cptsd

Framed for lesbian crimes

gay

whatever is up with my brain sure is silly. i get upset when i'm denied the attention or care i want, and my default response is to become avoidant, further depriving myself of it. im not quite sure how that is supposed to help!

i need more friends to talk about homestuck with

firefly cmsn for @h0lyhem0ph0be.bsky.social ! tysm :>

nepeta ancestor... very fitting for her i believe

i love the difference in the homestuck fandom's reaction to the reveal of nymphs and satyrs collective reaction to lylac: "she's so cute and awesome we all love her" collective reaction to swiss: "aww. kill it. and dirk strider."

getting my ass kicked by my friend in games so i drew it out with our fav characters

woke up at 4AM to draw bug fucking

:33 < would you purrhaps like some more tea? #homestuck #hs

johndave does so little for me but. junedave? i'll eat that shit up

merch dropped already...

homestuck animated pilot tomorrow... scary

i normally love to cope with self deprecating irony but i dont even have that left in me. this just sucks

stone top dysphoria

😚 #maccadam #dratchet

jade harley

messy sketch

#arlefuri furinya and arlewolf, now in color!

hubby has taken to calling me "my lobster" recently, probably incentivized by the fact it always amuses me

the more i think about meowrails the more i come around to it, and equius in general. maybe i was too harsh on you, horse boy...

LOVESICK, CATNIPBAL! #nepetaleijon #homestuck #FEMTANYL #equiuszahhak #nepeta #equius #meowrails

#homestuck #vriskaserket #terezipyrope

#homestuck #nepetaleijon #equiuszahhak #meowrails

if i had wings i would be so normal about having them touched

*throws my old firefly sketches at u* #trashyotdraws

why are people doing discourse about whether homestuck is problematic or whatever in 2025

too afraid to bathe myself alone— and can we keep the lights off?

making a conscious effort to lay off the kms jokes because i dont want to make people that care about me sad. but sometimes its not just ironic !

every time i say to my hubby like "huh you really seem to like doing x thing to me" they just go "i like the sounds you make when i do it" and its like. ok how did this become about me

sometimes i'm like aw man this person doesn't value me as a person or want to be my friend but then its like. ok who cares i know who does fuck with me and thats what matters

does she even know she's real

making the most of my weekend off with no homework by skipping the local to have gay sex instead and then getting high

theres a world where im so not normal about clowns and jesters etc because i am already so close to that in this one

i need to sit down and spend some time actually practicing drawing in the homestuck style and designing my fantroll but im so busy these days

made this for a top 8 graphic that never saw the light of day so im posting it here because im not putting it on my actual fg account. i dont even know why i made this

its 2025 and both homestuck and danganronpa are back. what a time to be an online loser like me

homestuck official re-release starts today, do i drop my ongoing reread to reread again on the official site 🤔

im so normal about beyond canon nepeta. im so happy she's back 🥹

some people around me recently seem to be sharing the mindset that just because someone is your parent that you owe them at least some kind of bond or anything at all and im like. idk. am i in the wrong for not believing that?

im not even playing it but i have a stangely intense emotional response to whenever i see the discussion around hornets little diagonal strike thing being like 'well don't worry you can replace it." you have to like her little dash. its cute. you have to be nice to her

the get along collar

i like to think i was ahead of the curve on being a dog (5-6 years now) even though its meaningless lol. even before then though, i was and still am a sheepgirl. i love sheep and i'd kill for horns, but sadly sheepgirls don't get just attention, the economy is all cats and dogs and deer and bunnies

i say this but i think im still really shy about posting anything relating to my kinks

fun part of this site is that is has no idea what to show me and i dont know how to find people i want to follow so it just shows me completely random vaguely adjacent things