"Falco's a bottom?" "Well, there's no top Falcos"

I am so loved by all of my amazing people in my life and I stay grateful for them everyday 💜

I was told that I'm Rocky-coded

She was so mad about my perfect skin that she had to bruise it 😵‍💫

In the past month, impulsive thoughts about physical self-harm have progressed to a near daily occurrence. I cling to the fact that I’ve never engaged in that behavior before to insulate myself from starting. But I worry about the day I break that rule and how it’ll alter my perception of self.

It’s so frustrating how often curiosity is treated with disdain or suspicion. My passion for learning has been dulled because each potential question has to be weighed against the loss of social capital.

It’s insane how many true crime creators say, “They passed a polygraph test” as an implication of innocence.

Mercy: "You don't know Taylor Swift but instantly clocked t.A.T.u."

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I just learned that Cecil from Invincible is voiced by Walton Goggins and now I’m questioning everything

Airdodge out of laser is so messed up

What is wrong with me??

“A hit dog will holler” Wrong, it’ll moan

I’ve been really enjoying cooking recently. This is a vegan pot pie with soy curls, potatoes, and peas :)

what then!!

signal receivers

Neil banging out the tunes #art

Happy Neil banging out the tunes day! I don't have the mental energy to draw a new one this year so here's my old drawing.

Neil still bangin' out the tunes to this very day, 20 years later! #myart

It's time! #neilbangingoutthetunes

Happy Neil banging out the tunes day!!

Some pics from last night 💜

I love this clip for so many reasons: IDJ delayed FF late up air Teeter cancel stomp into dashback Shield drop into +1 knee on shield Phantom jab1 into gentleman Second gentleman where only the jab2 connects

i have very rapidly become incapable of thinking about anything that isn’t this video

Some funny moments from games yesterday

Slay the Spire 2 multiplayer is so peammmm

The common Angel resting formation.

Setting reaction points is a great way to manage executive dysfunction. I’ll set a reaction point between Slay the Spire runs to determine whether I need to move laundry, do dishes, etc.

The latest episode of Invincible was so fire that it’s worth watching the entire show just for that episode

CW: suicide discussion, family death the first funeral (1/4)

I just tried to turn off my car while driving

I open my mouth, the wrong words spill out. I stay shut and the silence is just as disquieting.

I habitually reframe disagreeable thoughts as they come. A simple example would be from “I’m worthless” to “I feel worthless.” A more complex example might be an assertion of fact followed by recognition of certainty. Does this constant self-vigilance create harmful cognitive dissonance?

Tried a new look the other night

this is me if anyone cares

Reversal from slideoff

Get out of my head. Don’t think about hurting myself. Just punishment is an oxymoron. Be better; no, do better. Put in the effort, make the changes. I feel like I can’t but I know I can.

How to share negative emotions without the accompanying shame for being so vain and self-centered

Incredible

The mixer situation is dire

The first time you eat a kiwi whole is a spiritual experience

“Is this Taylor Swift?” Joci: “No, this is Adele” Later “Is this the Naruto opening?” Joci: “Yes”

Love this guy: the spunk

Slay the Spire was a perfect game, and Slay the Spire 2 is even better

I wish I could point at things and say, “This is interesting” without also being interpreted as, “This is important”

One of my primary hobbies is musing

This is such a zany edgeguard lol

If someone says, “I’m a terrible person,” you have to fight the impulse to respond with, “No, you’re a good person!” Their statement is not an assertion of fact, but an expression of emotion. Contradicting them is not asserting an alternate perspective but invalidating their emotional response.