So fun being trapped in Oslo due to UPS's fault. What am i supposed to do all day? Where even should I go? I don't have Lunas food with me so no breakfast for her either

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Deckard now revealed as Steam Frame yay! But i still wish steam could sell its hardware here tho... Rather than it being a big black market for it here

When I finally get fish back into a aquarium it sprung a leak overnight. Despite having water for weeks without a leak. Was about to show some good news. But the gods are against me. Odin watches with Hugin And Munin. I have nothing left besides buckets now.

I cried today... Life feels so immensely difficult. I've sacrificed so much already and I have to sacrifice even more to survive. There's not much left keeping me alive it feels like...

Wanted to stream today. But mental health is just garbage... Sorry

Dentist time yet again 😵‍💫 At least I found cheaper parking than last time. Expected to cost a tenth. Longer walk tho.

And the lonely hits harder than ever. I try so hard organising some social get togethers... But everyone always have a excuse. I'm really worried for my future and mental health at this point. I can't live like this... I'm going insane with how things is going rn.

Have a fun Halloween and #FursuitFriday ! I tried this year and didn't get anyone stopping by. Many cars honked and some took pictures. My neighbour upstairs thought my costume was awesome tho😅. It's about time I suited up in my new place as well 😁

Hecking dentist time again... This time in a new city and new dentist... Gonna be so spooky for the spooky day 😬

I Wonder if I ever will get rid of my lonely... It just makes me feel like a failure and that I'm never good enough. I crave physical interactions wich is the dumb part. A chat or two a day can't scare my lonely away...

No regular new streaming schedule this week sorry. Today and Friday is a no go. Might be a weekend stream if I work hard enough 🥲. I'm still not properly moved in yet... 😩

Stream starting in aprox 30 minutes! www.twitch.tv/haipaceru

It’s time! Tune in ❤️

One of these days I will stream my pc upgrade. I've ordered parts over the year getting ready for a build this fall. I got the last parts just when I had to move out... So I could never really stream again when I originally planned on. But... Maybe we can do a stream this Sunday perhaps?

Border collies are allowed off leash for walks right? #FursuitFriday 🪡🧵: @zuristudios.bsky.social

(use your imagination to juxtapose the girl-with-hotdogs hitting-her-face gif beside this) #FursuitFriday

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Hi friends, tune in tomorrow as we join our paws to challenge the Manaforge Raid! 👻 Help us raise money to end MS, and please share/repost if you can!

Dentist time! At the wrong place... I don't really have the money for it either 😩

Angyness continues in the rainy weather... Everything is still soggy wet and muddy. I havent been able to install my washing machine properly either yet so i'm running out of dry clothing...

So flipping angy and frustrated today 😤 Just wanted to wash off my new free bbq. But I just ended up throughout wet and muddy. Even the whole bathroom got wet cuz garden hose fell off.

Temporary VR is set up! Everything is still a mess... Even the computer setup needs some desperate cable management. But i'm inching closer and closer to something i can show off day by day. Now who wanna be virtually social with me?

🇳🇴 #art #furryart #meme

Sorry for the silence... I've been busy moving in to our new home. I got the apartment earlier than expected. Just about set up my computer, But we need to set up a cabeled internet solution first. So mabye we can make a stream next week?

I’m bout to have a good day, no matter what they say… open.spotify.com/track/5KXXi9...

Party like it’s NFC 2020 or is it just comfy sweater season? 🪡🧵: @zuristudios.bsky.social #FursuitEveryday

Sorry no NFC reg for me… Is too early for me to see how I economically I’ll stand. I still have expenses to cover out of my former budget. I expect to know better how my new budget is looking like by end of spring. Maybe i can treat myself one con after everything has settled properly 🤷🏻‍♀️

I even dreamt about ravens this night… They have been showing off way too much around me lately. I think Odin is taunting me or something. I don’t think those ravens are up to much good.

I might have woken up cuter than anticipated and coincidentally on #FursuitFriday 🪡🧵: @zuristudios.bsky.social

New ko-fi post! ko-fi.com/i/IW7W31LTQLG

Rental contract fetched! Still over a month to i can move in. So we’re still living on the streets. And sometimes my sisters cabin when it’s available and i don’t need to do errands.

I share more private details here. Trying to keep my bsky semi professional. Check out my other sites link in bio. I also know some of you really want to donate on my current situation. But the only way i can accept donations is to donate on my creative adventures. I promise to start streaming soon

There is a future out there for us and you. Hard times is just something one got to be strong about. Cuz the alternatives is just so much worse. Survival over anything else. Both physically and mentally. Is just a matter of time before better days come anyway.

Body is just pain and misery. Tired all the time. Forcing myself to sleep every night just to get some. Never enough sleep. Always so cold outside after sunset. Wake up every hour cuz cold/pain/uncomfortable/noisy environment. Im so tired of this life already.

Live free or die young. I see way too many people spend a lifetime on career instead of following their dreams. And when they retire they don’t have the energy to follow any desires they ever had. It’s a sad and way to common life.

I wish for a rental contract for my birthday. It’s already pretty cold outside

I didn’t get to vote ;(

Officially homeless, broke and outta gas.

it's fall time again 🍂🐶

What kinda dork goes to a con with a selfie stick? 🤨 I mean what dog doesn't bring a flat ball to the party? 😊 #FursuitFriday 📸: kyanitephotography.com 🪡🧵: @zuristudios.bsky.social

Have a cute flop dog for #FursuitFriday 🐶 he will be up for adoption at my table at #Eurofurence next week as a mini partial! More photos soon!

Everyone be busy with con stuff now… And me? Busy digging holes or something 🤷🏻‍♀️

FISHERDOG

Did you know male Aussies have fluffier necks? 🧵 @alphadogs.bsky.social 📷 @captainchaotika.bsky.social

Hi, I still have one free photoshoot slot at EF next week. 200€ for 45 minutes/40 pics, shorter/cheaper options possible, same price for groups. Hit me up if you’re interested! Examples from last year below…

It’s Thursday already? Where did the rest of the week go?

blahaj cuddles ✨