There are songs that I think apply to Kho, and songs that apply to my own life, and they're not the same. My inner worlds are more expansive and broader than I can ever really express. I contain multitudes.

You take it on faith. You take it to the heart. The waiting is the hardest part.

But there isn't only darkness and there isn't only light The colors that we keep within are much more than black and white I know that every single one of us has got a world inside o/~

I'm so tired and exhausted and overheated.

Introducing your new ruler... Posted to Patreon October 2022 www.patreon.com/c/ethancostas

Evening everyone! I'm still seeking donations to help with my debt, and ease up my monthly payments. You can help by donating below, or sharing this post! gofund.me/4ea8b8784

Kho, trapped in a Rubber suit.

Me when I GET you, helpfully demonstrated by @luporientale.bsky.social . He really likes how pretty and sparkly my nails are~ Gif by @niccoon.bsky.social , who is open for commissions! I'd HIGHLY recommend them. Absolute gem to work with. <3 #hypnosis #furry

wow i drew something tonight

TFW you catch the mood and belt out to Dreams by Fleetwood Mac during a slow Summer Day and just let the mood flow through you.

Combing the pomp feels natural... Flexing in your shiny leather getup is satisfying... Gritting your teeth with a pointed cocky smirk feels right. Thinkin' about going back feels wrong. Thinkin' at all feels wrong... You just wanna be a dumb, receptive, stylish greaser for the gang~ 2/2

Kidnapped by a gang of greasers who use hypno just to help you fall asleep. No weird suggestions during, just sleep... When you wake however with a pomp and a new suit of leather in front of a mirror, your resistance is... gone. In fact, in your sleepy daze, you kinda like the look... 1/2

Hypnosis where you're not actually fed horny suggestions leading to you being mind controlled or "willingly" obedient is underrated... A little trance or hypnotic language just to get past those barriers enough, establish some trust and before long, you'll see we really *do* want the same thing...~

It's been five hours. You've heard only a few passing sounds as the Enforcers in uniform pass by occasionally. You've been given a few sodas. Finally Kho walks in, his leather uniform only with a few stains on it. He looks over the clipboard through his swirling visor. "Do you wear wigs?" He asks.

Woah, Curse of Ra

Yes, I do believe in Magic. I have my own path and views. I don't express them often because I feel I sound a bit unhinged when I do, but a lot of it based off experience and trying to figure things out.

Old man Kho singing "It's Still Rock n' Roll to Me" at a biker bar.

I'm belting Separate Ways at 10:30 pm and I am just being super dramatic about it. The only thing that would make this better is if I was singing it in the rain during a thunder storm.

So, this wonderful person on the West Coast is being kicked out by his ex by the end of the month. He's been a wonderful inspiration for my own leather journey. He could use your help! Please repost or donate, even a little bit helps! spot.fund/SaveUrsusLife

It’s bear and beer bust night. I think Spencer likin’ my outfit..What do you think? 🐻 🎨: @wafflethekodiak.bsky.social (feat. his OC) ❤️

@pupnixie.bsky.social is such a good boy. Just obediently sitting there while his brain turns to mush.

I look forward to the day where I don't have to beg, where I can stand on my feet and can afford to risk or stumble. I look forward to the day where I don't fear being unhoused, where I have teeth, where I can see a doctor and get taken care of. I dream of being a person.

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Be a good son and SIT.

@splashtheorca.bsky.social sure loves being a dumb, empty-headed, zonked orca. Then again, who knows? There’s nothing going on up there anyway.

I'm gonna sit down and be a good greaser and watch West Side Story (2021 version)

Poor bear… He really thought resisting would make a difference. Art for: @cyberwuff.bsky.social

Empty accounts that seem to be accumulating posts will be blocked, especially if the account has nothing in common or interest.

No one needs to see you to do good things. If you need this to feel worthwhile, you're looking for validation (which isn't inherently wrong). Do good things even when no one is watching. The world changes without validation, whether you act or not, but through action you can shift the outcome.

The KIDS bill (S.1409) including KOSA in the middle has passed the House as of Monday. Call your Senators. This bill endangers 1st amendment protection: constitutional protection that the Justice department has already expressed an interest in overriding to hunt down people who criticize the gov.

stinkiest trucker ever #fatfur

Just being a big shiny derg ⚫️✨

Today was going to be campaign work, instead it's resting my back work and taking a nap.

*shoves your nose into his big, musky, sweaty sheath like a can in a coozie*

I wish I were good enough to be near people to cuddle. I wish I were stable enough to trust myself to be around people.

I fear there will never be enough to fulfill my needs in life. I'm not greedy. I'm just sunk so low, and so used up that I'm ready to completely give up and just be done with it all. I've fought all my life, and everything is a double-edged sword. I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired.

Saying we should all go back to physical media I think misses the point. I actually *like* buying games and movies digitally for a bunch of reasons. What we need is better consumer protections so the things we do buy digitally are actually owned and companies cant delete/revoke access!

Bad news guys- you know the hero we hired? Yeah they're wearing a skintight suit in the villain's colors now. Do they have a what? A compressed bulge branded with the villain's icon? Lemme check ... ... Oh yeah it's there. It looks nice too. I think it's over for us.

Specifically, the road to happiness is long and lonely. I’m not seeing much profess as aiding myself out of the hole of survival. Health issues keep cropping up. I’m not being cared for.

My hope broke.

You’d think at 44, I’d have my shit together. I don’t.

I'm feeling a lot of mental, emotional, physical burn out. I don't feel a lot of hope right now. I'm very tired. I need a break. I need more than a week away from work. I need to heal. I need to no longer be in pain. I need emotional stability. I need something to turn around. I'm flailing.

Yeah. This is going to be a hard, hard week. I'm going to come out of this worse for wear and probably going to be making some changes to who and how I interact with folks. I don't want to, but I'm not well physically and mentally.

Thursday, I'm going to do more work on my campaign. I'll probably work on defining the setting a bit, and maybe working off the rough-draft of my map. Gonna be honest, though, my brain feels fried.

It's too hot to cook. Anyone interested in getting Kho some dinner? Dad would really appreciate it. Be a good boy for Papa Kho <3 ((Many thanks if you do)) paypal.me/Khorax

I get political sometimes because my continued existence has required it. I grew up poor. I grew up in a conservative neighborhood. I've seen the lack of kindness and the outcome of the inherent cruelty present in almost all conservative policies.

How they treat people in ICE is how they'd treat everyone they could imprison, if not for legal oversight. The only reason they get away with these concentration camps is because they aren't stopped by cronies in the other two branches. People have died. People have been assaulted by ICE.

Lil kobold deserves a treat

If you're account is empty and you have no pic; if the image you have AI had to nick, if all you show are posts of other's dick. If you seem a bit insincere, then I may block you my dear ~