and i think i was stupid to trust people again

like come on between being td to kill myself by people my age or being well treated platonically by a mature person i think i prefer the second option

i felt safe here

by "your" i don't mean just one person but a whole group

why does no one understand I want to be your friend again

please someone just hear me

please read

holy shit he honest what did you ever think of yukari (my muse) or even me (the mun) oh yeah you probably thought she was boring an useless just like i am i wish i was interesting like other people in this stupid rp group are but guess what i'm not i'm just the worst

#jjbarp please

no one cared please i just want to come back

please don't block me just hear me

i just want my friends back yes i consider you all friends

#jjbarp #mvrp

please don't hate me #jjbarp #mvrp

IM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING PLEASE I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO CARES

I'M SORRY SOMEONE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME

forgive me

i'm so sorry

i'm sorry if i'm being too dramatic, i'm so sorry but please all i want is to be forgiven

please just hear me just hear what i have to say

please...

i just want to go back to this ro community i genuinely like to be here

please just hear me and forgive me

i'm sorry please forgive me

no one really wants me here again

#jjbarp please read pinned post

just forgive me please

please just hear me

please just hear me mplease

#jjbarp #mvrp i can't keep this in my chest anymore, i know majority here has probably blocked me but i'm going to be blunt, despite not being the best person to word this please, just READ and HEAR what i have to say first, i'm begging

i think i figured out that's the best hour since a lot of users are online so please readthis

// please just hear me

please... at least hear what i have to say first

it's okay if you want to block me but please hear me first.

i know i'm being dramatic but please just understand what i'm trying to say

#jjbarp #mvrp i can't keep this in my chest anymore, i know majority here has probably blocked me but i'm going to be blunt, despite not being the best person to word this please, just READ and HEAR what i have to say first, i'm begging

// i'm deleting this account tomorrow

just let me cry a little bit longer. i ain't gonna smile, if i don't want to.

the years have been hard on this lonely heart, if you wanna know the truth.

i'm probably just having a bad dream. i need to wake up soon.

// i'm so unimportant that a bot commented in my post instead of you know, and actual person

// i can't feel like i'm someone valid anymore // i can't feel people will take me seriously // i can't feel... lovable anymore

the darkest night falls around my soul and the hunter within loses control.

// WHY IS IT SO HARD TO STOO BEING ALONE I SHOULD JUST DIE AT THIS POINT

// interaction game? no one cares. strawpage? no one cares? when people sent their discord, i just didn't sent mine because NO ONE WOULD CARE. // damn it i HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE. I HATE MYSELF. I HATE ALL OF THIS.

// throwback to this even because i was right. i fucking knew it. it's a cycle at this point

// i feel so alone. so solitary. so empty. // i can't fulfill this, i just ruin every single thing.