I know it's been a while. Spent most of my days escaping into fantasy books lately. But I am happy to announce that I have found a place of my own! March 25th I will be able to move into my own studio appartment! The space is small, but it will be mine!

If @boiraplushies.bsky.social has a million fans, then I am one of them. If they have ten fans, then I am one of them. If they have only one fan then that is me. If they have no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against them, then I am against the world.

This is the coord I wore for a casual movie + tea meet I hosted to see Rental Family! I didn't cry as much as I thought I would--but don't get me wrong, I still cried multiple times lol ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

HYDE thread with the videos I took in Tivoli. Utrecht, the Netherlands. How exactly is this man 56!? Some people are just put on this earth to BE performers. I am over the moon to finally experience one of his performances myself, after 18 years of listening to his music. #HYDE #HYDEINSIDE

Would it be appropriate to spam my HYDE videos on here? At least it would be a more positive sound compared to my doom and gloom in my latest posts... 👀

I went to see Hyde tonight, and forgot my zoom was on. So enjoy this gem. This man has had me in a chokehold since I was 14 years old. Being able to see him live for the very first time in all those years felt magical. I want to thank him for making me forget about my heartache for a brief moment.

Last Saturday my dad brought me a bed so I no longer have to sleep on an air mattress. Of course I had to bring my Pumpkaboos from @aniroseart.bsky.social and Trubbish from @sewpoke.co.uk as my emotional support squad while going through this era of heartbreak.

Lift selfie while on my way to Hanabie. Really wanted to mix my other pairs of @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social otks with this OP. Headdress: Antique BeasT Necklace and ring: Alchemy Gothic OP: aatp Petticoat: Melikestea #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #lolitafashion #gothiclolita #jfashion

At 32 years old. I am back to stay with my mum. I am struggling with the idea. But am grateful I don't have to suffer in my ex fiancés home anymore...

The artist is SL

No fancy edits, but I did manage to put on a coord today. Headdress: Skresk vision Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petti: Melikestea Bloomers: Summertales Boutique Socks: @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social Shoes: Crocs #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #jfashion

In the midst of my heartbreak, today my @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social socks got delivered. So now I gotta willpower to put together a coord one of these days.

I feel ugly and unwanted. When all I want right now is to feel desired.

I will probably be not very active for a while. After 8 years my partner changed his mind and his desire to have children is bigger than his love for me. I need some time to recover from this.

Turns out I am not engaged anymore...

I love trash

Since it’s spooky season, have an old #coordinate photo of me on Halloween, channeling my inner Beetlejuice. 🪲 I remember getting a lot of hate for this coord at the time, but then I started a trend, so… 😜 #eglfashion #eglcommunity #lolitafashion #gothiclolita #altfashion #ladysloth

I want to thank @chantillycat.bsky.social for inspiring me to use the worn pattern as a background so you don't have to stare at my cluttered room anymore. I love circus inspired coords. If only I had a jester hat. #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #lolitafashion #jfashion

Spooky Pokemon for the season 🎃👻🦇⚰️ #pokemon #halloween

Beep and Meep are taking a nice bath together 🥺💜 Nothing could possibly go wrong 🎃😈

"No one is coming to save you..." I, for one, don't want to be saved. Haha. Finally managed to finish this beast in between the chaos that is my life. Hopefully ya'll enjoy it~! #sajaboys #kpdh #youridol

Ok but can we talk about how well this coord matches the interior of the cathedral? How can I go back to crusty mirror selfies now? Headdress: Blouse and jabot: Moitie Jsk: AatP Bloomers: SummerTales Boutique Shoes: Dr. Martens #egl #eglfashion #elegantgothiclolita #lolitafashion #jfashion #aatp

Today my Goth dream was fulfilled. I asked my fiancé for coord photos at the Cologne cathedral Headdress: AP Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petticoat: Melikestea Bloomers: SummerTales Boutique Shoes: Buffalo #egl #elegantgothiclolita #eglfashion #gothiclolita #kurololita #jfashion #lolitafashion

I accidentally deleted my last post lmao

There's like a bajillion ways I could've edited this one--I love this dress so much .·°(T^T)՞°·. Headbow, blouse: MAXICIMAM JSK, bag: BTSSB Socks: The Black Ribbon Shoes: Converse Necklace: Lief ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

