OCD is so fucking fun. I love having my mind just inject thoughts like " I should kill myself." and other self centered thoughts, every day and in increasing frequency! Its so fun! What's better is my brain gaslighting itself into believing it!

Thank you to @anxietymonstrr.bsky.social for the wonderful ref of my boy Rusty! #MLP

Last episode before mid season break twitch.tv/spatsula

Just saying if you are an illustrator and you don't color grade and adjust your artwork with Photoshop or an equivalent, what are you doing?? It can look nice without ofcourse, but I think it really pushes a piece to be what you want if you suck at rendering like me :3c

God forbid I have a good day every now and then bro... I am this close to doing something rash.

Dawg, all I do is draw. Follow me for more art? I guess? Maybe? #art #fuudles #artcomms #fanart #oc #vtuber #illustration #dnd #videogame #artsky

What is wrong with my brain. why am I like this.

I think I might be worthless. I've never felt like I was anything or will be anything. Is that weird? It's like, why should I even bother anymore.

Summer Pinup for @kenashcorp.bsky.social 🏖️☀️ #fuudles | #art | #illustration | #vtuber | #beach

good morning, getting up shortly and we back to work on chubbabubs model! We gunna be rendering hair today maybe if I lock in we can get alot done!!!

I am having so much fun :) Zila belongs to @moistbubble.bsky.social #neondivide #sketch #ocs #doodle #yuri #art

i wish my audience would actually move over here i feel like everytime i post it’s to the same 20 kind people who actually have notifs on anyway end of the year crashout- i think I’m allowed to complain, my year has been shit, and i can’t cry to my parents about it cuz they’re both gone now- 🥲

here eyes r DONE #wip #live2dmodelart #vtubermodel Vtuber is @chubbabubs.bsky.social

testing procreate dreams Gunna doodle more, i'm super rusty #animation #art #doodle

Tataru on drums btw #ff14 #ffxiv #finalfantasy

My original plan to sell my underused car to a buyer this month fell through due to mysterious circumstances with the tires. I now have a fair deficit to fill for rent so I have to do emergency comms again. Feel free to message me if interested at all! I'll be working on previous comms on stream

˖ ࣪⭑ 𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖒 | @fallenhyde.bsky.social ˖ ࣪⭑ #fuudles #art #commission #masseffect #talizorah #tali

Thank you @fuululu.bsky.social for the outstanding art! You really did Tali's design justice! The detail given to the background and her N7 Crusader is awesome!

todays pwogwess #live2d #art #wip

Day 7 of Spooktoberfest!! We’re officially a week into our marathon and we’re celebrating with another Double Feature! Come hang out as we dive into some Night Signal and Home Safety Hotline 📺📞 #Vtuber #VtuberEN #spookymonth #HorrorGaming twitch.tv/roscoepi

Microraptor repost time!

I think I'm a failure?

Goodbye summer☀️ #ffxiv #ff14

"After time adrift among open stars, along tides of light and through shoals of dust, I will return to where I began" Thank you @spatsula.art for the absolutely amazing art! The attention to detail is actually insane!

I'm going to put aside the weird feeling of seeing a saint born after I was, but since we know the guy was big on halo 2 there are now people who in 2004-2005 got fragged by a saint on xbox live

Y'shtola 💜 #FFXIV #FFXIVART

I'd like keep to this schedule as a starting point back from my hiatus Catgirl work hours, lurkers welcome, but also Pokemon Cards & VCards on Friday! I miss streaming, and my chatagotchis... I'm still grieving, but I need to progress with work 💖 spats is backs (i hope) 🥺 twitch.tv/spatsula

omg he's DEBUTING??!??!! my vtuber son... 🥺 twitch.tv/jawnsilva

As The Player, you are never alone in your grand adventures across Etheirys. Meet the Leveilleur twins, Alphinaud and Alisaie, both your travel companions since day one. Pure of heart and coming from a lineage of scholars, they’ll be sure to have your back. #pokemon #ffxiv

FFXIV AU where everything is the same except Alisaie carries Angelo around like a basketball

I want to break my legs. This fucking sucks.

Alisaie & Alphinaud, 2022 #ffxiv

i think i wanna come back to streaming on my work next week…

tomorrow (and tomorrow) comes #ffxiv #expedition33

custom sleeves for my Y'shtola deck✨ #ffxiv #mtg

$2000 in an hour... How am I supposed to go to work and think I'm worth anything? She made $2000 in a fucking hour.

I wonder if they miss me like I do them.

Now she can tell me if my welds are shit.

Can the Reapers or something like them come to the galaxy? Just end it boys.

Tali in flowers 💜🌸 #masseffect #photography

Can you hear me out there ? 💙🫧 #masseffect #blender3d

the campers cooked on a TTS mascot today on stream... meet the concept for Scoutmaster Finnigan 🎣!

framed by nature #horseposting

I need more Mass Effect in my life.