thought carousel (1/2)

parts of a system / parts of a song (1/3)

unrivaled champion of guess who (1/2)

i am getting the anime side character timeskip and plot summary treatment

regardless, yours (1/2)

director's cut (1/2)

a spark that refused to be snuffed out (1/4)

why do you draw? (1/3)

(1/2) for more information: summarized explanation of the theory of structural dissociation did-research.org/origin/struc... source: pdf for the haunted self www.docdroid.net/arPAtHT/van-...

liking an activity so much you wanna do it more faster

straight up normaling it (1/2)

can a 27 year old still be kawaii (happy new year everyone)

content warning: discussions of csa, ment of disordered eating ice (1/3)

no matter what happens next, we shouldn't be afraid

triage (1/2)

pile up (1/2)

what a neat response. if only there were some kind of name for it. perhaps after a relevant animal

this just in does no one else fucking cough

cant catch a break

who would survive. two people afraid of needles vs the one part whos not

creative processing (1/2)

a dream (1/2)

siblings in bitching out

okay everyone. what did we learn.

furry? generally. maybe

pour over, black (1/2)

weaponized thought projection

cw: animal death dissection (1/2)

cats and boundaries

cw: implied csa, smoking somewhere in my wicked childhood, i mustve done something good (1/2)

cw: discussing disorded eating cold turkey cold war it's important to discuss the motivations of unhealthy habits your headmates might have, often times there are layers to their motivations like there would be with anyone (1/2)

cw: sui mention, addiction mention split (1/3)

explaining switches to the uninitiated (1/2)

deploy the amnesiac gayboy

i can't remember, but that's okay. a part of me still thinks it smells safe

cw: sui mention dialing the operator (1/2)

sometime in 2022 (i would not realize this until later but it was actually the second time i was diagnosed. except i was not around the previous time)

content warning: self harm, mention of sui

host complex so strong you forget how the disorder works (1/2)

problem solving causing problems

even if we may feel differently, it's working together as a collective that matters most

internal self help

switching while co-conscious

sharing memories sometimes feels like walking in to someone watching a prequel to a movie you've seen that you didnt know existed

by the way (if it werent obvious i cannot draw this fast) this is from a backlog of diary style comics ive been making, that ill be uploading over time interspersed with newer strips. its only because of a few other systems i look up to who inspired me to be brave enough to share. thank you to them

caretaker and child part

emotional amnesia

the beginning is never easy

social part vs memory holder