i wrote abt women as the contemporary muse of Fashion metrosexuals, how designating women as such affects relationships & general understanding of fulfilling selfless love. paid tier essay but the first half is free. paid tier is $5 per month or $40 annually 🤓 open.substack.com/pub/seraphfe...

once more w FEELING!! $400/$3k i’m paying for my move home at end of month, the $400 is for that. i’ve accepted that my being away from home during grief processing & worsening chronic illness has been incredibly detrimental. i need $3,000 by end of month bc of breaking sublease gofund.me/51fd764a

look mami we have righ, bean.. a chuleta

the concept of man being born of dust and women being born of him which alludes to women not quite having an anchor in the earth

another substack series about my obsessions? well yes! this is kinda late, but i wrote a bit about my top 5 first watches of 2024 that pertain to evolving identity 🫶🏽 open.substack.com/pub/seraphfe...

trying to engage in my creative & intellectual passions but failing to bc i feel trapped by financial strife, thus obligated to monetize what i’m good at. my doctor said i can’t work. it’s a last ditch effort for basic stability & peace of mind. so i panic everyday bc if i fail, how do i survive?

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP ASKING WHY WE DONT DO THIS IN THIS COUNTRY. THIS IS NOT A HOMOGENOUS COUNTRY AND IT’S MAJORITY WHITE.

eating disorder?! nah bitch, i’m eatin dis order 😂😂💯 (“marry me” gnocchi but no meat, and i added a few extra ingredients for funsies)

found the key to truly getting over someone who has consistently shown they will never be a Serious person. the key was self love and recognition of my own internal + external beauty. bitch, i don’t give a fuck about trying to convince anyone i deserve decency let alone love

just spent an hour and a half cleaning my kitchen with the fervor of little orphan annie. and i’m happy!!

got a fresh batch of printer ink, have lots of arts & craft supplies always available (i’m Me + my roomie is a nonbinary lesbian so ofc), am reoptimizing my old macbook for my productivity & hobby needs so i spend less time on my phone. new zines (will sell physicals), substacks, & video essays otw

my husband was craving a symbolic manifestation of his own desire for punishment and/or hell so i made it from scratch

woke up for the day not even 2 hours ago and i’ve already seen stress induced flashes of muddled viscera in my mind at least 20 times. so yeah i’m doing okay mentally, totally not concerned for my wellbeing

asking for help, idc. help me pay rent for december AND ease my near constant sense of doom due to chronic illness, trauma recovery, and grieving my mom & brother but not actively grieving bc it feels like a luxury while tryna make life work venmo.com/u/jsmnrn gofund.me/51fd764a cash.app/$jsmnrn

made this crochet bag a bit ago ❣️

twitter is like brain cell poison, holy shit. i grow more concerned with the state of this world everyday. i have faith in humanity but not in the broad sense at this point. bitches are fried!!!!

asking for help, idc. help me pay rent for december AND ease my near constant sense of doom due to chronic illness, trauma recovery, and grieving my mom & brother but not actively grieving bc it feels like a luxury while tryna make life work venmo.com/u/jsmnrn gofund.me/51fd764a cash.app/$jsmnrn

My friend texted me to ask if it's still worth wearing a 😷 while traveling this holiday week. My answer was an emphatic YES. The weather is colder, we are seeing flu, rsv and covid seasonal uptick. Airports will be crowded and poorly ventilated. PS - Get you flu/rsv/covid shots if you qualify.

this app doesn’t supress external links! here’s a new -paid tier- essay ab internet history & the everevolving internet nerd zeitgeist. i cover the limiting prevalence of social media as it pertains to self exploration & actualization for teenage girls & young women open.substack.com/pub/seraphfe...

“Look at what they’re saying on X-“

i wrote this within the hours of 4 AM to 6 AM today. mourning becomes most unavoidable when there is nothing grand to obfuscate it. so i will accept it for now and remember my mom in a manner she would have wanted. no agonized laments today <3 open.substack.com/pub/seraphfe...

will be posting most of my poems & prose from my twt account to here. hopefully tonight 😁 and i have substack drafts to work on. this app will be for for smiles and hope and career and creativity 🫶🏽

people who hate musicals talk about it endlessly... it kind of sounds like it's a really big emotion that might be best expressed through song for them

mirror dirty af 🤦🏾‍♀️

just remembered when i saw PEARL in the theater with one of my exes and the audience wasn’t reacting that much. but i bust out laughing during the “why don’t you like me?!!” scene bc it was #Real. but nobody else laughed and i felt like a monster

We need to stop talking about kevin

got so used to this version i forgot about the original 😭😭😭

me last night asking one of my best friends what strains would be good for my chronic pain & OCD symptoms, since he works for a cannabis company. but i didn’t understand literally any of the advice he gave so i’m letting them choose everything for me

nothing to smile about in my wallet (twt keeps shadow banning me, and i kinda gave up on trying over there when my tweets about my brother’s funeral costs got suppressed and i went insane. so i’m doin the best i can with what i GOT!!) $JSMNRN lord please

theyre invalidating your handle in the qrts

opening this app tonight only to remind oomfs on here that i truly do enjoy a good day of baking 🫶🏽

no actually they need to be touched and tasted too

can’t wait to watch the grinch (live action) no less than 10 times next month

Danita Angell and Oluchi Onweagba photographed by Iris Brosch for The New York Times Magazine in 2001. Hair by Mandy Lyons. Makeup by Vicky Stecke. Prop styling by Steven Nassimos.

they’re lucky im not in the iwtv universe i wouldve put armand inside a uv lamp

EUSEXUA! ☝🏽😃💡

bringing some old bangers back so people here really understand what i’m about [rejection of bigotry & violence under the guise of counterculture] & [live laugh love]

your honor, i didn't mean to create a 500 page, A4 moleskine ‘red scare podcast’ reject & social pariah hate manifestation journal dipped in lamb's blood. i was just in a silly goofy mood

there being no AI bots is so peaceful... every post is a human thought. pesticide-free posting. farm to table skeets

ik people who just moved here are already calling the app boring but i simply think a lot of u just dont find joy in such a positive and relaxed space

goodnight, i’m black and tired [perpetual state]

i love arguing w/ customer service when i know i’m right. credit company tried adding $200 to my balance, i got them to dismiss it & close my account asap. but today they tried sending me to collections bc despite my account being closed, the balance wasn’t cleared. got it resolved in 15 minutes lol

can i rearrange tabs on here? because genuinely seeing the messages icon in the lower center of my screen is upsetting me as an artist, a spiritualist and most importantly, a they/?/? with rights

call me spongebob’s granny now idgaf

this app doesn’t supress external links! here’s a new -paid tier- essay ab internet history & the everevolving internet nerd zeitgeist. i cover the limiting prevalence of social media as it pertains to self exploration & actualization for teenage girls & young women open.substack.com/pub/seraphfe...

how do i put links in my profile bio? or is there a different method for sharing info for other platforms

this is honestly really nice. already feels way less cluttered and constant. i’ve wanted to mass delete tweets for ages now because i wanted a more casually Adult timeline. but now i can finally start from scratch and prioritize my art, writing, and general cultural pondering

i’m ctfu the UI is so similar to twitter’s but miles more functional and succinctly explained. give me profile theme customization options then i’ll take this app AND FREAK IT