stream tomorrow! prolly ffxiv?? its what I'm feelin right now anyway 8am est!

if I actually write this stupid story it'll have wonderful content warnings like "depersonalization" "hurt/comfort" "excessive gore" and absolutely nothing sexual! I DID think on adding that angle but it ruined it for me so no ew will I ACTUALLY write it and get it outta my brain? we'll see >:T

Sometimes in my work I need to delete the Blender Default Cube, but don't worry, the cube consents to this!

Take one squirrel. Stew about 10 months in ~20k clips (18,112 so far) from 402 chubas (so far). Simmer, reduce, thicken to a connected 2.5k (2,506 so far). Keep an eye on it for another month or so. Prepare 464 beats to pour him in to ([Up All Night to] Get Lucky). buttonsciuro.net/bin/Constell...

my mic settings got changed with an update maybe and I am SO sorry for the mouth noises before I THINK I fix it like 5 minutes into stream that is absolutely vile terrible I HATE it usually my compressors do a good job of omitting everythin I don't want heard but APPARENTLY I gotta go DO IT AGAIN

i woke up from a dream in panic attack mode but in my defense it was a really interesting scary dream and I'm kinda trying to peice it together to doodle something from it if i can grab any of it. it was like sci fi or something!

psst peep some keet i gotta jump on him again sometime

lrt : I have always disliked the term "content". I ain't a "content creator" I'm just here.

Gonna go even further: don't refer to it as "consuming media" when doing this. You aren't a consumer - it's not a product. You read books. You look at art. You watch movies and/or videos. Be careful about word choice. Reject "consume" and REJECT "CONTENT." IT IS ART. YOU ARE ENGAGING WITH ART.

i should draw but man am i sleepy!

-snicker- no context given, and therefore no spoilers!

i've been playing so many scrunkly old games that when I booted up ffxiv and went into my house I was like "wait why does it look like this" cause it was all fancy

Eternal Eyes is something I just discovered today -- from the stupid US cover I would have thought it was a scary game as a kid (and also now) and turns out NO its CUTE and the english translation is SPOTTY AT BEST maybe i can find a better english translation patch that maybe doesn't crash the game

is easy delivery co scary? it LOOKS like my kind of jam i keep screaming over the graphics and textures

so is rise of the sinistrals the first lufia game or is lufia ii the...second or is rise of the sinistrals the second i am so confused

FREE CHOCOBO INCANTATION LISTNE QUICK [warning : LOUD] youtu.be/idoC6ueLZPc

oh they got balloon fight on here

someone I encountered on the trip seemed to slice all of the things they enjoyed into "communities" and I don't know why but I found it grating. you can enjoy things without puttin' em into bins? I stream, but I don't consider myself part of the "streaming community" 'cause I think that's silly.

hoo lawd twitch calm yourself, a chicken can't take a fuckin vacation trip without you being a naggy lil bitch huh!? GET OFF MY BACK. OUT OF SPITE I WON'T STREAM TOMORROW. (I might actually stream tomorrow if I wake up feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed)

TEARSHEET WHAT DID YOU DO I WAS OUT, I DIDN"T GET EMAILS I DIDN"T KNOW YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GIFT ME ANYTHING I'm GONNA SKIN YOU @tearsheet.bsky.social

look look, cute wood flower! its from like, a kit. its like plamo a little but instead of plastic and robots its like wood and flowers

I haven't made anything for awhile in crochet and I'm not super in love with this design but it was a fun first pass i think! i think I'll try more traditional amigurimi next time instead of free styling but since i was in the car with no stitch marker or counter we made dooo I'll make some clothes!

What's that you got there Button? You helped on the long long drive?

button where is your seatbelt what the fuck

its flat frex fmonday but now we still have like ten hours to go cause i did this in five hours amd didn't bring a darning needle oopsie

i always thought streaming stressed me out slightly but the last two days doing this really stressful in person stuff has taught me that IT'S NOT STRESSFUL AT ALL AND ITS FUN AND A PANACEA FOR MY PSYCHE streamin doesn't give me stress headaches or make me sweat bullets. i love u guys. mwah

We need to grow a giant fucking tree

haha im taking psychic damage I'm glad we're going hoooooome tomorrow screeeeeee

we got the goods (yesterday)

What's that you got there Button? Wait! You put that back, squirrels can't eat soap either

Watch it in full and in HD here! youtu.be/FGvE7BJ06ug

okay how am i not supposed to eat the hotel soap when it looks like this? the old rectangular hotel soaps were bad enough and this is just ASKING ME TO EAT IT

before i succumb to car sickness hi only 850 miles to go

LOCAL IDIOT HAS A PULLED AND SPASMING MUSCLEEEEE GEEZ!!!

this waitin room is so loud the vibes are steessed screeeeee

to the doctor for the chest pains i gooo

ehehe check out my cool pins on my cool jacket

More things on the wall! I have periodically printed things off but I kept just not putting them up, so while getting ready for roadtrip I went ahead and updated the boards. Some of the stuffies are just cutes, but most of them are peepses or represent peepses too

i wish I knew how to do those embroidery eyes on dolls like I see from the larger distributors but embroidery is so hard to do by hand hrgh

things are beginning to get better the world is rough for a lot of us and i just wanted to tell u i appreciate u guys, all the art and things u find rly special and share with us thank u, ur a good egg, keep trying to find the positive, its worth it and reach out to friends, they love u very much

a marketable jiffy plush

eeee lookie what i found and then also bought!!

I did get some books at the used bookstore! just not the big omnibus set of FMA cause that was way above my price range (but holy beans is that a good deal)

oh fuck its 85 dollars oh my god oh no i dont need it

I might change Cheepo to be less of his own guy and more of that uhh "chat avatar" type. I guess he'll just become The Coop collectively. Spell my name with a The

aw i think i bricked the psp trying to perma install the cts or whatever its called like i was told to do to prevent crashes after it crashed upon certain room entry in digimon. oh well i suppose, big bummer but eh

"you can only count on patamon" xDD

we BEAT FFIV ALSO LOOK AT THIS SCREENSHOT OF THE OT3

WE FLEW TODAY!!!