You Came Here To Die

haha. isn’t this terrifying? i’m terrified, too.

she knows what you did

the cusp of something Frightening or Beautiful

who knows? who cares!

light desires to touch, darkness desires to be touched

be as the dandelion. we are as the dandelion. we are invincible, because we are as the dandelion

frozen faceless

something described as good and normal only instills me with fear

it isn’t about a lack of understanding more so that “understanding” alone actually only goes so far towards anything.

we made space for the difference, and it got easier. never went away, but it got easier.

am eye the evil eye?

music video in rpgmaker??? okay go off

at last, The Truth

everything in this world exists to delude you

do not seek wounds. use them.

it feels a lot like Letting Go

to live in the present is antithetical to the ghost. ah right of course. to live in the present is to-

can you believe it? we're all alive right now and sharing the same world

Girl named Chewy

smash release euphoric dreams

"I don't want what you have. I want what I want to have."

Its curious, the feeling. Getting Serious (insofar as its necessary) about life engenders a kind of mundane set of emotions that clears away ambiguity and distraction. Then it floats away, and the usual incoherence takes hold.

Clarity

lets keep dreaming

"reality" is just a bubble around you sized to the speed of light

an intense desperation to find what one already has

worlds live in me and thats the truth

It is the disjointed, strange, and awkward, that feels most like home to me.

Metasuicide. Metametempsychosis.

I think nuking my life some years back was ultimately what was needed.

you know that old version of yourself that youre terrified of becoming again and being stuck like that again forever? don't worry, that's not happening.

what if there was a junie

it matters very much what we do now, where we all each are

we certainly take up space, just not the kind that you can see~

there is not one of you

Release

you can be sharpened by force, you can sharpen yourself, you can be sharpened

it is true that pain has a way of making the mind realize what it really is

let me take you up here

and i think of you

apotheosis

that is something i cannot say, for i have blinded myself to it