like I'm stuck in a circle yet I don't feel bad enough to move forward.

I dont want to do anything.

Tw sh One thing I should be careful about relapsing is that I continue to do it to play around

Convo with my ex btw

Hey guys! What the fuck!

tw sui i just found a tiktok saying "promise me u wont let it win" i HATE when people make me promise things i know i CANT take SHUT THE FUCK UP pissed off so bad over a video

one second I'm fine next second the world is collapsing???

get me OUT of my head

I want to lose weight :(

MY ONLINE FRIEND JUST CAME OUT TO ME OMFG AND HE GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP??? JESUS CONGRATUFUCKINGLATIONS SO EXCITED FOR HIM

I need to find more moots idk how tho :(

Commitment issue final boss

Requirement to be my play date (serious) - supportive, fun - older than 20 - not constantly being negative - we're gonna stay as friends when it's over

Who wants to play date with me for a couple weeks until we're bored

I wanna sleep forever

Anyway i wish i was pretty

Im tweaking why is my circle INSANE

Not all women are safe guys 😭😭

Need someone to emotionally hurt me and then comfort me immediately after as a form of foreplay

Been a while since I had a pretty strong tw sh thoughts. Meaning I had been good :) tonight's going to be okay!

I should kms

It's not my fault you expect so much from me

"confidence is so attractive" im gonna kms actually

Growing up I thought everyone was a loser like me

i wasnt built to have any long lasting connections

If overthinker was a person

I wanna play valorant but it keeps loading "repairing files"

I need new friends I'm not joking let's be friends

I need my hair to be a litttleeeeee bit longer

God I need to be rich

Manifesting stable and nice income in the future so I can afford adopting unfortunate children and little furries and also have my own gaming setup

I'm waiting like 2 hours minimum every therapy appointment I'm gonna die of boredom

Mentally unwell btw

I stopped taking my meds yippiee