I hate when my body says "horny" but my brain says "sad"

I'm a big cat with an even bigger...idk

My partner wants me to be more affectionate and not close myself off from him but how can I do that if I'm losing the will to do anything

Disassociating real hard today

JFC my morning wood won't go down today

Since moving, I've left all of my friends behind. I have zero friends locally and so all of my interactions are online. I have a close group I've known for over a decade I regularly hang out with on discord but I still feel so lonely so often.

Talking to my mom and I finally get to call her and my dad out for being so out of touch. Neither of them have looked for a job in at least 30 years and I'm tired of them saying "well why don't you just call them after you apply?" Because it hasn't worked that way in decades, mother

Thinking of taking on one more of these YCH's for $100 flat! Feel free to DM if interested!

My best opportunity at a job fell through. Sigh..

Commission that @markusliger.bsky.social 🐯💙🦁 wanted me to touch up! Thank you so much for your patience and support! 🥰 #artbytoofs #furryart #furry #ass #furrynsfw

Hey gay ppl liking this: If you like my headless torso, you’ll LOVE my independent video game full of big bara cartoon furry characters of which you can support the development of over at patreon.com/wolfyama?utm...

I have a strong suspicion this one job opportunity I currently have just won't happen. Trying not to let it bother me

NSFW version 👀!! Gonna be another version of this with a special someone🦁 #oscarfortnite #gayfurry #furry #furryart

300lbs of beef spooning me sounds like a really great way to wake up

We're struggling a bit. I'm on the job hunt and bf doesn't make a whole lot. Plus he feels forced to take a management role because of it. This sucks, man

New art from @chocobananas.bsky.social #NSFW

First of the YCH's sketched out! 🐯 For @kenshiki666.bsky.social ! 💙 #artbytoofs #artwip #furrynsfw #furryart

Man, being gay sucks sometimes. Eternal struggle of "damn he's hot, I want him to lay me out" or is it really "damn he's hot, I wish I looked like that"

And surprise! I can't resist another pec focused YCH oops~ PICK YOUR TREAT YCH! ♦ One Character Shaded YCH Commission for $70 ♦ Rules: - MALE / MASC ONLY - ANY SPECIES / DICK TYPES AND SIZES! - Paypal only (Price in USD) - NSFW version for extra $10 #furry | #fat | #belly | #bara | #ych

Comish by @zourik.bsky.social

I would like to be Heath in that third panel 👀

I've been taking more time to be offline. I haven't touched grass but disconnecting more often has been nice for my mental

I need some help for rent this month still. I have had some help from my family and I need to close the distance. Anything you can provide will help. I am hoping my situation will change in the next few weeks. I cannot thank you all enough. gofund.me/9f9beed97

I want to be this

Feels like a lay in bed and do nothing day 😮‍💨

Who's a good boy?🐶♥ Art gift for @reolixious.bsky.social.

I think I'm just lonely because I don't have friends outside of the digital space. I left them all behind when I moved. Sorry for being a Debbie downer, idk what to do since I've talked to my bf about all this

I guess one good point throughout my whole situation is that I haven't totally spiraled out of control. Yes I'm depressed, I think that's expected. But I haven't had the desire to hide in a corner and want to disappear so... Progress?

I've quit smoking/edibles, I've removed myself from most social media, I'm limiting myself from doomscrolling on YouTube and yet I feel it's not enough. I feel like I'm not enough. I've now applied to 35 jobs and nothing. I feel like a failure professionally, as a partner and as a friend.

Man I'm pathetic

I think this break from teasing and being teased and roleplaying with people is necessary Sadly, I think that's the reason I think I was friendly with these people... I feel terrible about it. I'm a pretty boring person otherwise with few hobbies, so I don't feel all that relatable most of the time

I proxied two magic decks, as a treat because I deserve it. Even though I'm currently unemployed and kinda really depressed.

I'm still not okay. Every day it feels like the hope slowly drains out of me

I swear the universe just says "nah fuck Markus in particular" because it seems that way whenever my life is looking up

I don't belong anywhere

Would anyone like a quick scribbly sketch like this for $40? I need to shake the rust off, lock in, and pay for some big bills I got hit with. Just DM if interested!

I'm not okay. No I won't hurt myself. No there's nothing you can do to help.

I can't even play my favorite game anymore without is crashing. Everything is just 'fuck you Markus' lately

I just feel like I'm slowly drowning lately and there's nothing I can do about it

I think I'm just a huge pos

I just want to know what 100 extra pounds more than me of beef feels like, you know?

Commission for @miraged33 on Twt via Vgen :> 🐯🐯🐯

Coach Grifter Reward Preview! www.patreon.com/posts/155259...

In a rut, need a rut

Was in a rut and breaking out new brushes

I'm always happy to try out the latest supplements, but this latest one is, uhhhh.. int.. inten.. hrrrr, it's a lot 🤤 It makes me feel like a real big wolf, even though I'm totally a human, haha... woof... *wags* 🎨: @buffbuck.bsky.social

Me most mornings tbh

Commission for @adeaia.bsky.social and @howeed.bsky.social