Your soulmate is me.

{( Solo: loneliness )} ( TW: SH ) It had been a decent few hours since Fran and Mizuki last spoke. Or days? She couldn't tell, trying to calm herself down. "Fran will be here soon. She.. she must.. she must be here anytime, right..? She.. she wouldn't leave me.." Try as she may, Mizuki couldn't+

Mizuki stood up as well.. looking down, but soon looking up, forcing a smile, as she ran at Francesca, hugging her tightly for a few seconds, around 10, before letting go. "Now you can go.. just wanted a longer embrace before you left.." As she let go, a large door suddenly appeared, leading out.

"..." Right now, the prospect of spending a few days by herself again without any company from Francesca felt.. terrifying. But it would be selfish to want to stay like this.. "... I'll.. I'll be fine. I won't.. end my own life if that's what you're worried about..." She meant it, though she+

your hand looks best intertwined with mine.

"... you mean it..?" She blushed a bit. B-by that last sentence.. what exactly did she mean..? ... n-no, she shouldn't get ahead of herself. Why would anyone show anything other than pity towards her? "... alright. We'll be here for each other then."

Please, please, please, please, please, please, please, please...

".. no, it's.. it's fine. I feel bad for receiving your help too, when you need mine.. and I'm just sitting here. Doing nothing." The grass seemed to lose colour for a moment. ".. I don't deserve someone like you saving me." She said, closing her eyes to avoid crying.

"... I hope she can be freed soon..." She doesn't know yet.

"... that would be nice. Your company has been making these days not feel completely hopeless.. so if you could stay by my side afterwards.. I'd love that." She looked over at Fran for a moment. At the one person who was showing her care and comfort. The one person who didn't seem to judge her.

"... that's good. I'm rooting for them, then, whoever's coming to save you." She smiled. "Uhm.. well, I don't really know how many years it's been, you haven't told me.. but if you want I can teach you.." She wanted to repay the favour Francesca had done to her.. keeping her company..

".. that's.. very kind of you. But.. this is my burden. Mine to bear alone. I appreciate the offer, though. You're probably one of the nicest people out there.." She relaxed herself, the mindscape soon turning into a grassy field, with some sparse blossoming cherry trees. They were laying down on+

She smiled at those words. She was a girl. Was she a girl? She.. she was a girl, yeah. "... It's... Probably a lot to explain. Let's just.. say I've come a long way to get to where I am. A path full of thorns." She looked up to the dark waters above, starting to float up to them. Memories, these+

"... then we'll need to dive deep.. get ready.." She stood up inside the mindscape, Golding her hand out for Fran to grab so she could follow, as the ground began to fade and became a shallow puddle.. Mizuki slowly started to sink, as the ground seemed to swirl under her, slowly swallowing her and+

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"I'm.. I.. I guess.. I guess we can, yeah." She took a deep breath, trying to mentally prepare herself. She was about to reveal deep truths that had been hidden for a long time.. though for these few days she'd been sitting in her room in the lab, Fran had proven she was a great person.. "Ready?"

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"... it's.. something I want to leave buried, honestly.. I'm finally close to being able to leave it behind.." Yet it still hurts. The thoughts of not being worth, not being enough. Ņ̷͓̪̞́̓́o̵̰̳̬͓͛ṭ̴̛̬̲̽ ̷̢̍͘b̴̝͈̊̈́̏̀e̸̜̫̮͌͊͋ḯ̷̦͕͇̦̂̆ǹ̷͔̖ğ̶̡̽̏͠ ̵̧̭͓͆̉a̴̮͈̤̘̾͌͠ ̷̧̹̲̒́̌r̸̙̽e̸͙̳̋a̶̭͌l̷͚̓̌͑͆ ̶̺̼̒ģ̴̮̼̔i̴̖̭̓̍̾̕r̴͕̱͐͌͝ḽ̵̈́̔́̀.̸̋̉͘ All those thoughts still plague her mind, and they aren't getting better, no matter how much+

She honestly couldn't ask for better company right now.. that alone is one of the things that's keeping her from doing that. ... though if she tried it's quite likely that her ribbons would prevent her from doing it.

... yeah. Company really helps in these moments. For both of them.

Stolen~

What's with those eyes? Ah, of course it's those eyes.

".. sure, I.. I guess that'd be.. nice." She smiled a bit, face covered in tears, her eyes a bit sore from crying so much. ".. though if I can, I want to try finding a way to set you free, too." She said, for the first time looking at Francesca in the eyes, not looking away or curled up entirely.

