New ink

Turning 30 next year and it’s been eating at me. I feel like I should’ve been farther in life at this point. I have no career, no degree, no relationship, minimal success with my art: I’ve accomplished nothing. A lot of it is my own fault, and I can’t help but feel it may be too late to fix it now.

About to drop most of the money I’m getting back from my totaled van on plastic surgery. Been wanting it since I was a teenager, and have never had the means to get work done. Since the opportunity has presented itself I’m just saying fuck it. I hope it helps me finally start to feel comfortable...

Feelings are spooky

Came to the horrifying realization that my axolotl kind of looks like the doll from Rugrats and I hate it

More practice at drawing ladies, and axolotls have been this month's hyperfixation so this happened. Here's a WIP

When you spend over 20 minutes getting a hand to look just right and then you realize it's just gonna be covered anyway oops

Night terrors are common for me, I experience them frequently. Though this morning i woke up to the sound of panicked screaming that I couldn’t recognize only to realize it was my own. This has never happened to me before. I don’t think I’m doing to well but hey new achievement unlocked I guess?

My sexuality is confusing to say the least: I wish I could understand it a bit better

Abandoned dam/drydock

Kinda wanna draw an axolotl

More gargoyle tummy

It’s one of those nights where I wanna go on a long drive to abandoned places while I listen to $uicideBoy$…

Last concert post I swear: but here’s the wall of death for knocked loose, shit was crazy

Evanescence

Got the life (bridge)

Can you feel my heart? (Sorry for the shitty view in the pit)

Suite-Pee!

❤️❤️❤️

And we’re off!

Had the grim realization that if I died tomorrow my mom would 100% animate photos of me from 2015 using AI and that would be my legacy

Sick New World ticket locked in!

Time for another lung X-ray let’s goo

Been jumping through hoops with multiple insurance companies since December: finally I can get my payout

Bye bye van, I’ll miss you

Mostly gay and kinda fat oops

Back to working on kink art at work let’s go

Got a quickie of Lexus right next to the Golden Gate Bridge!

Over here wishing I could convey emotions/vibes more accurately in my art. I feel like I get it pretty close these days, but it’s never quite how I envision it.

These gas prices, amirite?

Finally made it to the Devil’s slide bunker!

Was pleasantly surprised today when I found out that my teacher speaks Italian. We got to have a several minute conversation in Italian which is awesome cuz I never use it anymore

Couldn’t miss the blood moon!

art trade with @anubianoddity.bsky.social, of his demon guy!! Can't decide which edit I like most so I'll post all of them. The art trade was fun and I really like his part of it

I still hate that just when I was starting to gain traction on twitter elon had to go on his fuck shit. Really trying with Bluesky but it’s just not the same tbh

@anubianoddity.bsky.social was Oz's "victim" for Febrooary as well

Yes, sneaking into apartment/condo jacuzzis is one of my little known pastimes. It’s also one of my favorites tbh

In other news though, found the remains of one of my first fursuit heads stored underneath! I really should make a new suit one day.

Sold my trailer today, this was my home for half a decade. Sad to see her go

Heres a doodle i started this morning... still kind of small with plenty of room to grow. Might turn this into a YCH further down the line idk

Ah yes, getting fed grapes one by one is very enjoyable

Went back to the air force base (toys have left my demon alone, for now!)

My astrological sign is Aquarius and that is no coincidence: I’m just a guy who carries water, lots of it sometimes

After months of avoiding it, I finally got internet back at my house. If anyone wants to play COD, fortnut, or watch me stream my shitty art lmk

Valentines Day is approaching, Yall~

Also been meaning to share this commission I got at FC, courtesy of @nareganoart.bsky.social

More Pet Play (WIP)

I need a master. Puppy energy has been corrupting my already fragile mind.

Abandoned prison: 2 hours of hiking through the woods to get there and back: worth it tho