Sharing is caring 🧡 #art #pokemon #pokemonart #watercolor

Me, but with music. Not me listening to One of the Greats by Florence + the Machine since the moment it was released. And I mean I ONLY have listened to that single song since... All day... Every day... I was the same when Ghost released Skeleta and I only listened to that album on repeat for MONTHS

It's the most wonderful time of the year 🎃 (spooky time) #pokemon ♡ #digitalart ♡ #cuteart { #strawbunnycakeart }

This veil was made for this coord! I feel very bonita. Headdress: AP Blouse: Meta Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa Petticoat: Melikestea Bloomers: Summer Tales boutique Petticoat: Melikestea Boots: Buffalo #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #gothiclolita #kurololita #jfashion #japanesefashion

I haven't drawn Maedhros in forever! So here's an updated design! #Silmarillion #Tolkien #LotR #Art #SmallArtists #ArtMoots #FantasyArt #Elf #Elves #Maedhros #CommsOpen

I gotta get black x white bloomers eventually lol Headdress: maxicimam Blouse, cape, socks: Metamorphose JSK: Wirehead Necklace: HEXENHAUS Bag: BTSSB Bloomers: Summer Tales Boutique Shoes: Converse ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

When I started to rebuild my Lolita wardrobe for the second time in 2024, I've only kept 2 main pieces from my past wardrobes. An oldschool Moitie OP from 2001, and this custom made JSK from Shiroi Tsubasa. I was so focused on rebuilding, that I completely forgot how dear this JSK was to me. (1/3)

All new price sheet ft pretty princess GioGio! #artmoots #VGenOpen #VGenComms #commsopen #commissionsopen #smallartists

Hi, I'm Astral, your whimsy AuDHD fanartist! I am interested in all things cats, nature, fashion, gothic, #JJBA and #Tolkien with the occasional sidequest into whatever. I offer art comms and would love some #artmoots! My account is a safe space for 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 and I stand with 🇵🇸

I sold some items through Vinted and then found this headdress. Which I bought using the credit in my Vinted wallet. So, according to my girl math, it was free.

I want a veiled AP headdress so badly 🥹

Coord catch-up: gotta love a red plaid OP, makes it super easy to throw something on and look out together Canotier: Distant Melody OP: Lief Necktie: Kuro to Iro Socks: Metamorphose Shoes: Converse Bag: Physical Drop ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

The witch and her companion. Magic Amulet by Angelic Pretty is such a good print. Headdress: Antique BeasT OP: Angelic Pretty Captain Chris as my companion Tights: Snag tights Petticoat: Melikestea Studded Crocs #eglfashion #egl #lolitafashion #elegantgothiclolita #jfashion #angelicpretty

"I will become an entity called Evil for your sake, Madoka" I am in love with how this cosplay shoot turned out! This dress feels so elegant too! I love this lolita set so much! #lolita #mahoushoujo #madokamagica #homuraakemi #cosplay

Just realised I never posted this coord from a few weeks ago! The last time I wore this Moitie set was last year at the Kamijo concert. Not reaching for it since is very illegal of me. Bow, jacket & skirt: Moitie Blouse: Violet Fane Petti: Melikestea #egl #eglfashion #lolitafashion #jfashion

I've not been very active on here lately. Work is very draining to me, and I can't find the energy to post much.

If you see this, QTP with a Pokemon that shares the same first letter as your name!

I'm still on the hunt for the JSK+headwear+bloomers for this print--in the black colorway too 🫣 Headdress, JSK: Physical Drop Blouse, skirt: Metamorphose Socks: The Black Ribbon Bag: BTSSB Necklace: Lief Shoes: Converse ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

I'm really glad I got this set on a whim on CC, I always struggle thinking of on-theme Ren faire lolita coords that are comfy + I'd be comfortable with getting dusty/dirty, and this is perfect! Set: Physical Drop ˚ʚ[ #lolitafashion #plussizelolita #egl #eglfashion #plussizeegl #jfashion ]ɞ˚

I want to get comfi black footwear to wear with my lolita coords. The black shoes I have so far will hurt my feet when walking long distances. Do I either get the Buffalo Aspha ballerinas OR the studded Crocs to truly embrace the lazy gemlin that I am?????