The flower's scent seems to be a bit bitter, though not entirely unpleasant, it certainly wasn't pretty either. ".. Really..?" She was.. intrigued. Did she really mean that..? She cared about her..? .. of course she did, she'd only seen darkness and someone to fix. Not the disgusting bits inside.

There's no happiness to be found anyhow.

"... you're not wrong about that, I suppose. Though Sayori and Wendy are strong, they have each other to support the other's burdens and help each other. ... but realistically.. who'd miss a failure like myself..?" The mindscape seemed to be a garden of sorts, though everything, from the sky, to+

".. yeah, make yourself at home. Try not to.. look too deep. There are secrets I don't want getting out.. These thoughts aren't that great though, huh? I wish I could try to think of something nicer right now.. but all I can really think of is.. Putting an end to the pain." She said, bluntly. +

"... bad.. bad things happened. I don't really feel like talking about them.." ... she still hasn't gotten used to the void that she feels without Kitty around. It stings so much. Knowing she won't be able to hold her in her arms ever again. To feel that soft fur and cuddle with her whenever she+

".. it's alright. But.. sure.." She closed her eyes, after sitting down on the ground, holding her knees as she curled up again, awaiting for something to happen. "..."

"... I can." Her voice sounded full of hurt and pain, though she tried to pull herself together. ".. Mizuki. That's.. my name.." She kept looking around more.. though her eyes looked empty, devoid of most light and hope.

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"...?" She's.. confused. Standing up, she wiped the tears off her face, the ribbons this time moved by her own mind, as she began to look around, scared. That was a voice she didn't recognise. Not Wendy's. Not Sayori's. Not Luna's. Even if she herself hadn't talked to Luna yet, she had heard+

"... I still want to disappear. Just now.. maybe a little less. I.. I don't know what to do right now. I feel.. s-so lost.." She curled up, one of the sides of the ribbon latching onto Sayori and pulling from her arm towards herself.. it seemed that the other soul that shared part of Mizuki's+

She was unable to hold her tears back, sobbing loudly. It wasn't by far the first time she'd broken down into tears like this.. but Kitty was usually there for her. Wiping her tears away with her ribbons, before nuzzling her fur against the pinkette's tear-filled face. Holding onto Sayori for a+

"... wait.. What..? I'm.. hearing things..? Is the lab in.. danger..!?" She's panicking, curled up into a ball..

I'm breaking down, I'm sorry.

I'll stop breathing now.

It's just like a flower of transformation that had bloomed.

"......." She didn't know what to do. Arms just fallen down and hanging, emotionless, lifeless. It was like a broken doll. Yet her brain was so active. Dozens of thoughts, every second. What could she have done differently? Was it all her fault..? ... of course it was. ... Someone like her++

She'd found one of the things she wanted. A sharp object, not quite a knife but it would do. For now she just.. put it away in her bag. "... sure..." The pressure on her chest felt.. painful. Like her heart and soul could be crushed by it any second now... It hurt. So much.

There can be soft sobbing heard from inside, slowly building up into a full on breakdown, crying and letting out all the frustrations she carried inside. She had been so stupid.. .. so worthless.. even now, her life didn't.. seem to have a purpose.. .. once she was done crying, she'd try looking++

Mizuki couldn't even bare to look up. She was a failure through and through, after all. ... Right now she didn't want to be alive. Locking herself up in a room by herself once they were inside..

۶ৎ I reach for me, but I'm not there I always wonder why I'm here It's fine, it's okay I'll die anyway ۶ৎ

"...?" She wasn't.. scared of her? She pulled a small pack of paper tissues, handing them over to the girl. "... here you go. Let me.. know if you need anything." She sighed, sitting down and looking down a bit...

"It's not bad, I personally have no issues with vegetarians. At least ones who don't try to impose into others. If you choose not to eat meat, that's perfectly fine! ... but I wanna be able to enjoy it myself if I want to." ... well that's reasonable, no?

"Uhm.. need me to get you some tissues or anything..?" She's a bit scared, talking to a stranger. Afraid she'll be seen as a monster. Wendy was probably right.. she shouldn't have done any of this.. but for now she'll offer her aid to a stranger that seems to need some help.

Despair seems to cover my heart and I can’t get a hold of happiness.

I can't say anything, but I can't erase it, no matter how ugly my makeup seems like.

now i'm scared that everyone i love will leave me