i can hear you and you can hear me

years pass, as ever, let the next one bring me closer.

merry happy everyone !!

Master Grade Gundam F91 complete! She is a cutie.

it is the dark and scary things that seem the most broken, and sad.

holding hands....

HGUC P-Bandai [G] GM Sniper finished! very cool looking with neat accessories but its joint connecting the leg to the foot is rather weird and feels flimsy.

remember to say something.

finished HGUC #034 Zaku II FS Garma Zabi Custom! a cutie with silly proportions.

finished HGGQ #08 "GFreD" tonight! also picked up something special, as a Christmas present for myself..

HGUC #015 Bawoo.

when i found my "sharpness", what it felt like was finally finding "myself"

the best words you have, are often the only words.

HGUC #195 Qubeley complete!

strings

there are things you can say in the woods, that you cant say anywhere else.

Finished HGUC #055 Hi-Zack (E.F.F. Ver.), it was very fun, and came together without much problem, my experience with older kits continues to be much better than expected.

can we meld our wounds together? nicely, very nicely, i promise.

what’s that spark for? stop swimming and fly away,

You Came Here To Die

haha. isn’t this terrifying? i’m terrified, too.

she knows what you did

the cusp of something Frightening or Beautiful

who knows? who cares!

light desires to touch, darkness desires to be touched

be as the dandelion. we are as the dandelion. we are invincible, because we are as the dandelion

frozen faceless

something described as good and normal only instills me with fear

it isn’t about a lack of understanding more so that “understanding” alone actually only goes so far towards anything.

we made space for the difference, and it got easier. never went away, but it got easier.

am eye the evil eye?

music video in rpgmaker??? okay go off

at last, The Truth

everything in this world exists to delude you

do not seek wounds. use them.

it feels a lot like Letting Go

to live in the present is antithetical to the ghost. ah right of course. to live in the present is to-

can you believe it? we're all alive right now and sharing the same world

Girl named Chewy

smash release euphoric dreams

"I don't want what you have. I want what I want to have."

Its curious, the feeling. Getting Serious (insofar as its necessary) about life engenders a kind of mundane set of emotions that clears away ambiguity and distraction. Then it floats away, and the usual incoherence takes hold.

Clarity

lets keep dreaming

"reality" is just a bubble around you sized to the speed of light

an intense desperation to find what one already has