by zero communication I mean manager: are you free on this date? me: yes I am free i still have no clue if i am training tomorrow my dad will take me and wait in the parking lot until i tell him its safe to leave 💀

tylers tally note at today’s festival 😭

i have received zero communication since this just replied asking for confirmation these people are starting to piss me off a little

mcr you are crazy wdym honey and jack the ripper???

would you believe me if I said I started some art yesterday

saw my therapist today, she helped me feel a bit better about it starting to look forward to the show and think a bit more positive

my camera roll only consists of screenshots of things I want to remember

FINALLY got my first day of work later this week

def getting sick because my dad is also sick oopsie

i hate that I’ve become more anxious for osheaga than excited :(

i think im getting sick again

my aunt just sent my cousin to my house because she wanted him out (he’s 13) and he wants to play video games dude im in pjs it’s 9pm it’s my bedtime

omg one away from 300!!

gonna start playing drums again this week !! just got a free trial with drumeo and im gonna do some lessons to refresh myself before learning some songs

it’s too hot to even go in the pool because the sun is directly on it 😭

nap time the heat makes it impossible to do anything

ok vent over this fanbase can hurt sometimes especially as someone with a disability but that’s life ok goodnight

my initial plan was to go for center barricade at osheaga but after discussing with my parents and lots of nights crying and stressing we’ve decided it’s just not possible

this is the last time.

i need votes: my mcr show is august 21st my initial plan was to crochet a cardigan with the black parade on the back to wear to the show the problem is that it flares up my pain when i crochet lots and this would be a massive project with less than 2 months to go do i do it or nah?

blood work today let’s hope I don’t pass out !

yoooooo

i can’t wait to start my new job it’s been 2 weeks since i got the job and I haven’t started yet which is kinda frustrating but hopefully soon!

booo the US move on (sorry american friends)

tried running on the treadmill and learned i do not feel comfortable running and not being able to stop whenever i want or change speeds easily so tomorrow we face the outside world!

happy disability pride month, may all our pain and turmoil be magnified tenfold and given to every evil politician and billionaire 🥰💖🫶😘💕🤗

im gonna sob through drag path live ugh

i love the couple weeks during world cup/euros because it means there’s always something on tv for me to watch

been reading dungeon crawler carl so much lately i had to go buy the 3rd book before i finish the 2nd

started listening to daisy grenade they’re also on fueled by ramen and they’re so cool

i am trying to start running this week maybe 2 or 3 times per week and starting on the treadmill anyone on here run?

i see evanescence and spiritbox today !!!

push on through.

pilots in 33 days !!!

how’s everyone doing? it’s been a while

hi

on another note: does anyone here like Star Wars? i went and saw the new mando and grogu movie and i loved it!! soundtrack is so good as well

sorry for being so inactive i think im feeling a little burnt out from social media lately

he pretends he's okay, but you should see him in bed late at night, he's petrified.

i have to get my wisdom teeth taken out in july i am not okay

i didn’t think it could be worse than presale. i was wrong.

@kerrikjf.bsky.social thank you for being willing to try and get me tickets if there was anything available <3

I was 48k in the queue 🙃

this is actually crazy

so nobody on here got tickets either huh

i am awake before my family oopsie

but i’m still on fire.

trying to decide between pit or seats for the ohio show. any thoughts?

how are we halfway into may already

i had a dream i was at a pilots concert last night but it was really odd lmao