Available now.

I wrote a new short story called Sexy for Christmas to release under my Billie Fox name. It’ll be available on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited soon. In the meantime, I have 50+ collections for your perusal—most of them available through KU if that’s simpler for you. Happy reading and writing!

My agoraphobia’s in such a bad state at the moment that I can’t remember now when was the last time I left the house.

Everybody seems to be struggling right now. My online community of friends could use some support right now: a couple I know needs to have a little lift while they’re trying to make ends meet. Any donation would be much appreciated. 🙏 www.gofundme.com/f/help-us-br...

2026: Trying to stay accountable with my reading, a 🧵— It’s nearly March of 2026, and I’ve read only three things (two short stories on Kindle and a physical manga volume). I want to be more transparent about what I read beyond just my Goodreads page. This is my effort to stay accountable. ✌️

For thirteen years of reading my average amount of things read each year was 160 (probably because between 2019-2020 I read 1300 different things, mostly volumes of manga). I was feeling down on myself, thinking I’ve done so little, but maybe I’ve done more than I thought. 🤔

What do you do all day? Have you ever thought about it?

Obviously just a stupid writer who can’t accomplish anything. Thirteen years without anything to show for it. Thirteen years of blank space.

Yeah, I’m just a lousy writer.

The people in charge would think it was a good day for the economy because I put almost $200 on a credit card and have no idea how I’m going to pay it back. 😭

I’m just wasting my time, I see.

My Bubblegum Fiction Anthology series is available on Amazon for 99 cents/an ebook or free to read on Kindle Unlimited!

No idea.

I can’t be happy, can I?

I have a new collection out: Theologia. It’s available now on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited. www.amazon.com/dp/B0GJGNCWN...

I needed a breather.

Nothing like breathing.

Walking into 2026

Needed a break.

I don’t know how to go on anymore.

I wrote over 1000 words for the first time in forever. It’s not much, but hey. It’s a start. jillianspiridon.medium.com/baby-its-col...

Ugh, me.

Therapy hit hard today. My therapist basically said, with the brain I have, I made the choices that I had available to me at the time—and I couldn’t help but think, “Damn, I wish I had had a different brain then.”

I doubt Jimmy Fallon’s going to grill Sam Altman about the ethics and environmentally detrimental effects of AI. What an epic fail in normalizing something that’s helping to further destroy the world.

I don’t know what I’m going to do between December and April since my next upcoming concert in 2026 isn’t until Florence + the Machine. I’m hoping BTS, Harry Styles, and The 1975 will tour next year where I can see them. 😮‍💨

I’m unfortunately living for every concert I can attend. ✌️

I kinda feel like I’m watching the end of the world in slow motion.

Learn anything?

I’m so done.

Dissociation is saving my life.

Wondering.

Still can’t forget about him.

Facts. 🙃

I'm old. If you're not, listen to this. Get a guitar or some drums, or a trumpet. Pick up a brush, a pencil, some clay or a welder. Just make shit. It doesn't have to be good (eventually it will be) just make music, art or write or whatever. It's literally never been more important.

Something strange is in the water.

Fuck around and find out.

How did my friend get me into a checked position in chess in less than 10 moves? 😭

There’s something about buying no manga for months/years—and then turning around and buying nine volumes because some impulse inside you spurs you forward. 😅

Social media is not our friend, basically.

Kinda don’t see what’s the point at this point.

I overthink things far too much.

The film industry is fucked. Not only was the live-action Moana the cornerstone of the trailers that were featured before Wicked: For Good, but there was also a trailer for the new “full-cast” Harry Potter audiobooks. And I was thinking, “Why am I here?” the entire time during those trailers.

Feeling like this right now.

Fuck Harry Potter. Watch Puella Magi Madoka Magica.

Fuck Harry Potter. Watch Revolutionary Girl Utena

Breathing.

Waiting.

Thinking.

Just waiting for the day.

This is my life, basically.