No I did not code a webpage to just be a clickable button that screams and shakes the screen. *Proceeds to click the scream button they coded* I have no idea who put this on here, maybe it was IT, or a ghost, or some sort of spectral malware.

Woke up from a bad dream, in it someone has taken all my art from my office and other things I care about and I couldn't find them till I found the pile of ash and melted plastic in the backyard. I can't forget how sad I felt at seeing that, the feeling is still perched upon my chest now.

Gotta remind myself more often that I'm not a friend, just a name. I should consider leaving the community once I wrap up a couple things. It's been a good six or seven months, but I should probably spend some time alone.

My King Ghidorah from #HiyaToys, his wings are so big I can't fit him in the normal display, he's gonna live on top of my PC case till I move my bunny girls to another cabinet, then he'll be front and center! #Godzilla #Ghidorah #toycollecting

I so badly want to break out of the cycle I've found myself in for the better part of the year.. Wake up at 4a - Drive to Work - Work till whenever everything is done - Drive Home - School Work - Food/Chores - Sleep Where is life in all that?

I was going to make a listing for emotes on vgen but chickened out... but here's some emotes I made for my channel and discord ehehehe (i want to update some of them now that time has passed though haha)

🌱 I'm gonna actually do a debut for this new model 🥺 September 24th!! at 7 pm 💚 and then games with friends start at 7:30!! can you tell where I was sneezing from allergies recording the clips LMAO | #envtuber || #vtuber || #satyr | 🍀🐐

Enjoy the last gasp of summer. 🌊☀️ #bnuuy #viera #gpose

I wanted to draw maid outfits........

I wanted to sleep, I'm exhausted but my brain says no. So I've laid here reading Huntress fanfics and enjoying the tiny bit of dopamine I get from Huntress romance stories. Who cares if she's a 7 foot tall, hatchet throwing killer, let me love her.

we also did these...... @40nugget.bsky.social is to blame All the full res/transparent bg versions are up in discord :3c

Spending 8 hours writing and reading papers to put this assignment together just for this junk paperchecker to say my paper was AI....but there was 0% matched text, not even the direct quotes I used...but my name and class name were 100 percent AI generated

Treatment Resistance she said, we have one or two more meds we can try but she doesn't know if they'd work given my history. I feel hollow, a numbness that goes down to my bones. A persistent melancholy that follows me like a hound, ever present at my heels, never get from my side.

we got to the peak and flip immediately--

My lovely naga Ananta, Saeder-Krupp's Senior Draconic Relations Advisor Art & Design by @halfdeadbears.bsky.social #naga #shadowrun

I think I'm very nearly ready to say goodbye to FFXIV. Maybe one or two more photos of the bunny, find someone to entrust my FC and subs too, and call it a day. It was fun, till it wasn't. I made some friends, and I found people to care about, and I found more than my share of heartbreak

Don't let banks or payment processors take your freedoms or your voice away. Credit: @midnightteeth.bsky.social

from the stream last night :3c <3 congrats to the winners hehe💜✨

I said I'd celebrate with a drawing raffle stream after hitting 100 followers on twitch! Monday night we'll be doing it :3c Only rules are have to be following to enter + whatever you ask for must be safe for twitch! :3c gonna try to stream long enough to get a bunch done to thank y'all 💜✨

This bnuuy sweating so you don't have to. 😘 #bnuuy #viera #gposensfw #ffxivnsfw

This bnuuy has been working hard.. #bnuuy #viera #ffxivnsfw #gposensfw

This bnuuy has been working hard.. #bnuuy #viera #ffxivnsfw #gposensfw

Oh, so this is why they won't let me wear hats 🥴 Cowbnuuy by @voizel.bsky.social #bnuuy #Viera

I know Feri is gonna do more stuff for the community because that's what they do. But seriously this community doesn't deserve them. At this point some of you would soon poison yourselves if it means you could argue about how right you are or how selfish everyone else is. You don't deserve them

Dammit, you lot, the 14 community, manage to find a way to suck the fun and good intentions out of just about anything. I've never seen a more miserable lot, so content to sit in their misery or spread it to others that they will beat down anyone in the community who's doing something good for all

Mixmaster and Scavenger ordered. At long last my childhood dream of owning a Devastator is nearly complete... #Transformers

Kinda lost the gpose spark again. I don't know what to post about when I don't have bnuuy pictures to throw out there. It also seems like half the folks I was following have moved back to the other site, and I'm a bit bummed that a bunch of the art accounts here I liked went dark.

#Warhammer40K #RogueTrader

I miss having friends to play Dead by Daylight with.

My lovely Bnuuy Samurai Art by Boots @halfdeadbears.bsky.social #Bnuuy #Viera

A little rope bnuuy to start your week off right. #Bnuuy #Viera #ffxivnsfw #gposensfw #GPOSERS

A little rope bnuuy to start your week off right. #Bnuuy #Viera #ffxivnsfw #gposensfw #GPOSERS

tibbies out version of commission for @verasashes.bsky.social 🧡✨

Commission for @verasashes.bsky.social 🧡✨

vgen commission 💜✨

Happy Friday the 13th! And also happy Birthday Jason! #fridaythe13th #Jason #Horror #digitalart #slasher

I'd forgotten to add sketch pages to my vgen as a service ;_; but I've added them now! #commissions #sketchpage #vgen vgen.co/halfdeadbear...

🌿🧡 back to just obsessively doodling satyrs, finished up this sketch I liked hehe

Slowly updating all my ocs for art fight 🥊🥊!! Here's Val :3c I worked on the first like 80% on stream yesterday🧡

Here's your spicy Sunday post. Just a Bnuuy and their well placed tape. #Bnuuy #GPOSERS #ffxivlewd #Viera #ffxivnsfw

That window was broken before I jumped through it, so why do you keep asking me how I got into your house?! #Bnuuy #Viera #GPOSERS #FFXIVGPOSE

Happy Pride #transformers

a m y g d a l a

Stress building Blokees Transformers cause my cat is sick, and I'm stressing out about it. Just sitting here watching her rest while I fumble to put little models together because if I don't keep my hands busy, my brain will consume itself in worry.

nude version of a vgen commission 🕸️💜

I wanted to see if I could make Lorne as an au'ra and I love her...... ;_; au'ra so pretty.

Bnuuy Things #Viera #Bnuuy #ffxivgpose #GPOSERS

Precision. Fear not the Bnuuy that has practiced 10,000 strikes once, but the Bnuuy who has practiced one strike 10,000 times. 💭 #Bnuuy #Viera

My store front is now up! Offering a variety of stickers of lethal women. #stickers